But I was still young at the time, after all, I had never met David, and because my family relationship was complicated. Speaking of which, Zhang Lin talked about her family.

Zhang Lin's father Zhang Chunmian, when Zhang Chunmian was very young, his father, that is, Zhang Lin's grandfather, divorced his original wife, and then married a woman three years younger than him, and because Zhang Chunmian was from the countryside at that time, the rural economic development at that time was particularly backward, and because of the reason for marrying a second marriage, so for Zhang Chunmian, when he was 8 years old, he was rarely able to get his father's love and care.

Without his father's love, Zhang Chunmian came out to do business with his uncle in the same village when he was very young, selling fruits and moving heavy goods... In this way, he met the first girl in his life who gave him warmth, and this girl was Zhang Lin's mother.

When Zhang Lin said this, she not only sighed: "Maybe my mother has a different kind of warmth for her father, but she has never seen her mother's tenderness...

Zhang Lin's mother's name is Wang Ling, Wang Ling has a lot of children in the family, so her mother can take care of her very few opportunities, although usually in terms of food and clothing, and other brothers and sisters are on an equal footing, but in general there is still less care.

Because there are many sisters in the family, Wang Ling has already come out to do business by herself when she was in junior high school, but on the way home from selling fruit, she was crushed in the leg by a tricycle passing by on the road, and at that time she was surrounded by a group of children of the same age as Wang Ling. Seeing this kind of scene, I couldn't help but panic, but no one was willing to step forward to help Wang Ling.

But at this time, his father Zhang Chunmian, who was passing by, jumped out of the car first, ran straight towards Wang Ling, and pointed to the man who drove the tricycle and asked him to accompany him to the hospital.

In this way, Wang Ling met Zhang Chunmian, and at that age, Wang Ling thought that the man with this responsibility was worthy of his trust. After learning about Zhang Chunmian's family background, he still followed Zhang Chunmian with all his heart.

Maybe Zhang Chunming will not do anything big in his life, using his mother Wang Ling

In other words, he has no brains, is too honest and responsible, and has a somewhat stubborn temper, and Zhang Chunmian always doesn't listen to what others say.

After marriage, the contradictions between the two accumulate more and more, most of which are caused by lack of money, but in this era of China, every family should have a difficult scripture to read. And Zhang Lin was born at that time.

Zhang Lin still remembers that her mother told her that her grandmother at that time did not agree with her daughter marrying Zhang Chunmian, but Wang Ling just recognized Zhang Chunmian as good, and that time she was desperate, it sounded like in a bubble romance drama, Wang Ling promised Zhang Chunmian with her body.

When Zhang Lin was a little older and already had a memory, from that time on, his father and mother would quarrel and fight normally, and when she was young, Zhang Lin would cry and often pick up a towel on the side and hand it to her mother.

At that time, Zhang Lin heard the most difficult questions from her mother: "Are you with your mother or with your father?" Every time, Zhang Lin was very confused.

And as he gets older, there will be no such thing as a fight between his father and mother. Maybe the two of them already know what kind of temperament the other party is, and they are too lazy to fight anymore, or they can't fight anymore.

Zhang Lin paused, glanced out the window, and said lightly: "I never felt that I lacked love before, but I was very eager to grow up." But I really grew up, and I was very sad. ”

When he said this, the whole carriage was silent, and everyone seemed to be infected by Zhang Lin's emotion. Yes, Zhang Lin's dream is a dream that everyone here has had before.

"When I was young, I was always not free, my parents were not highly educated, my father often traveled on business, and my mother and I always stayed at home, my mother had a big temper, and I was not convinced, and the mother and daughter often quarreled. At that time, my mothers wrote in my notebook that I wanted to break free from that home when I grew up, and I wanted to know what freedom was like. Zhang Lin said.

"Yes, I used to want to grow up when I was very young, but it seems that I have grown up, and I have a lot of troubles, if I really want to talk about it, when did I regret growing up? Su Yixia on the side also spoke silently.

Everyone knew in their hearts, yes, after getting along for so long, how could they not know that Su Yixia's mother committed suicide in front of him since he was a child? And that day was Su Yixia's birthday.

"Okay, okay, I won't interrupt you, you go on. Su Yixia waved it, indicating that it was okay, and continued to Zhang Lin on the side.

"I grew up after that, but it was also from high school when I felt more and more lonely, but I already knew David by then. When I was in junior high school, it was popular to play terminal games, and occasionally I would go to play, and at that time, we had a lot of conversations. Over time, there was no contact again.

At that time, I didn't have the feeling of being a lifelong confidant of David, but I occasionally felt that in the virtual world of the Internet, it was already a wonderful thing to have someone to talk to me. When I was a freshman in high school, I met my favorite person, his name was Liu Yang.

Liu Yang was in the same class as me, and at the beginning we were just friends, very ordinary and plain. Later, at a class reunion, I learned about Liu Yang's family, he went to study abroad for three years when he was in junior high school, so his English is very good, but his Chinese is quite poor.

You must know that my Chinese has always been good, but English is quite ordinary, and the two of us are equivalent to complementary types, at least I still think so. Over time, I have a relationship, but this is not the final factor that determines my relationship with him.

When I once knew that his family was in harmony, I confessed that I was envious. At least in my cognition, I think: "Children with happy families are gentle themselves." "I envy the kind of can't get, so I crave.

So we walked together, and when we were together for more than half a year, we were discovered by his mother. However, Liu Yang was very good to me at that time, and repeatedly assured me that we would always be together.

This matter is getting bigger and bigger, even my family knows about it, and the whole school knows about it...