Chapter 785: Bad Mood
"I just think you're in a good mood today, so I didn't mean anything else to ask. See 1 Mao 2 Line 3 Chinese Network"
"Are you in a bad mood today?"
"No, it's just that I'm suddenly leaving tonight, and I'm a little depressed. ”
Thinking of this, Han Man felt that Song Jingqi probably wouldn't do anything to himself now.
At night, the two of them will leave, if nothing else, they should leave in a few hours, Song Jingqi now let go of himself, and he won't do anything to himself anymore.
But for Han Man, the biggest sadness now is not what Song Jun Jingqi will do to him at this moment, but more about leaving here when he waits, returning to China, returning to a country full of sadness, and returning to uncertain things.
I'm not sure what will happen, I'm not sure what kind of people I'll meet now, I'm not sure what my relationship with Song Jingqi will be.
Thinking about it like this, Han Man felt that there were things that needed to be solved between the two of them, not to mention, Han Man felt that there were too many things that she needed to solve, and she didn't even know what kind of relationship she had with Song Jingqi now.
I don't know if Song Jingqi has feelings for him.
Han Man inadvertently looked at Song Jingqi at the moment of thinking, Song Jingqi pulled Han Man closer, and then slowly spoke, "What are you looking at?"
When Han Man heard Song Jingqi ask now, he was stunned and said what he was thinking, "You." ”
Song Jingqi's eyes followed, and after hearing Han Man's answer now, his eyes fluctuated slightly, and he asked, "Hmm, what do you want from me?"
Song Jingqi looked at Han Man for a long time, waiting for the answer in this woman's mouth, Han Man looked at Song Jingqi, speechless for a while, unable to say anything. See. Wool, Chinese net
Han Man felt that whatever he said now was dangerous, if he said now that he was thinking about whether Song Jingqi would like him, he didn't know what kind of reaction Song Jingqi would have.
Although Han Man wants to ask Song Jingqi this question now, and ask if Song Jingqi will like him now, Han Man still doesn't dare to ask, if he asks, maybe tonight will be the time for the two to separate.
Han Man felt that although the two of them would be separated sooner or later, Han Man felt that if they could not be separated now, they would not be separated, and if the two people could be together for a while now, they would be together for a while, and she didn't want to waste a minute or a second of being together.
Han Man rationally chose not to ask Song Jingqi now, she quickly had to speak, "Nothing." ”
After finishing speaking, Han Man felt that the frequency of answering this today was too high, and she didn't know what kind of reaction Song Jingqi was now, she didn't go to see Song Jingqi, and now Han Man's emotions were in a very contradictory coincidence.
On the one hand, she didn't want Song Jingqi to continue to ask herself, she hoped that time would pass faster as soon as possible, and Song Jingqi County would not continue to ask herself so much, on the other hand, Han Man hoped that time could pass slowly, as slowly as possible.
She didn't want to leave Paris, she didn't want to leave the country, even if she was wasting time here in ignorance and fearlessness, she didn't want to leave this place, she couldn't say what it was for.
But the city of Paris has a greater meaning and better memories for me, and even if there is a more or less next time in this good memory.
Han Man felt that this memory was already worthy of being the happier memory he had ever made, and it was an incomparable memory.
The beauty of memories is that they are never the same, and each memory is a different person.
Han Man now really feels this time, feels the happiness that memories bring him, and feels how much memory benefits him.
Feeling all of this, for the self that is now nothing, gives me a lot of strength.
At the beginning, in the face of Song Ziang's betrayal, Han Man had already had all kinds of desperate thoughts, and he already wanted to leave with his grandfather.
It's not so much that the strength that supports him to continue his life is to avenge his grandfather, but rather because his grandfather has given him good memories.
If it weren't for my grandfather's teaching to me, telling me that I should face life bravely, then I might be living a completely different life now.
"Han Man, what do you want to do with me now, or do you feel that I haven't done enough to you in some aspects?"
"Which aspect?"
Song Jingqi smiled, "You don't know?"
"I don't quite understand. Han Man looked at him a little sluggishly, "I think you're because of ......"
"Don't quite understand?" Song Jingqi looked at her with a smile.
Han Man looked at the hand that fell on his waist, and immediately understood which aspect Song Jingqi was talking about.
"I didn't think about that...... Why do you think about this every day?"
Song Jingqi smiled and said, "Don't you like it?" ”
"Enough...... No, let's not talk about that, okay? I don't want to talk about that. ”
Song Jingqi followed up and asked, "Then what were you thinking about just now, what do you think about me?"
"I think after we go home. ”
When Han Man first arrived at Song Jingqi's house, he was extremely broken at first, and in the first period of time, he was on the verge of emotional collapse almost every day, and no one could tell him.
The beginning with Song Jingqi was only because of an agreement, and there was no other relationship.
At that time, there was no one around me, and I could only see people in the house almost every day.
And those people, each of them are clearly reminding themselves that they are only here because of the agreement.
can only be worthy of signing such an agreement with Song Jingqi.
All his value is left to a black and white contract.
Han Man can't figure out what his mood was like at that time, how he should describe it, or what he fearlessly insisted on at that time.
The only thing that made him insist on being in Song Jingqi's house was the truth about his grandfather.
Han Man really didn't care what he could get at that time, he just wanted to find out the truth about his grandfather's death at that time, and he just wanted to take revenge on Song Ziang as soon as possible.
Let Song Ziang taste the opportunity to lose everything, and let Song Ziang also taste the taste of suddenly nothing that exists overnight.
That is the last support to support yourself not to let yourself lose your life casually, even if grandpa is gone, I have to take all the good wishes of grandpa, with all the strength that grandpa gave him, and live bravely.
Courage to overcome everything.
It is so many things that grandpa has brought to him, so that he can have so many good memories, and only when he is most broken, he can still think of some beautiful things.