Chapter 786: Beautiful
It's not the contract signed in black and white, it's not the cold and ruthless Song Jingqi, it's not Song Jingqi who only thinks of himself in bed. Look at 1 gross 2 lines 3 Chinese net
In the previous life, Han Man also had a child, although Han Man knew very well in his heart that this child had not come at the right time, and it was not bright enough.
But Han Man used Song Jingqi to take revenge on Song Ziang at the beginning, and at that time he just wanted to leave Song Jingqi forever.
The failure to have children with Song Ziang was the biggest regret in my heart during the years of marriage with Song Ziang. At that time, when there was no rift with Song Ziang, Han Man even felt that it would not be possible for him to have his own children with Song Ziang now.
But later Song Ziang betrayed him, and at that time Han Man felt that he would not have his own children and his own marriage.
Song Jingqi's appearance was a complete accident for his life, and it was a complete accident for his life for so many years, Han Man never thought that he would meet someone like Song Jingqi, nor did he think that he would have any intersection with a high-ranking person like Song Jingqi, Han Man never thought about these things, but everything happened so suddenly.
Waking up in Song Jingqi's bed was the most surprising to him, Han Man didn't think about how he could be in the same bed with Song Jingqi at the beginning.
At the beginning, Han Man only thought that he was dreaming, otherwise why would he be able to wake up and sleep with Song Jingqi.
Later, Han Man learned that he was framed by Song Ziang.
For the unexpected child, Han Man was painful at first.
This is the result of a person who is completely emotionless than himself, and now it is complete suffering, even though it is a living life.
But because of this child, Song Jingqi was willing to sign an agreement with himself, willing to be with him, and forced himself to sign such an agreement.
Han Man was indeed quite painful at the beginning, a product without emotion, an agreement without emotion.
Han Man didn't even know how to define this sudden accident.
But later, after being forced to sign an agreement, except for Song Jingqi, it was this child who accompanied him the most.
Han Man felt that this child had brought him a lot of comfort, so that he could still have some comfort in that painful time, and he was a lonely person.
The loss of the child was the most direct reason why Han Man decided to leave Song Jingqi at that time, since he and Song Jingqi did not have any feelings at all, and the only contact between himself and Song Jingqi was gone.
Later, when he left Song Jingqi, he finally got his wish, and he really felt happy when he left Song Jingqi.
But now Han Man never thought that he would like Song Jingqi.
I didn't expect that I liked Song Jingqi more than I imagined, and more importantly.
My liking for Song Jingqi is either based on anything or anything, or simply liking.
This liking made Han Man feel overwhelmed, but it made Han Man feel a long-lost comfort, and this comfort was not for other reasons.
It's not because of the existence of some inexplicable emotions, but for Han Man, after he has nothing.
When he lost everything and had nothing, this real-world liking made Han Man feel it.
My connection with the world, I feel that I am not a thing that I have nothing, at least now, in this world, I still have a favorite existence.
There is still an existence that I like.
When Han Man thought of this, he felt even more that his liking had become the pillar of his emotions.
But now Han Man didn't dare to ask Song Jingqi if he would like him, nor did he dare to ask this question, which made Han Man a little sad.
Some are sad for their cowardice, and some are truly courageous in the future.
Han Man looked at Song Jingqi, who was looking at him at the moment, and still didn't dare to speak.
Song Jingqi was watching him closely at this moment, and his close friend was unrelenting to him like that twice before.
Han Man knew that Song Jingqi was still not letting go of himself easily, but Han Man was thinking about when he would leave in such a gaze.
Maybe two hours, three hours, and then it will be gone.
It's five hours at most.
This feeling of letting himself completely relax, letting himself experience the feeling of liking, and letting himself feel the feeling of another existence outside of life, it turned out that it was about to disappear because of love, Han Man now has a crazy idea, and once this idea comes out, he feels tortured.
Song Jingqi joked, "What happened after returning to China, do you still want to do something?
"No, I won't run away when I get home. ”
Song Jingqi said seriously, "Woman, do you know what you are talking about? If you don't run away, you will always stay by my side after returning to China, and you will not leave no matter what." ”
Han Man listened to Song Jingqi and said slowly, "But what if you let me leave?"
Han Man suddenly looked at Song Jingqi at this moment, the two looked at each other, and at this moment, Han Man thought silently.
If, if Song Jingqi asked himself now and asked himself another question, he would definitely not hesitate to say what he really thought just now.
Time passed minute by minute, Han Man didn't know if the emotion in his eyes was too strong at the moment, or because of something, in short, Song Jingqi still hadn't asked himself this question yet.
Han Man passed like this again, and her courage gradually disappeared, she retracted her gaze and was about to give up, when Song Jingqi suddenly pulled herself closer, the noses of the two people were next to each other, and their lips seemed to be about to touch, Han Man did not close his eyes, and saw his appearance in Song Jingqi's pupils.
Song Jingqi lightly opened his thin lips, and his voice carried a hint of charm, "Huh, this sentence has been said, so what are you still thinking?"
Song Jingqi felt that this woman seemed to be too elusive all day today, he didn't like this feeling very much, and he didn't like the feeling that everything was not in his hands.
Han Man always waited for Song Jingqi to ask a question, she looked at Song Jingqi, the courage in her heart was filling her chest inch by inch, Han Man quickly spoke, "I'm thinking about you, I was thinking about you just now." ”
Song Jingqi's gaze still fell on Han Man's eyes, and he said very lightly and slowly, "What do you want from me? ”
Han Man spoke, "I miss you." Just missing you. ”