Lovers (novella) Zhang Baotong

This beautiful girl's name is Guo Shuxian, and it is a name with many strokes, but it is easy to call. She was the only female classmate in our class from the railway system, but she was at Hanzhong Station and I was at Xi'an Station. I heard that her father turned out to be the director of the political department of the Xi'an Railway Bureau. Because of the Cultural Revolution, he was dismissed and returned to his hometown in Shandong. Therefore, there is often a melancholy look in her eyes. This melancholy look will make people feel her depth and stability, as well as a kind of heart-warming pity. In college, there are not many beautiful girls, and she is considered the most beautiful girl in our class. This kind of beauty does not only refer to her appearance, but also includes her intelligence and demeanor, because she has excellent academic performance and is the only girl in the class. Without these contents as a foil, her appearance would only be scored 70 points at best. But with these contents as a foil, she suddenly became the most glamorous and eye-catching figure in the class.

She liked me not because I was also from the rail system, maybe because I was different and extraordinary. There are many older young people in our class, and in the three or two months after entering the school, there has been a trend of finding partners and lovers in the class. I could clearly feel that she liked me, and I thought it might be because of my appearance and temperament. Ever since I was ten years old, my aunt and aunt in the family area have complimented me on my good looks. When I was in high school, I had female classmates from my class and other classes secretly sending me autumn waves, and they were all very good girls in our six iron divisions. But I only have Lin Yuqing in my heart, and I don't take them to heart. On the day I first entered the university, as soon as I arrived at the registration desk, I saw two female classmates standing next to me, and one of them was looking at me affectionately with her eyes, and for a long time, as if she was destined to have something to do with me. That look was all too familiar to me. However, I did not pay attention to her at the time, but only glanced at her and left the registration office, but when I left the registration office and looked back inadvertently, I found that she had chased her to the front of the building, and was still looking at me with that affectionate gaze for a long time. At that time, I realized that she had fallen deeply in love with me. Later, I learned that her name was Guo Shuxian.

She is the youngest and most beautiful girl in our class, and she is a dazzling flower in the class. But her beauty can't be compared to Lin Yuqing. Her beauty is a comprehensive beauty, and Lin Yuqing's beauty can be taken out individually for appreciation and judgment. Each of her beauties makes people feel heart-warming and fascinated. Therefore, her beauty is a kind of aggregation of beauty and a collection of beauty. Her beauty is just like her name, quiet and peaceful, ice and jade, there is a kind of indescribable nobility, and there is a kind of inexhaustible profundity. It's like a beautiful picture, the more you look at it, the more pleasing it feels, and the beauty is boundless.

My college classmate, on the other hand, likes to be flamboyant and outward, and he is a bit of a brilliant person. I could already see it when she looked at me with her eyes for the first time. But my own personality is very withdrawn, sensitive to perception, and not good at talking. So, of course, I prefer Lin Yuqing's kind of temperamental girl, not to mention, in the depths of my heart, there is still infinite gratitude to her. She once rescued me from the river by the Luohe Bridge, so that I could have the beautiful scenery of life in the future.

During that period after entering the school, the students were crazy looking for lovers and looking for partners for themselves, just like our students in the Agency were busy finding a partner for themselves after work, although they were still young and far from the time of talking about marriage, but they all wanted to grab one for themselves first, and occupy one, for fear that they would have no chance if they started late. In addition, life on the construction site is very monotonous and boring, with no entertainment, so falling in love has become an important way for them to spend time happily. I think if I were in the Agency, no matter how young I was, I would be the first to bear the brunt of the desperate effort to snatch Lin Yuqing into my hands. That way, she won't be snatched by someone else again. Because there are too many people trying to rob her.

It is because of my infatuation and infatuation with Lin Yuqing, and my deep dream of returning to her after graduation and living with her for the rest of my life, so in the love trend after entering school, I can always resist the wind and waves and sit firmly in Diaoyutai. I can say that almost all the girls sitting around me have given me winks or asked someone to introduce me, but I always respond to them in the same way. I smiled paradoxically, detachedly, and said I didn't want to think about it yet. So, during that time, I made rapid progress in my studies and soon became one of the top students in my class.

And Guo Shuxian is the flower that the boys in the class flock to chase after relentlessly. During that time, she was often stopped at the school gate and in front of the dormitory, and sometimes she was stopped on the way back from the cafeteria. Once, I saw a boy intercept her on the playground and insist on giving her an electronic watch. At that time, electronic watches were still very rare and expensive. She said kind things to others for a long time, but they still refused to let her go. If only the other girls had been annoyed and threw their watches in his face. However, she still made a very personable and stylish appearance, and patiently said to the boy, I'm really sorry, I really have my own sweetheart. However, the boy had never seen her walk with other boys affectionately, so he didn't believe it at all, and he had to ask her to tell who her sweetheart was. She was forced to have no choice, so she said that her sweetheart was an active-duty soldier, a classmate in middle school, and was working as a company commander in the Xinjiang border defense force. Moreover, she also swore to others that her words were true, and none of them were lies, so the classmate let her go.

For a while, I thought she already had a sweetheart of her own, but I soon found that she appeared to me like a ghost from time to time, and at first I thought it was a pure coincidence, but coincidences cannot be repeated. Every time I went to the cafeteria to buy food, she always had to follow me or line up in front of me, and her eyes were always on me. I'm a person with a very sharp heart and senses, and of course I know what it should be like for a girl to always appear in front of you, consciously or unconsciously. Sometimes, a few of us boys would talk about international current affairs together, which should be the last topic of interest to women, but she would always sit next to us and listen.

The strangest thing is that I once went to the Xi'an City Library, and as soon as I entered the library, I saw that she was already sitting there looking up materials. So we sat down and talked about the Scottish poet Burns, who told me that she was very fond of literature, and recited the famous poem "The Last Rose in Summer." The poem is full of beautiful sorrow, as if it is a true portrayal of my life and feelings, so it is my favorite poem. After that, I invited her to eat on the street and took the bus back to school together. In the midst of the crowd of the bus, I felt her hand holding my hand tightly. It made me feel very clearly that her sweetheart was me. I once asked her if your boyfriend was not a company commander in the Xinjiang army. She laughed and told me that she was making it up. I said, but you swore to someone. She smiled disapprovingly and said, If I don't swear, he won't believe it, what can you do to such a boring scoundrel? But I don't like this way, what I don't want is unwilling, the attitude is clear and straightforward, there is no need to lie to deal with expression.