My mother never imagined that my sister was doing this kind of work all day long, so she immediately asked my brother-in-law to drive the car to the UNRWA office and go straight to Cui Dacang, the head of the personnel section. Cui Dapao's family lives in District 3 of our family area, and used to drink with my father when we were at Luohe Bridge. Cui Dacang was very surprised when he saw my mother coming, and asked my mother why she thought of coming to him. My mother said, Brother Cui, I came to you for something important. Cui Dacang asked my mother to say. My mother said that Lao Yan was an old revolutionary in the unit, who had worked diligently and conscientiously all his life, and had never made any demands on the unit, and he was embarrassed to mention it, but I couldn't help mentioning it. Cui Dacang said, Sister-in-law Yan, if you have any requirements, you just have to mention them. My mother said that I don't have any other requirements, that is, I beg you to change my daughter's job, she is a girl, she is young, she is carrying the floor slab on the construction site all day long, and she will not bend her waist like this? Cui Dacang thought about it and said, I will find a way for you, but you have to say hello to Director Lin, he doesn't agree, I just say it's useless.

My mother went to find Director Lin, who was Lin Yuqing's father. I always knew that her father was the commissioner, but I hardly met him. When I saw him this time, I felt that this person was common in the past, but I didn't know that he was Lin Yuqing's father. Director Lin was very polite to my mother, and when my mother said that she wanted to transfer my sister to a job, she immediately agreed. Because my stepfather was the oldest qualified to participate in the revolution in the whole Agency, and he was assigned to do whatever he was assigned by the leadership, and he never made any request to the organization.

Originally, we were going to visit my stepfather, but my mother was still worried about my sister's transfer, so the next day, my mother came to Cui Dacang again. Cui Dacang said that things can't be so urgent, there has to be a process. But my mother said, if you don't decide, I won't leave. As he spoke, he sat down in the personnel department. Of course, Cui Dacang knew my mother's temper, so he immediately went to Director Lin. Director Lin personally came to the personnel department and said to my mother, Sister-in-law Yan, don't worry, within a week, let your daughter leave the construction site. My mom said well, if my daughter doesn't leave the site after a week, I'll come back to you.

My mom and I went to my stepfather's place, he was guarding the materials and the warehouse in the material factory, the wind and the sun were not shining, but he was not in good health, he often had stomach problems, he smoked very much, and he did not eat and sleep very normally. However, there is no way around it. Because he wasn't with my mom, my mom couldn't take care of him.

My mom and I stayed at my aunt's house, and after a week, we went to my stepdad again, and by this time, my sister had been transferred to the material factory and was with my stepdad. Originally, my mother meant to let my sister take care of my stepfather's life, but the two of them were incompatible, because my stepfather's ideology was still old-fashioned, and he guarded my sister very strictly, and did not let her get close to other boys. For this reason, there was even a serious incident of my sister committing suicide by drinking pesticides.

Let's not talk about this matter for the time being, let's first say that the main purpose of my coming here is to meet Lin Yuqing. I think that I can go to college and have a close relationship with her, if it wasn't for her taking me to study and grow with me since I was a child, I am afraid that I would still be that poor child who has no future, and it is she who changed the quality of my life, so I am full of gratitude to her. And I haven't seen her in years, and I've always been full of affection for her, and I really want to see her. I even wanted to maintain a correspondence with her so that when I returned to the Agency after graduation, I would be with her forever. This is my lifelong wish.

That afternoon, I followed my sister to the hospital, and as soon as I said that I was looking for Lin Yuqing, some people said that she had gone to the Tiesi Bureau Hospital in Hefei to participate in nurse training. This made me feel very disappointed. Half a year later, my sister wrote to me that Lin Yuqing was married, and she was looking for a clerk in a department of the government department, whose home was in Sichuan. This left me feeling very frustrated and surprised.

The news of Lin Yuqing's marriage exploded in my heart like a bombshell, shattering the dream I had carefully constructed for many years. I've been thinking about getting in touch with her and building a close relationship with her, so that I can transfer to her side after I graduate. Her father was the Chief of Commission, and if she had offered him a job in the Agency, he would have gladly complied. However, all this has become a bubble and a fantasy. In those days, I used to sit on the grass in the corner of the school playground, hopelessly picking up the pieces that had fallen in my heart. My heart is dead, my feelings are dead, and I feel like my whole life is dying and hopeless.

Although I've never really been in a relationship yet, I've always been secretly in love with her. When we went to school together, even though I was still young and didn't know how to love at all, I really loved her. We didn't tell each other because we couldn't do it yet, but we knew it so many times, and I think she must have felt and felt this emotion as sensitively and clearly as I did, or why she would have given me her stationery box. But why did she just give up? And at a time when we were about to go our separate ways.

We may have tacitly agreed to it, but we have never made a very clear commitment, and such serious matters are often related to the happiness of our lives, and it is impossible to express them in very vague behaviors. Originally, I wanted to use the vacation to visit my stepfather and my sister and meet Lin Yuqing again, but she went to Hefei to participate in the training. This accident can be said to be a fork in the road in our relationship. My dream of marrying the best and most beautiful girl in the Agency was shattered.

Perhaps my dream was a dream in itself, and that the fact that a child from a poor family should marry the beautiful daughter of the Director of the UNRWA was in itself a break from the conventions of the past, because almost all of the most beautiful and best girls of the Agency were married into the family of another great cadre. It might have been wishful thinking if I had thought that way, because I was just a handsome boy who wanted to do something wrong, but I am now one of the very few university students in our Agency. No matter how poor a college student's family is, he is qualified to marry a girl he likes, because at that time, college students were the best of heaven and were respected and envied. I am now capable of loving her, even marrying her, and reciprocating with the affection and love of my whole life for all that she has ever given me.

I silently sighed, "Through the ages, there are no heroes to be found, and Sun Zhong is looking for a deal." The dance pavilion is always blown away, and the rain blows the wind. "When I think back to my old days, when we were in the same class and could see each other every day, how beautiful it was in those days! Although I have entered the university, looking forward to the future, there is a blank space between heaven and earth, and I feel that the years of struggle have been fruitless and worthless. Because I went to college so that she could look up to me and marry her in the future.