Han Lu came out to look for me, and Qin Lan also came out, she must have heard my words just now.

I didn't expect to tell her in this situation, and I didn't face to face.

I was clutching the railing in a daze, and I couldn't lift my spirit. The room was still dark, and there was nothing but the light of lightning.

Hanlu didn't understand why I was stupid, she was very angry at the moment, and she scolded me for the first time: "How can you do this? Are you worthy of your sister? Who is pregnant with your child? Li Xin?"

I didn't want to speak, so I walked downstairs in a wooden way, only to get straight into the air. There was a loud noise in the room, and Hanlu was startled and hurriedly came to help me: "Are you okay?"

I shook my head and got back up, a little bruised but it wasn't too bad, I didn't even feel the pain.

I went downstairs and sat down on the sofa, I need to calm down, what should I do next?I don't want Qin Lan to leave me, but will she forgive me?

Hanlu went to find a torch and a candle, and she lit the candle, and there was some light here, like a firefly in the dark.

I sat on the couch with my head down, my hands propped up my head, and I couldn't really get my spirits up. Hanlu stopped scolding me, she sat next to me and sighed: "What should I do now......?

I said hoarsely, "She already knows, and she just followed." Hanlu was taken aback: "How is that possible?" she looked at the staircase, but it was empty.

I said she did know and couldn't hide it. Hanlu didn't know what she was thinking, and I didn't look at her, and I felt guilty about her.

There was silence for a long time, the rainstorm was still falling outside, and the wind and rain were loud, setting off the dead silence in the house.

I really want to go to sleep, I don't want to face this situation. Still calm, she fed me a glass of water, and then asked me, "Who is pregnant with your child? Do I know my sister?"

I shook my head: "I met in college...... She was given to me by a friend, and it is equivalent to a slave. ”

Han Lu was stunned, and then she breathed a sigh of relief: "I see, I can understand, after all, I have also been in the Chen family, and I have seen a big man, and you must be a big man now...... But my sister doesn't know these things, she doesn't know what slaves are not slaves. ”

I don't speak, Zizi is a slave, but I don't treat her as a slave anymore, she is the same as Qin Lan.

"It's okay with the slave, you just say it's drunk and promiscuous, I can't hold back for a while, that slave ...... I can only don't let her appear in front of my sister. ”

Hanlu's idea is good and reasonable, but it's impossible for me not to work hard. I said that the slave was my woman, and my child, and I couldn't have left her alone.

Hanlu was shocked and angry: "Then do you want a sister? She can't compare to a slave?"

I said I didn't mean that, and I couldn't tell. Hanlu was angry for a while, and finally said: "It's impossible for my sister to accept you like this, if you don't repent and refuse to abandon that slave, she will definitely break up with you." ”

These words made my heart tremble, and my heart ached. Hanlu looked at me for a long time, and then became depressed: "You have always refused to accept me, but you accepted a slave, and I am also very cold." ”

She stopped being angry, said such things, and then her eyes were red, and she couldn't help but shed tears directly.

But she refused to let me see it, got up and left: "I'll go and see what the situation is with my sister, you can think about it yourself." ”

Hanlu went upstairs, and I lay back, sighing tiredly, and in the cold room, the darkness seemed to crush the flame of the candle.

There was no movement anymore, I sat downstairs alone, my mind was very chaotic, I couldn't calm down and think about the problem, what would I face?

I really hope that Qin Lan will run down and beat me to death, so that at least she will make a statement, I can coax her, but she won't show her face, she will only do this if she is desperate.

The rain outside seemed to have eased, and it was time to stop after so long, and after a while the thunder and lightning were gone, and then the house became bright, and a call came.

There was no more darkness, and I blew out the candle and looked down the stairs. Footsteps came, and Hanlu hurried down.

I looked at her with great trepidation, she must have brought Qin Lan's "instructions".

"My sister didn't say anything, she just cried secretly, and I asked her if she would forgive you, if you abandoned that slave. She seemed to acquiesce. ”

Han Lu's words were simple and clear, and she conveyed Qin Lan's meaning. Qin Lan is willing to forgive me, but I have to abandon Zizi, she can't accept that I am with Zizi.

I pursed my lips and said nothing, and Hanlu came over to persuade me: "Child...... You can beat it, don't call me ruthless, who is not selfish? Now I just want to help my sister, and it's none of my business if anyone else dies. ”

I was still speechless, and Hanlu suddenly became angry: "Do you want to have three wives and four concubines? Don't talk about my sister, even I won't accept it, I'd rather find an ordinary man to live my life than share you with other women!"

She couldn't hold back her anger, and I could only apologize. When she was angry, she said again: "Originally, my sister was going to give you a surprise, it seems that there is no need for a surprise now, you can go, we will have nothing to do with you in the future." ”

I didn't move, I said I wanted to see Lan Lan. Hanlu's eyes turned red again: "What can you do when you see her? You yourself have an affair and a child, and you still want her to forgive you? It's your fault, don't think about your sister forgiving you if you don't change your life!"

My lips twitched a few times, and Hanlu told me to go. I took a deep breath and walked out, and Hanlu burst into tears: "Why don't you think about it again, my sister and I like you so much, you ...... for a slave"

I paused, and for a moment many words flashed through my mind, but none of them could be spoken. I could only continue to walk out, and behind me was Hanlu's crying.

It was already late at night, it was very faint outside, the dark clouds still hadn't dispersed, and there was not a trace of moonlight to be seen. The streetlights crumbled in the wind, and the dim yellow light came and went.

I walked out in the drizzle, walked out of the villa, and then walked to the road, unable to lift up the spirit to see the road, my body was quickly soaked, and the night wind blew through and made people shiver a few times.

I had nowhere else to go but to go back to the hotel. I knew the road, but it was far away, so I walked to the hotel, and I was afraid that it would take more than half an hour to reach the hotel.

There was no one everywhere, the hotel was deserted, I was dripping water into it, and the napping owner didn't notice me.

I went directly to Zizi's room and knocked on the door, Zizi seemed to be asleep, and only asked me halfway, "Who is it?"

I said open the door, it's me. She opened it, with some signs of joy on her face, but when she saw me, she couldn't help but be shocked: "Mr. Li, what's wrong with you? ”

I didn't speak, I went straight into the bathroom to rinse. The hot water rushed on his body, and his heart finally calmed down.

The matter is a foregone conclusion, Qin Lan and Han Lu are not willing to forgive me easily, I have to make a choice.

They wanted me to abandon my work and beat the child. That's what normal girls think, and they're right.

Hot water poured from the top of my head to my feet, and I thought with my eyes closed. Who is more important? There is no doubt that it is Qin Lan, she is more important than Zizi in my mind, this girl who has been in love with me for many years is something I can't give up, and all the things I experienced at the beginning come to mind, which makes me have a certain rash impulse.

I wrapped myself in a bath towel and went out, waiting for me outside, she sat on the edge of the bed with the clothes I needed to change, humming softly.

I could see at a glance her bulging belly, which was more than four months old, and in the next few months her belly would get bigger and bigger, eventually giving birth to our baby.

For some reason, my nose was a little sour, and my steps were heavy. Zizi tilted his little head and looked at me strangely: "What's the matter, Mr. Li, do you want to me?"

I said no, I'll discuss something with you. Zizi hummed and moved out of the way for me to sit down. I wiped the water and sat down next to her.

She just looked at me cutely, with little stars in her eyes. I took her hand and touched it gently, my face more gentle than ever.

"Zizi, why don't we get rid of the child?"

When I spoke, I felt my whole heart tremble, and my cute expression changed, and she didn't seem to react yet, but when she reacted, she slammed her stomach: "Don't!"