I felt like I was too scumbag, my brain was caught in the door, and I had to take on my own mistakes now, and I couldn't even believe that I said it, but it was exactly what I said.

Zizi's face was frightened and puzzled, she didn't understand what was wrong with me. I didn't dare to look at her anymore, I was staring at the floor with my head in my hands, I was so tired.

Abandon Qin Lan or abandon Zizi? Qin Lan and I have been in love for many years, and we have long had an agreement to get married. However, Zizi has my children, and I like Zizi too.

"Mr. Li, please don't let me kill the child, did I do something wrong?"

Zizi was also out of proportion now, she seemed to be frightened by me, protecting her stomach as far away from me as possible, but she definitely understood that she couldn't disobey me.

I turned my head to look at her, and my eyes were sour, and I couldn't make this decision after all.

"Kidding you, look at you scared like this, haha. ”

I forced a smile and forced the sourness down, and my face was full of stiff smiles. Zizi was stunned, looked at me carefully, I was a little weak-hearted, and simply rushed over and hugged her: "How could I let you kill the child? This is my child." ”

Zizi was still very uneasy and confused, so I turned off the light again, and now no one could see anyone clearly. I was lying on the bed with her in my arms, and there was a faint body odor on her body, which was very intoxicating, but unfortunately I was not in the mood to enjoy it now.

I just hugged her to comfort her, saying that my joke was too much. She gradually settled down, but she still wondered if she was a smart girl and would not be deceived by me.

I don't have the heart to care about her thoughts, I just want to get a good night's sleep and forget all my worries.

Almost as soon as I thought about it, my brain couldn't bear it anymore, and I fell asleep in a very short time.

The depression in my heart made me sleep unsteadily, I had a lot of strange dreams, I dreamed that Qin Lan was crying, I also dreamed that Hanlu was scolding me, and finally I dreamed that the doctor gave Zizi a fetus.

When I woke up, I was covered in cold sweat, gray outside, and it was getting dark.

Zizi also woke up, and she looked at me with concern. I couldn't help but hug her and gasp, and she comforted me like a child: "Don't be afraid, be here diligently." ”

She didn't know anything, but she didn't ask anything. I couldn't help but confide in her: "Zizi, I'm sorry for a lot of girls, what should I do?"

Zizi continued to comfort me: "Why are you sorry? Isn't it worth it to make them all happy?"

I said you don't understand, and tilted my head: "Do they like you? If they like it, they will marry, but I don't like bad women, so you can't marry bad women." ”

She thought so simply, what would she worry about if I could marry me? I didn't want to speak, Zizi seemed to be thinking about things, and then she said: "If you can't marry, then I wish them happiness, there are still many good men in the world." ”

She is completely taken for granted, sometimes she is more naïve than Li Xin, but it makes sense, indeed, if you can't marry, I wish them happiness.

I hugged her harder and harder, and she seemed to be in a little pain, but she endured it.

It was a long time before I let her go, and then got up and did what I had to do. Zizi asked me where I was going, and I said to go and do something, you obediently wait for me here.

Zizi hummed: "Come on, Mr. Li." ”

I laughed a little and left the place.

It wasn't dawn outside, and only the cleaners were sweeping the floor. I walked along the street to Qin Lan's house, and finally arrived at dawn.

There was silence in the villa, and there seemed to be no one. I jumped straight into the yard and walked to the door.

The dog barked, and I stood in the doorway, and after a few minutes Hanlu came down and opened the door.

I was a little afraid to look at her, but she was pleasantly surprised: "Have you thought about it?" I said yes, I can't persuade her to kill the child, I can't do it.

Hanlu's face immediately changed miserably, and tears welled up in her red and swollen eyes again.

Maybe she hadn't slept all night, and her spirit was extremely tired. I said what about Lan Lan? Hanlu didn't scold me anymore, she was extremely disappointed and said, "Upstairs, you can go and tell her yourself." ”

I went upstairs in silence, feeling a little heavier with each staircase, and when I finally got upstairs, I could barely walk.

But I had to go down, Qin Lan's door was open, and I slowly went in and saw her lying on the bed, as if she was asleep.

But she was definitely awake, she just didn't want to face me, I went over and sat down, she lay with her back to me, I leaned over and kissed her on the cheek, her eyelashes fluttering so hard.

I sighed lightly and began to speak: "Lan Lan, the thing I regret the most in my life is that I was too impulsive that night, and now that I have a child and am burdened with responsibility, I can't let her kill the child, I'm really sorry." ”

Qin Lan's body trembled violently, she didn't pretend to be asleep anymore, but she still didn't turn to look at me, I heard her sobbing softly.

There's no need to say anything, I once thought of using some "rough" means to deal with this matter, as Lao Wang said, the dick is thrown all over the world, and the women are mine.

But I don't even want to dump my dick now, whatever fuck is fake, I'm not Lao Wang, I have my own thoughts.

There is no one right or wrong, only who is happy and who is unhappy, Lao Wang Shuang, I am not happy.

It's right that I'm not happy, Zizi won't mind my three wives and four concubines, but Qin Lan minds, she is just an ordinary girl, I can't force her to accept such a life, otherwise she will be depressed, so although I am happy, she is not happy.

took a deep breath and kissed Qin Lan's forehead again: "I'm leaving." ”

Qin Lan's body trembled, but she gritted her teeth and refused to make a sound.

I couldn't stay any longer, so I got up and left. Hanlu ran in from outside the door and stared at me viciously.

I didn't look at it, I went straight downstairs, I didn't want to stay here anymore. I walked to the door, I wanted to get out of here quickly, this relationship is over, I am not worthy of Qin Lan.

Tears also came out of my eyes, and I walked to the door and was stabbed by the sun, and it all slid to my face.

Lanlan, I'm sorry.

Quickly out of here, out of the gate, out of the yard, no one behind me called me, and I couldn't stop.

When I walked out of the yard, I felt like I was relieved, but my heart became heavier and heavier. For a moment I didn't want to move around, so I just died here.

With a deep sigh in his heart, he shuffled away, but there was the sound of a car horn in his ears.

I was sluggish to react, and the car almost stopped behind me. Turning around to look over, as soon as the car door opened, Qin Lan's father stepped out of the car with a smile on his face: "Li Chen, when did you come back?"

I didn't expect to meet him at such a time, and my expression must be strange now, and his smile has turned into doubt.

I barely squeezed out a smile and said that I came back yesterday, I will go back first, and I will talk about it when I have time.

He was surprised, I turned my head and wanted to leave, at this time Hanlu actually ran out, she came out and called me: "Li Chen, take care of yourself, my sister said that I broke up with you, you don't have a psychological burden, everyone breaks up peacefully, and everyone will live their own lives in the future, nothing is a big deal." ”

My body trembled, and Hanlu seemed to be holding back her tears. Qin Lan's father seemed to be frightened: "What's the matter?" Li Chen...... What are you doing?"

He couldn't figure out what was happening, and Hanlu ran into the house, her cries uncontrollable.

I'm leaving, I have to go. Qin Lan's father was at a loss, and then he came to chase me: "Make things clear, what happened to your daughter?

I didn't listen, I left here quickly, and he chased two steps before turning around and going back, busy looking at Qin Lan.

I left here, away from the villa, and ran out onto the road to find a motorbike driver to take me back.

The matter is over, Qin Lan and I broke up. I've known her since I was a freshman in high school, and now I'm about to be a sophomore, four years, and I've been through so many things in between, I met and fell in love, and finally broke up.

I couldn't lift up any more energy, so I went back to the hotel and fell straight down on the bed, wiping my sweat with great concern.

I closed my eyes and wanted to sleep, but Qin Lan's father called me, and he scolded me directly: "You wolf-hearted thing! Do you know how much Lan Lan likes you? You are a woman outside? give birth to a child? I won't beat you to death if you come to my house again in the future!"

He hung up after scolding, as if he was just to scold me. I lay down for a long time, and finally asked Zizi hoarsely, "How many are there?"

Zi Zi said cautiously: "Twenty-nine." ”

I nodded lightly: "Let's go back to school tomorrow, school starts." I'm fine. ”