The more I fled,

But the closer I get to you,

The more I turned my back on my face,

But the more I see you,

I am an island,

In the water of lovesickness,

from every direction

Cut off me from you.

A thousand and one mirrors,

Transforming your face,

I'll start with you,

I'll end up with you.

- Emran Sarohi

How should I be good, how should I be good? Little by little, my heart is approaching you. What should I do now, I can't see anyone but you, watching time pass little by little, remember? That kiss a long time ago, the day I saw you for the first time, it seems like this. I am changing with the trend of the world, and that is the method I chose to protect you. I really want to go for a walk in the woods with you, and I hope that you, who are troubled by not understanding what I mean at the moment, can find a sense of security.

Before he could wait for an answer, the doctor had already walked out of the operating room, "Which one is the patient's family?"

Seeing the doctor in a surgical gown walking out, Liu Manwen saw hope and eagerly squeezed out of the crowd, "I am, I am." Doctor, how is my child? Is it serious?" She clenched the doctor's hand, and the tears in her eyes broke down again.

Seeing his mother's nervousness, the doctor smiled slightly, and softly reassured: "Don't worry, fortunately, even if the patient is sent to the hospital, there is no danger to life." However, the patient's head should not be hit again, because the patient's brain damage is still somewhat serious because of the professional athlete's relationship. ”

"The child is fine, the child is fine. Liu Manwen read these words in her mouth repeatedly, grateful and relieved, her Shiling was okay.

The result is not bad, Yang Jingjing breathed a sigh of relief, moved her mouth, and said weakly: "Mom, if it's okay, I'll go home first." ”

As soon as Liu Manwen turned around, he saw Yang Jingjing a few meters away. My daughter's face is not good, her face is full of fatigue, she is fine at home, why is this like this when she comes to the hospital? Could it be that Jiang Chuan's words caused Jingjing to be unhappy?

The mother did not answer, and the daughter stood still. After Liu Manwen thought about it for a while, rubbed his hands, plucked up the courage to walk over, hugged Yang Jingjing, and whispered in her ear: "Some things may not be as serious as you think." ”

I didn't think about anything...

Yang Jingjing hesitated for a moment, but she really couldn't understand Liu Manwen's words. She was very puzzled, but she didn't want to ask, Liu Manwen patted the back of her little daughter's hand, there is no need to say a lot of things, they both understand each other, even if Yang Jingjing doesn't say it, she, as a mother, knows the feelings.

In front of a group of people, Yang Jingjing only cared about her own emotions, stopped saying anything, turned around and left.

She really didn't want to stand there anymore, in fact, at the moment, she didn't want to see Jiang Chuan at all, because he liked Song Shiling. She didn't say a word, like a stubborn child who was angry with adults, with slight tears in the corners of her eyes, and her innocent expression made Yang Jingjing look petite, which made Jiang Chuan's heart move, and without hesitation, she ran out of the hospital to chase her.

Lin Zichen just wanted to shout Jiang Chuan, but Liu Manwen stopped him, and he immediately understood something.

This kid, his own thoughts, it seems that he still doesn't fully understand.

The early winter in the south always comes unconsciously, and I thought it was the end of late autumn, but it was cold and damp, and the wind blew unscrupulously on the body, as if carrying countless fine needles, making people cold and biting.

The rain was still falling, and the air was so damp that it seemed to wring out a river. In front of the hospital, a row of taxis stopped. Yang Jingjing chose one at random, and when she opened the car door and was about to sit in, Jiang Chuan came out halfway and hindered her.

"Jingjing, listen to me. Jiang Chuan stopped Yang Jingjing from getting into a taxi, he was panting, like he was holding his girlfriend who was angry and wanted to break up, "Things are not what you think, it's Wu Yu..."

Tears almost poured out, Yang Jingjing took a deep breath, tried to maintain her smile, and forcibly swallowed her crying, "I'm fine, go back and take care of my sister." ”

She smiled, her tone was softened, and she deliberately accentuated the word "care", when Yang Jingjing said this kind of thing, it was not as natural as usual, but Jiang Chuan knew that what she said was the real truth. However, at this time, every word she said made his heart be hung high, no matter how Jiang Chuan jumped and wanted to take it, that heart rose higher and higher, the more he couldn't touch it.

The two confronted each other for a while, and the atmosphere was a little delicate.

What's wrong with me? Why do I care so much about Jingjing's words? Her expression, her tone, is undoubtedly affecting me all the time, from what moment did she have such a clear and indelible place in my heart? Perhaps, do I really like her? Like... Could it be an exaggeration?

Jiang Chuan was thinking all kinds of nonsense, Yang Jingjing let go of his grip on the hand, she finished what she should have said, and sat in the car without looking back, leaving only the man alone, standing alone, stunned, distracted, thinking about his relationship with herself.

Suddenly, the rain crackled down on the car window, and the wetness suddenly became something concrete, and the bright lights began to reflect on the asphalt.

The driver asked Yang Jingjing her destination, and her mind was blank, and she only had the words "Changying Road" in her heart. It was not the community where she lived, but the place where she and Jiang Chuan first met, I don't know if that stinky boy still remembers, just the first time they met, he took away her first kiss, so unguarded, caught off guard. At the beginning, she almost called Song Shiling to complain, saying that a strange man bullied her, but when Song Shiling suddenly appeared in front of her and stood side by side with Jiang Chuan, from that moment on, Yang Jingjing knew that the relationship between her sister and Jiang Chuan was extraordinary.

However, Song Shiling has always denied it, and has always clarified that she and Jiang Chuan are only brothers, and have no other ideas, and Yang Jingjing was convinced at first, because she believed that her sister would not lie to herself. Until later, whether it was her or him, Jiang Chuan would take Song Shiling as an escort when asking the other party to go anywhere, and he would listen to Song Shiling's opinions all the way. And she is just a so-called light bulb, occasionally assisting, helping Jiang Chuan to continue to get close to his sister and make deeper progress with his sister.

It turns out that for so many years, this is the secret he has been hiding, the secret hidden in the depths of his heart, the secret that cannot be said. Her sixth sense, her intuition, turned out to be nothing wrong.

The radio station in the carriage was instantly changed by the driver to a music station. Fang Datong was singing that special person in his slightly hoarse, more thick voice.

It may be necessary to be generous in loving someone

If you just want to be loved

In the end, there is no dialogue

There must be a love between you and me

Equality in scoring is not sought

There is always happiness and distress

The ups and downs of life should be recognized

Understand that a person may have to be patient

It's going to be an accident

to understand the so-called love

The years to come

Let's find out

How many days and days

There are a few times when the water is long

We are each other's special people

Selfless

It's hard to part

Not the seriousness of the average person

If it's only one day

Love someone

Let that time go backwards every moment

Everything is possible in life

You're the special person I'm going to meet......

The melody and rhythm are gentle and lyrical, the lyrics are simple and straightforward, but they are gentle and profound, only if you really experience an unforgettable relationship, you may be able to experience the most beautiful appearance of love, just like Yang Huiyuan and Kong Xiao, just like Song Shiling and Wu Yu.

Thinking about it, Yang Jingjing breathed deeply, and a dampness gradually spread in her heart. Maybe, I won't experience it, Jiang Chuan, I don't like her...

And when did she like Jiang Chuan? I can only say that she is not clear.

......

really got out of the car and stood at the gate of Changying Community, but Yang Jingjing was dazed like a marionette who lost control. After coming back to her senses, she turned around, as if controlled by some emotion, and walked away from the community, shedding tears as she walked. Fortunately, it was already dark, and the pedestrians on the road were in a hurry, and no one had the extra energy to care about this strange girl, her personal joys and sorrows were really not important to the world at all.

Jiang Chuan walked along the road for a long time, he was really concentrating on walking, and everything around him was not in his sight. When he stopped to look at the stop sign, he felt like he had been pricked by a needle at a certain acupuncture point, and his heart felt a little uncomfortable and a little pain. came to mind the scene when he and Yang Jingjing encountered bad things together here two years ago. At that time, the girl was panicked and instinctively hid behind herself, at that time, in his youth, he was full of vigor and blood, and a wave of machismo was stimulated in an instant.

"I'm handsome, right?" After solving the matter, he boasted to Yang Jingjing about himself.

However, the girl secretly laughed, but on the surface she still didn't buy it, and played a scoundrel: "Where is it? ”

"Hey, girl, what you're saying is dangerous. ”

"Could it be that you want to teach me a lesson?"

"I never hit a girl. ”

"And what about me becoming a boy?"

"It's changed... I don't fight either. ”

Laughter echoed in Jiang Chuan's ears, and the bus he was going to take stopped in front of the platform, but he was immersed in the good memories and did not move, and a few minutes later, the car drove away.

Jiang Chuan came back late as always, it was late at night, and he pushed open the door of the dormitory, and his good roommate was already asleep.

The twenty-square-meter dormitory, with a simple Nordic style, looks quite neat and clean, and when the man walks in every corner of the dormitory, he can't forget Yang Jingjing's face that is about to cry.

The Adam's apple rolled up and down, lowering his head and playing with the lighter in his hand, the fire was extinguished, and he got into the dark eyes, he didn't know what he thought, and his mood was worried and complicated. As time went by, Jiang Chuan became more and more restless, thinking for a long time, this was too torturous, he almost wanted to call Yang Jingjing and ask her if she had slept, but in the end, he finally decided not to do such a useless thing. The phone turned on and off, over and over again, without any other action. It's getting late, he's still training tomorrow morning, alas, forget it, don't think about it anymore.

After washing, he then lay down on the bed and meditated.

What's wrong? Why do you care? When will this happen? Jiang Chuan couldn't help but think, he suddenly realized that he was too much of a thing. When he lay down again, only ten minutes had passed, and the man tried to hypnotize himself to sleep with his eyes closed, but Yang Jingjing's sad face always appeared in his mind.

Rolled over heavily, irritated. In the next second, the roommate's unbearable voice sounded in the room: "You still can't sleep?"

Jiang Chuan was annoyed, and opened his mouth to say: "You care about me." ”

"Do you think I want to care?" the roommate was furious and sat up suddenly, "What are you tossing and turning there if you don't sleep, turning over and turning the bed board keeps ringing, how do people sleep?"

He didn't notice his movement here, and when his roommate said this, he endured it and silently didn't turn over. With such a roar, the room instantly quieted down, and the room returned to silent darkness again, but the roommate didn't expect Jiang Chuan to be quite reasonable, so he didn't talk back or make a fuss, and lay there on his side in peace, in the past, it was a ruckus.

The quilt was slightly raised, and the person lying in it looked a little well-behaved, and in the dark night, the roommate glanced at Jiang Chuan hesitantly, and asked in a rough voice: "What's the matter, out of love?"

"Sleep, sleep. ”

With a bang, the roommate lay down again, put the quilt on his head, and gritted his teeth in anger. Whoever treats Jiang Chuan better will be a big fool.

Jiang Chuan didn't reply again, at present, his mind was no longer on the scolding competition, everything about him, his heart, had flown out of the window and flew to Yang Jingjing's house, secretly looking at the girl who couldn't sleep tonight like him.

At this moment, Yang Jingjing was sitting on the bed, looking at the farther sky, muttering to herself, her eyes were blank.