Chapter 58: His Secret (I)
Unrequited love is like tonsils,
There is no half-effect,
But it can induce disease.
- Yuji Sakamoto
If you want to know what your heart is like, if you can steal it, then let it be wet in the rain without asking for anything in return. I can't forget how I struggled in my memory, I can't forget how you resolutely protected me, if only I could walk to you, if I could walk into your heart, so that I don't have to suffer because I can't find you or can't touch you. I miss you so much, even with my eyes closed, you are the most beautiful secret in my depths.
I want to be your light, and at the moment when dawn and morning meet, that miracle is me, the light that I have turned into. It's as if everything has begun, and the moment I first see you, all the light in the world seems to gather around you, which makes me feel excited over time. Just like the petals that bloom in the end, like the rainbow that emerges after a shower, let us finally stand together in the middle of the world at a certain moment in time, so that I can finally become the star that lingers around you, shining on you, just like the bright moon guarding the night outside the window.
The night was cold, and the wind and rain were bleak outside the window.
The lights of thousands of homes have been extinguished, and some lovers have already fallen asleep in each other's arms, and those who are alone can only sleep all night. Wu Yu, he didn't occupy anything, and at this time, he sat weakly outside the operating room, unable to give up. As the night fell, his desperately restrained emotions surged everywhere, and any small thought would be infinitely magnified at this moment, and then infinitely prolonged. What's even more terrifying is that no matter how Wu Yu hides or escapes, he can't avoid the confirmation of his behavior, panic and irritability.
Shiling, you must hold on. If anything happens to you, I won't forgive myself in this life.
Time passed minute by minute, the mobile phone screen lit up again and again, and dimmed again and again, closed the mobile phone and looked at the ceiling, the light was particularly dazzling, and some wanted to make him cry for a moment. The heart couldn't stop churning with sadness, although Wu Yu didn't complain or complain, Yang Huiyuan and Kong Xiao, who were bystanders, could see that he was clearly not very good.
Why is fate so tricky? When is it the head? Is this just the first difficulty after he and Shi Ling are together? It's really too difficult, it's really too unexpected. Wu Yu thought about it, a wry smile gradually hung on his face, and he silently sighed in his heart that everything that happened was so ridiculous, so bloody, as if it was an emotional idol drama, and the routine was deep.
That tragic scene began to gnaw at Wu Yu's heart again, and he never forgot this sharp pain for the rest of his life. He really wanted to forget the things that came to his eyes, because he didn't dare to remember them anymore. Who could tell him how long he had to think about it to remember that tragedy, and what he could do to erase the memory of it from his mind? The wind was blowing, the trees were rattling, but it didn't blow off the leaves, as if this nightmare would go on forever.
Yang Huiyuan, who was sitting on the side, stared at Wu Yu stunned for a long time before she spoke: "Don't worry, Xiao Lingfu has a big life, she has been lucky since she was a child." "
The man didn't say a word, Yang Huiyuan sighed secretly in her heart, and then glanced at Wu Yu, who had not spoken since she sat down, so she pulled out a topic, but she didn't get an answer. Although he was very unhappy with Wu Yu's attitude of ignoring Wu Yu, if it was him, if Huiyuan was in the operating room and did not escape the danger of his life for the second time, he would definitely be like Wu Yu, who was so painful that he couldn't breathe like death, and just wanted to wait for his beloved woman to come back safely from the operating room.
At this moment, Wu Yu's heart just wanted to beg Shi Ling to come out of the operating room quickly, his sadness and worry were filling his body, making him powerless and exhausted. What would happen if I didn't protect Miss Huiyuan and Teacher Kong at that time? The man's psychology gradually became selfish because of waiting, and Song Shiling's accident made him sad, made him irrational, and blinded the level of reason, Wu Yu couldn't break free, because he didn't want to say that the two of them couldn't defend themselves because he didn't want to say that all this was to blame for the two of them not being able to defend themselves. He had tried very hard to restrain all the outlandish ideas, however, in the process, he was messed up again.
Lin Zichen hurriedly led Jiang Chuan over.
The figure blocked the light, and his eyes were dark, Wu Yu raised his eyes, just in time to meet Jiang Chuan's angry gaze.
Jiang Chuan, who had a stiff face, wanted to use his fists to solve the problem again, but seeing Wu Yu hanging his head and blaming himself, he couldn't help but ask, "What's the matter?"
"Don't you see? The voice was dull, which made Yang Huiyuan feel distressed.
"Wu Yu!" Jiang Chuan opened his mouth and called him.
The man's gaze fell on Jiang Chuan lightly, and then he said succinctly and clearly: "It's true, go in." "
He didn't know that Song Shiling was inside, what he wanted to ask was, why was she beaten, who did they provoke?
Kong Xiao came forward, sorry for his poor protection, and after listening to the teacher's words, Jiang Chuan, who was in the clouds, finally suddenly realized. Why Wu Yu refused to be honest and frank and refused to speak well, it turned out that it was because of him, he was the one who caused Song Shiling to be injured and hospitalized.
Jiang Chuan was furious: "How did you promise me in the first place?" he pulled Wu Yu up from his seat, "Wu Yu, you are a bastard!"
Wu Yu didn't intend to have a hard time with Jiang Chuan, so he chose to remain silent. The man could see that Jiang Chuan at this moment had little rationality left, and it was because of this that he had to be calm and rational, "I did what I said, but this time there was a reason for it, and it was not what I expected." "
If everything is in your expectation, Wu Yu, then you are not a human being at all! but an immortal! You are a god! Do you think your explanation can be exchanged for Song Shiling's safety and health? I really misjudged you, and I believe in your strength too much. Jiang Chuan sneered twice, the strength of the neckline became greater and greater, he didn't want to control his temper anymore, he wanted to beat the man in front of him, and wanted Wu Yu to know that as long as he was there one day, if Song Shiling was injured again because of him, her friend Jiang Chuan would never give up.
Yang Huiyuan wanted to persuade Jiang Chuan to calm down, after all, it was not appropriate to make a loud noise here. However, in the next moment, the man's full disclosure shocked her and Wu Yu at the same time.
"I didn't hesitate when something happened to Jingjing, I stepped forward, it's good for you to let your girlfriend not protect her, and let her be beaten by the enemy. What kind of boyfriend are you!"
Yang Huiyuan didn't believe it: "What happened to Jingjing? Xiaochuan, you'd better confess and be lenient." Since she was a child, she knew that Yang Jingjing, who had a fierce horse, had never been bullied, and she had bullied others. First she had a car accident, and then Shiling and Xiaomei had accidents one after another, Yang Huiyuan couldn't help but think, could this incident be a chain reaction?
Wu Yu began to suspect Song Jie, that woman soldier was divided into two ways, killing a piece of armor without leaving a piece of armor, just so that he could not only see it with his own eyes, but also hear with his own ears, the people around him were all in trouble one by one, and they fell into the swamp one by one, and it was difficult to get out. There was a huge roar in Wu Yu's head, like a plane was about to take off, a cruise ship whistled loudly on the sea, like the wheels of a train constantly rubbing against the rails, countless metal crashing sounds, and the debris produced flew into the air.
Song Jie, you are really a ruthless corner.
Jiang Chuan's endless shouting completely angered Wu Yu, and the stalemate lasted for a long time, and in the end the two still scuffled together. In this occasion, any detail is not careful, it may lead to irreparable serious consequences, the two are fighting in full swing, Kong Xiao and Yang Huiyuan and Lin Zichen hurriedly came to persuade them, and reminded them to be in a public place, a little control of their emotions.
After scolding, the two did not say anything for a long time, and in the process, they each took two steps back, a distance of more than five meters. At this time, Jiang Chuan shook his head in disappointment: "Wu Yu, you are not qualified to say that you want to protect Xiaoling for the rest of your life." He reproduced exactly what the man said when he played basketball together that night, but the man did not do what he said now, and he did not believe it, which made Jiang Chuan very disgusted. In his case, he would never put Shiling in danger.
For Wu Yu's identity, it did not bring Song Shiling the slightest happiness and stability, but also created a deeper and heavier disaster for her, not only failed to illuminate her difficult life, but put her in this dark and even darker situation. He no longer has a position to speculate whether he and her can be together again, but, Wu Yu, you are indeed not qualified to protect Xiaoling.
The trance made Wu Yu's anger slowly dissipate, and almost no transition evolved into a great guilt and gloom. In his life, he had never felt such a heavy and unforgivable sense of guilt, and after a moment of silence, he finally said, "Yes, if you can move forward, even if I am the one who is injured, then it is fine." "
The man's voice sounded a little sour and bleak in the night. However, Jiang Chuan chose to ignore it, and still said angrily, "I don't want to have a next time! You do this again! It's just three things! I will snatch Yang Ling back again." Because, I still like her!"
As soon as these words came out, they didn't know that behind them were Liu Manwen and Yang Jingjing, who had just arrived.
......
The words have been spoken, and the audience is silent. Wu Yu's gaze had already skipped over and no longer looked at him, Jiang Chuan followed the man's gaze, Yang Jingjing was expressionless, staring straight at him, without saying a word.
She has almost never been on this side, except for the last senior incident.
This disappointing fact, after being suppressed for so many years, was finally said by Jiang Chuan himself, like a thunderbolt from the sky, which made Yang Jingjing feel a pain in her heart, as if there was a pair of invisible hands pulling her heart, making it a little difficult for her to breathe. In addition to the shock, she also had some subtle emotions in her heart, dissatisfaction, sadness, and jealousy.
If it is a beautiful misunderstanding, the eccentric Yang Jingjing is not so easy to deceive. In a hurry, it was he who said the truth, and he admitted that during this time, he was still thinking about Shiling, and he wanted to get along with her day and night like in the past. But he is also an indescribable emotion for Jingjing, Jiang Chuan is very depressed, and he is also very entangled in his true thoughts in his heart.
"Ogawa, you... Are you telling the truth?" Coach Lin Zichen didn't think it was a big deal, and continued to ask Jiang Chuan in his heart.
"Iā" He paused, and at this point, he paused. His eyes kept looking at Yang Jingjing's eyes, although there was no change in her facial muscles, her eyes couldn't deceive people, and she was full of sadness and disappointment.
Before he could wait for an answer, the doctor had already walked out of the operating room, "Which one is the patient's family?"