Chapter 209: One Thought
That was a long time later.
At that time, Shen Fengxu was dead.
The traces of her existence have also been completely annihilated in the world, even if someone occasionally recalls the past about Shen Fengxu, it is just a little ash in the heart, and it will be scattered as soon as it blows.
She woke up in the watch world.
A world that belongs only to the dead.
But all her memories come from the world of the living.
She still remembers that day when it snowed heavily, Li Jiancheng was in the endless snowflakes, slowly turning into ashes and scattering.
It's impossible to tell if it's ashes or snowflakes.
Occasionally, she would think of Li Jiancheng.
She knew that she and Li Jiancheng should not have anything to do with each other, just because she had fallen into many delusions, delusions about this dramatic and ridiculous story.
now
She saw Li Jiancheng again.
Shen Fengxu didn't know if this was delusion or reality.
She only saw Li Jiancheng and Li Shimin standing side by side, looking at the mountains and rivers in the distance, both of them were young in spring shirts, and their elegance was difficult to hide.
But
It's so far......
Today, it is still snowing heavily, with a cold wind piercing the bones and a frightening snowfall.
Shen Fengxu walked forward with difficulty step by step.
But after all, it is difficult to approach.
She fell to the ground and was buried by the snowstorm.
In the end, she could only stretch out her hand in the direction of Li Jiancheng, but she couldn't catch anything, only the overwhelming snow drowning her deeply.
Until her whole body was covered with pale snow,
There is no trace of it again.
......
Shen Fengxu is an extremely cowardly person.
She knew it...... But never dare to mention it.
I hated the memories countless times, but I didn't dare to forget them anyway, just thinking that when time slowly flowed, the sore in my heart would one day heal.
That's what she thought.
Can......
It's tough.
She remembers,
That night, the moon was as cold as water, and the alleys were secluded.
Shen Fengxu seems to have been abandoned here.
The people around her came and went, speaking obscure words, and she tried to make them, but the sounds that fell into her ears eventually turned into babbling noises.
In fact, Shen Fengxu doesn't like winter.
Since she was a child, she has always had a preference for spring.
Maybe it's because she was born in spring, or maybe it's because the spring breeze has always been gentle, and she likes all gentleness.
Apart from......
Snowy winter.
The ancient city of Haizhou does not snow every year, but every snowy year, there is a heavy snowfall, and the snow covers the entire long street, as far as the eye can see, a piece of silver.
"I like it very much......" At that time, Tsing Yi's eyes followed the window, looked out, looked at the white world, his eyes lit up, "I want to go out and play." β
Then pull over Shen Fengfu,
Neither of them went into the snow.
It was a heavy snow that will remain in Shen Fengxu's memory forever.
Later,
There was no snow in the winter of this year,
There is no Tsing Yi either.
Shen Fengxu walked on the road by the miserable white street lamp, and he could hear someone talking about something around him, but he couldn't hear anything clearly.
She doesn't look back, she just looks forward.
She just wanted to go home.
I haven't been back for a long time......
The moment he opened the door, Shen Fengxu thought he would see a mottled white cat cowering in a corner.
But there are no more.
Won't be coming back.
Shen Fengxu used to like to call it Xiaobai.
At that time, someone asked her: "Because it is a white cat, is it called Xiaobai?"
Shen Fengxu refuted rhetorically: "Xiaobai's full name is, but Bai Xue is too late in spring, so he wears the garden tree as a flying flower, but the name is too long, so take an abbreviation." β
"Okay, yes, I believe it. β
I don't know how long, maybe months, maybe years.
Later, the man asked again: "What's Xiaobai's name?"
"Uh......" Shen Fengxu racked his brains and thought for a while, "probably ...... White rain jumping beads into the boat?"
She also forgot.
So the man laughed, "That's not what you said last time." β
I don't know why,
Inconsequential memories always inadvertently appear in his heart, but the memories that Shen Fengxu desperately wanted to retrieve couldn't recall anyway.
She was afraid that one day she would forget all those cherished memories, but she could still remember some trivial and irrelevant chores.
But there are some things that you can't forget.
It's like that heavy snowfall one day.
not only covered the long street,
It also covered Shen Fengxu's heart.
Sometimes the memory is not so clear,
Just like that night, on the blue and white aisle, the dim lights reflected the bottles and cans, and the end of the corridor seemed to seal a dream.
It's cold......
Shen Fengxu took her hand,
I'd love to ask her,
Why don't you know?
But the palm of the hand is cold to the touch.
So she couldn't ask.
The street lights were still dim that night, and she slumped on the stairs, hugging herself, and took out her phone but didn't know who to look for.
In addition to crying,
I don't know what to do anymore.
Shen Fengxu was thinking about what she had left besides these memories.
Isn't there nothing left.
If so,
Why she never found it.
......
When Shen Fengxu woke up again,
It was in a person's arms, and it felt warm and comfortable, as if she had fallen into the warm fragrant nephrite, which made her unbearable to let go.
"Dreaming?" asked someone on the side, smiling.
Shen Fengxu opened his eyes and found himself in a room with a stove in it, and although it was windy and snowy outside, it was still warm and pleasant inside.
She fell into the woman's arms, and the person who spoke next to her was Li Jiancheng, who should have been reduced to ashes and scattered.
"......?" she blinked, slightly confused.
Li Jiancheng pulled Li Shimin, who was clasping his hands on the side, and said: "This is the watch world, this is my second brother, and she is my second daughter." β
The woman holding Shen Fengxu smiled softly: "The wind and snow outside have not stopped, so it is better to stay here first." β
Li Jiancheng's second daughter, Li Wanshun, the county lord of Wenxi.
And Li Shimin was obviously not interested in Shen Fengxu, and his eyes fell on the window from beginning to end, as if the heavy snow had some fatal attraction to him.
Seeing Li Jiancheng and Li Shimin living in the same room, and being so harmonious, Shen Fengxu couldn't help but feel a little inexplicable.
But she cares more about Li Jiancheng.
"I thought I would never see you again......"
Li Jiancheng, who turned into ashes in the heavy snow that day, was still deeply engraved in Shen Fengxu's heart, she wanted to reach out and grab Li Jiancheng's sleeve, but she was afraid that what she would touch was nothingness.
She is not afraid that Li Jiancheng will die,
She was afraid that she would mistakenly think that Li Jiancheng was not dead.
Li Jiancheng was as gentle as ever, he held Shen Fengxu's hand and told her, "I'm here." β
Cool to the touch.
So Shen Fengxu was relieved: "I know." β
The surface world is very similar to the real world, except that it does not belong to the living, and the people who walk here are all dead people who still have unfinished obsessions.
Shen Fengxu didn't know why he was here.
She doesn't have any obsessions.
She felt that Li Jiancheng should not have it, but Li Jiancheng was still here, not only Li Jiancheng, but also Li Shimin.
"Big brother. Li Shimin, who had never spoken, suddenly opened his mouth, and his eyes still fell on the window, "It's time to go out." β
Li Jiancheng nodded: "Okay." β
As he spoke, he stood up.
But Li Shimin held him down, he turned his head to look at Li Jiancheng, then looked at Li Wanshun, and said, "Wan'er come with me, big brother just stay here and rest." β
After that, he went first, and his figure disappeared into the endless wind and snow.
Li Wanshun got up and consulted Li Jiancheng's opinion.
Li Jiancheng smiled helplessly, and then nodded.
So Li Wan followed Li Shimin out by the way.
"You really listen to him. Shen Fengxu looked at this scene and suddenly understood why Li Jiancheng died under the Xuanwu Sect.
Li Jiancheng just smiled, but did not answer, but changed the conversation and asked, "Is there a place you want to go?"
Shen Fengxu shook his head: "No." β
She has no places she wants to go, no people she wants to meet, no things she wants to do, and no meaning to exist.
"Huh?"
"There are a lot of people here on your side, don't miss me, take me in. Shen Fengxu looked at Li Jiancheng, and then smiled as well.
Three years ago, Li Jiancheng was taken in by Shen Fengxu, but three years later, Li Jiancheng was asked to take Shen Fengxu in.
"It's rare to see you smiling, it seems that in the past three years, you have had a good life. β
"I've been working on it too......"
Shen Fengxu doesn't fall into such a sad state from time to time, but occasionally he is a little depressed, most of the time he is no different from ordinary people, except for recalling some unpleasant past in the dream of that day.
"That's good. Shen Fengxu has changed this, and Li Jiancheng is also very relieved, "However, in the world of watches now, it is quite dangerous." β
"How?"
"There are monsters in the world, and there are also some evil ghosts in the world, in short, everything is careful, if you are worried, it is natural to stay in the Li family. β
Shen Fengxu blinked: "...... The Li family?"
"There are 437 people in the Li family, and some guards and followers who follow the Li family, a total of more than 10,000 people. When he talked about this, Li Jiancheng was still light.
"Could this be the legendary one who went to Quantai to recruit the old department, and slashed Yama with a banner of 100,000?" Shen Fengxu couldn't help but sigh.
Thinking about it, not only Li Jiancheng, but also Li Yuan, the ancestor of the Tang Dynasty, and Li Yu, the queen of the Southern Tang Dynasty, can meet here one by one.
I just don't know, if you meet people from other dynasties, can you have the strength to fight?
Thinking about it like this, Shen Fengxu actually felt a little funny.
"What are you laughing at?" Li Jiancheng was a little curious.
"No, no, no. Shen Fengxu waved his hand and couldn't help but laugh again, "I just suddenly thought that if you go out and meet people from other dynasties, what kind of grand scene it should be, if you don't agree with each other, I'm afraid it will be even more interesting." β
Li Jiancheng raised his eyebrows slightly.
"You say, if you bump into someone in the future, when you are about to fight, you are holding a 50-meter-long Tang knife and trying to cut someone, and you directly take out an artillery pistol and hiss...... That scene ......"
Appalling.
Li Jiancheng was helpless: "What are you thinking?" β
"Some reasonable speculation. β
"It's useless to think less about it. Li Jiancheng knocked her on the head and said, "I'll go and see the people of the world first, you wait here, if you're bored, you can just play anything." β
"Good. Shen Fengxu nodded.
......
The watch world is basically the same as the real world.
Shen Fengxu can still play games or watch videos here, in short, how to live in the real world can be completely replicated in the watch world.
She met a boy.
Guardforce.
A boy she felt extremely gentle.
In fact, in Shen Fengxu's world, except for Li Jiancheng, no boy in this world has the gentleness she knows.
Naturally, it is not appropriate to call Li Jiancheng a boy.
But it does not prevent Shen Fengxu from thinking that Guard is gentle.
So Shen Fengxu prefers to play with him, although he loses more and wins less, isn't the important thing to be so comfortable and relaxed?
With the exception of Guardforce,
The rest of the people I got acquainted with because of the game, no one is worthy of Shen Fengxu's memory, and those people are all dispensable people to Shen Fengxu.
It is even said that
If Shen Fengxu is unhappy one day,
Deleted in the change of some people to play the same game.
Shen Fengxu was playing a game, and suddenly someone ran in excitedly, shouting: "Father-"
The sound stopped abruptly.
Because he saw Shen Fengxu.
Shen Fengxu glanced at him, and judged from his appearance that he should be one of Li Jiancheng's or Li Shimin's many sons, combined with his two-hearted and naΓ―ve attitude, so he deduced that this should be Li Chengqian.
So Shen Fengxu showed a smile: "His Royal Highness the Prince?"
He didn't correct Shen Fengxu's title, but asked, "Are you?"
"Shen Fengxu. β
Li Chengqian was silent, probably thinking about who Shen Fengxu was, but obviously, he couldn't think of the result.
"If you want to find Li Shimin, he has already gone out. Shen Fengxu pointed out the door, "I may be able to come back later, or I may not be able to come back." β
"What are you talking about?" Li Chengqian was taken aback, "Now that it's so dangerous outside, how can my father stay outside." β
Shen Fengxu was also stunned: "Dangerous?"
Li Jiancheng is also outside.
"No, I'm going out to find my father. Li Chengqian said, turned around and left, his steps were quite firm, and then plunged into the heavy snow outside the door.
Shen Fengxu was a little dumbfounded.
She was familiar with that period of history in the early Tang Dynasty, so she also knew something about Li Chengqian, and as far as she knew, Li Chengqian was an out-and-out idiot.
Li Chengqian was also the crown prince who should have embarked on the Ninth Five-Year Plan, but he buried his future with his own hands.
is different from Li Jiancheng's gentleness, he is a person with low self-esteem and strong self-esteem, and there are obviously countless ways to inherit the throne, but he has embarked on a road of no life.
Forced palace.
Li Shimin was also forced to take the throne back then.
How could he not know Li Chengqian's methods.
It's just that the king who did whatever he could and even didn't hesitate to kill his brothers was unexpectedly tolerant when facing his sister-in-law's forced palace.
None of the participants survived, except for Li Chengqian, the mastermind, who was unharmed.
......
Shen Fengxu felt like he was walking alone on the wasteland.
She could see Guard,
It's just too far.
The moment she shook her mind, she always felt as if Guard had left her, completely disappeared from her world, and could never be found again.
When you can raise your head again,
Guardan still stood there, still as gentle as ever, and then told her, "I'm here." β
Shen Fengxu wanted to talk about those sad and sad emotions to Wei An, but when the words came to his mouth, he found that he couldn't mention them.
It's not that you can't say it,
It's she herself who doesn't know what the problem is.
But that's still the case.