It was getting dark, and it was time for dinner again, Song Shiling, who had no appetite, finally refused the dean's invitation, she wanted to fall asleep directly, and she didn't want to wait for Wu Yu to reply to herself, I believe that it would be enough to go back, sometimes it is good to avoid thinking about doing other things, to be able to relax and increase pressure on yourself.

The computer screen was still on, the dark little bedroom emitted a cold light, I don't know how long I had been looking at the ceiling with my eyes open, she fell asleep, she didn't hear any laughter and clapping from downstairs, and she didn't hear her grandmother wandering around outside the room, calling her name all the time, and her tone was full of worry and was about to cry out of grievance. The dean reassured her grandmother and asked her not to be sad, but no matter what, the old man refused to listen to it, he just wanted to see Song Shiling now, the old man seemed to recognize Shiling, and it seemed that he was still in a confused and unfamiliar state, it seemed to be true or false, even Dean Xiao couldn't see whether his grandmother was awake, the two stood at the door of the room where Song Shiling was, and saw a slight light inside through the crack in the door below, but it was not illuminated by the light, and the grandmother still gently knocked on the door, but the girl slept too deeply and did not react at all.

There was still a period of time before dawn, and Song Shiling, who got up and went to the toilet, was ready to get into the quilt to sleep again, but unexpectedly, a cough suddenly came, which scared Song Shiling without sleep, and trembled all over, and instinctively covered her chest that was jumping wildly at the moment with both hands, relieved herself, and slowly turned around towards the source of the sound and looked carefully, the other party seemed to know that Song Shiling was staring at herself, she was wearing cotton wool slippers with a large shoe size and made a clicking sound on the ground, slowly walked to the door, and reached out on the button to turn on the light," With a click, the switch of the light was pressed, Song Shiling subconsciously covered her eyes, and suddenly accepted the arrival of light, her eyes were still a little uncomfortable, and the small room was instantly bright, shrouded in orange light.

"Who are you?" With a slightly hoarse voice, Song Shiling still couldn't open her eyes quickly.

"Shhhh Grandma hunched her back and slowly approached Song Shiling, her index finger touching her lips lightly, making a silent gesture.

Slowly adapting to the light, slowly putting down her hand and opening her eyes, Song Shiling looked at the comer, and suddenly frowned slightly, how could grandma come to her room, turned her head to look at the time when the alarm clock stayed, and turned her head to look at her grandmother with an incredible face, wearing thin pajamas, looking at herself with a sad face.

"Grandma, how are you..."

"Shiling don't want to leave grandma, okay?" The old man interrupted her words, and took out the doll she used to guard when she was a child from behind her, a little white rabbit, which was also a small gift from Wu Shaoyang, and now she is held in her arms by her grandmother as a treasure, and she is extremely cherished, Song Shiling is blinded, at the moment when she makes the final choice, the appearance of her grandmother, and the moment she prays not to leave, the girl is not sure whether her grandmother is awake, but she sees that the old man is full of tears, and the corners of her mouth twitch slightly The pain in her heart that has been suppressed does not dare to cry loudly.

The window was still open and forgot to close it, the computer was not turned off and was still in standby mode, Song Shiling hurriedly closed the window, helped her grandmother slowly walked to the bed, and the two sat down at the same time, looking at the old man and a few more gray hairs, Song Shiling couldn't help crying while tidying up the messy hair that her grandmother had just woken up, and said nothing.

Grandma returned the little white rabbit to Song Shiling, as if it had been returned to its original owner, "I have protected your little baby for more than ten years, and now it is time to return it to you." "

Song Shiling's tears fell out of her eyes, and she hugged her grandmother after taking it slowly, this time she was no longer ignorant, she was more sure, her grandmother was sober, and she turned back softly in preparing to make the final choice, which made her hesitate again.

Shaoyang, what should I do. At that second, Song Shiling, who had clearly decided to leave the nursing home and go to the man's side, stopped again, hesitated again, the only light of hope that wanted to see Wu Shaoyang was instantly shattered, the hand holding the mobile phone hung down, Song Shiling turned her head to look out the window and looked at the gradually brighter sky, and the loss in her heart did not disappear but became more and more serious.

I feel that the laughter of you and me has become a wave in the sea, one after another, saying goodbye again and living in the polar night and it is difficult to see the light again. I thought that the final choice would allow me to find the initial happiness, and I thought that I could leave it alone, but my dear grandmother could not do without her own care, and she would not leave the sentence "don't go" while talking about other topics, and the hope of the old man became a difficult problem for my final decision, Shaoyang, I miss you very much, but I have to retract the decision I made in my heart, like a wave, it is turbulent, impacting all of me, and making my mind explode in an instant.

It's as if the beautiful sequel love story is about to really stage a sad story, and for some reason I always have such an uneasy premonition, about your memory, your smile, as if the final one is going to be the memory I keep, but that, I seem to have nothing left. I burst into tears, this time the determination was so painful, I pounded my chest hard, and if I held on to it like this, I knew it was a breeze, but I couldn't help but mistake it for your arrival.

Shaoyang, the night is ready to meet the dawn, that is when I finally have to make a choice, I think drowsiness can reduce sorrow, but I think too naïve, as if I only know how to avoid but dare not face difficulties like you, my consciousness is very clear, and I live every day when I leave you, it is difficult to fall asleep, only you and grandma's faces have been constantly replacing in my mind, as long as I think about you and grandma, it turns out that the day is so short.

The front of the phone was slumped on the quilt, and the lock screen wallpaper was a photo of her and Wu Yu, which happened to be noticed by her grandmother. The grandmother sitting on the edge of the bed couldn't help but move over and want to take a closer look, and then showed a hehe smirk, the old man didn't wait for the girl's answer, but his attention was attracted by Wu Yu's handsome face, Song Shiling heard her grandmother's voice, turned her head to look, grandma was holding her mobile phone to watch the wallpaper, occasionally looked up at herself, and pointed to the man standing next to her in the mobile phone, very curious.

I almost forgot that she was going to introduce Shaoyang to her grandmother, and she forgot to tell the man in the email that she wanted to introduce her grandmother to him. One thing after another did not give her room to breathe, she was busy only solving the problem of leaving or staying, and the most important business was pushed again and again, Song Shiling held her grandmother's hand and said peacefully: "Grandma, he is Shiling's boyfriend." Called, Shaoyang. "

The old man's eyes lit up, and he rubbed the girl's face with his other hand, and finally showed a smile of relief, "Grow up, my Shiling." "

I don't know how long the two looked at each other, Song Shiling fell asleep in the quilt again, this time she slept deeply, but there was no grandmother beside her, or no one had ever appeared in her room.

Suddenly, Song Shiling sat down on the bed suddenly, with a layer of sweat floating on her forehead, and then looked at her grandmother who was gone, and then looked at her arms, there was no little white rabbit that she cherished when she was a child, as if she was in a dream but it was very realistic, as if she was facing a real thing, at that second, Song Shiling didn't dare to trust her instincts anymore.

The winter morning is beautiful and clean, and the first snow falls, and the ground is like a clean blanket, so that the people standing by the window on the second floor can't help but marvel. When the first snow came, she remembered the promise she had made to him, that this year's snow had come a little late, and although she was late, she did not miss this winter, and added the most beautiful scenery to the city. It's time to decide on the last choice, put on a thick coat, Song Shiling couldn't help but take a deep breath the moment she held the doorknob, Dean Xiao sat in the dining room and waited for Song Shiling to come downstairs to eat, her grandmother slept in a private room with her eyes closed, her face was peaceful and serene as if she was playing with Shiling when she was a child in a dream, and her daughter who came back from heaven, the three of them ate food together in their former home, while telling jokes that were often told back then.

At the appointed time, Song Shiling appeared in the dining room on time, the two were deadlocked for a long time without speaking, Dean Xiao looked directly at the girl opposite, she was waiting for the result of the child, Shiling was really unhappy, so she planned to ask her grandmother how her current state was? She wanted to confirm whether her grandmother appeared in her room when she greeted the dawn, which was very important and the key to her decision.

Before the dean could speak, my grandmother came out of the room and asked for water, and her tone was not as clear as early this morning. Song Shiling hurriedly poured water for her grandmother and walked into the old man's room, and Dean Xiao followed the pace, and the two saw the old man look demented, as if everything had returned to square one and nothing improved.

It's a dream, grandma didn't sneak into her room at all, it's a hallucination, the old man is not rational at all, and he didn't recognize the child at all.

The two looked at their grandmother's obsessed state, and sighed with regret and pity at the same time, the staff who took care of their grandmother began to work, and after the dean said a few words to the staff, he led Shiling back to the dining room and sat down.

Dean Xiao said, "Child, tell me about your choice. "

Song Shiling pursed her lips, nodded vigorously, and cleared her throat, "I'm sorry Dean, I've caused you trouble during this time, please forgive me." During this time, I have lived a very happy life, it is the real happiness that releases the long-suppressed nature, indeed, because of my non-resignation, let Xiao Wu have been looking for me, it is my bad to only care about the moment but do not care about the consequences, how many people are anxious and how many people are sad, it is my entanglement that many people have to do big things, I know that it is impossible for everyone to revolve around me, it is my willfulness. A monologue told her true and hidden heart, the woman understood and felt sorry for the girl in front of her, blaming herself for not being busy and not talking to Shiling much about her heart, and now the deep conversation is also the third time in a period of time, after all, people's thoughts will change over time, and it is impossible to remain the same, especially for Song Shiling is so easy to think too much and blame herself for children, communication and companionship are very indispensable.

"So Dean, I decided anyway. "

At the same time, the iron door of the nursing home was slowly opened, a black car drove in and stopped steadily, and a man wearing a long black tweed coat got out of the car, he pursed his lips, his eyes were not half distracted, he looked up at the name of the nursing home, and then looked at the closed door of the house, and then strode forward, raised his hand and knocked on the door gently.

"Dean, I still decided to want it. A series of knocks on the door interrupted Song Shiling's solemn answer, and the two looked at the door with a puzzled expression, who would it be at this time? There are no VIPs or uninvited guests recently, Dean Xiao was about to get up and open the door, and Song Shiling, as the eldest and youngest, left her seat before the woman, motioned for the dean to sit down and wait, and went to see what was going on.

"Hello, which one?" Song Shiling opened the door and looked at the man in front of her who was taller than herself for a second, she couldn't help but clench her hands into fists, looking up slightly at the backlit figure, and the next second, the corners of the girl's eyes were inexplicably moist.