Chapter 82
Jiang Nan's body stiffened, and he suddenly turned his head and glared at me angrily, and asked in a low voice, "What did you just say?"
I'm unusually calm now, and I have a fearless bravery in my heart. I said, "I can set you free." ”
"Last!" Jiang Nan walked over and looked down at me with angry eyes.
"Do you want to divorce me?" I repeated as loudly as I could, but the sound was still faint.
He leaned down, pressed his face close to mine, and stroked my forehead with his hand. "The body temperature is normal, I thought you had a high fever?"
"I know that you and Cao Jiajia have never broken off, you should live freely and as you like, what do you want this marriage for?"
I said it bluntly, these words, which I never dared to say directly, I said very calmly now.
Jiang Nan squinted at me in disbelief, his eyes were complicated and cold. "You want to divorce me?"
"I want to give you freedom. I looked back at him, and my heart was like stagnant water.
Jiang Nan suddenly smiled, he looked good when he smiled, but there was no deep pear vortex at the corner of his mouth.
The person who laughed and had a deep pear vortex at the corner of his mouth was long gone.
"Do you want a divorce, set me free?" Jiang Nan sat down on the edge of my hospital bed, still with a smile on his face. "And then, you're free?"
He smiled and stroked my face, "What a beautiful face I used to be, a hero who sacrificed himself to save others, was so disfigured, and then planned to divorce me." ”
"Then all the people in the city will know that you have become a hero and ruined your face, and I dislike you and abandon you. ”
"Soon I will become a street rat, everyone shouts and beats, everyone scolds, is that the freedom you give me?"
"Su Li, I know you don't love me, if you love me, I will guard you wholeheartedly. But you don't love me at all, so what can I do?"
"If you want to divorce me, that's not to let me go free, it's to pour dirty water on me and ruin me!
"When you heal from your injuries, you can do whatever you want, I will definitely not interfere with you, and you will not interfere in my life. We're all right, do you understand?"
"If you hate me and don't want to see me, get back to health and be discharged from the hospital. I don't have high requirements for you, what husband and wife should do, you can give me enough face. ”
Jiang Nan looked at me intently, and his voice was low and gentle as if talking to himself. But what was said was the most ruthless.
With that, he smiled and stroked my cheek a few times, then got up and left.
This is my husband, my marriage. How did I agree to marry him in the first place? I can't remember.
At the moment, I was the only one left in the hospital room. My mother fled with her children, and you can see how afraid she is of Jiangnan.
What did Jiangnan do that made my mother so scared? I forgot all that.
Selective amnesia?
Since it was the after-effects of the severe injury, why did I dream that I had selective amnesia during my twelve days in a coma?
Jiang Nan said that all of them were the activities of the cerebral cortex that I was in a coma, but were they really all hallucinations?
If it is a hallucination or a dream, why can it be foreseen?
An Xu and Jiang Nan in the dream are completely different from those in real life. Whether it's real identity or age, all of them are stiff.
Those dreams have foresight, substitution, past, and illusion, all of which have no normal logic.
What's even more strange is that Wang Dong in real life is completely different from the one in the dream.
When Wang Dong came to visit me, the nurses had just finished changing my medicine and left. I was lying alone in a hospital bed, bored.
Wang Dong pushed the door in, and I recognized him at that moment, which shows that my memory of him has not been selectively forgotten.
All the memories of him returned, and I suddenly discovered that this Wang Dong was the real Wang Dong, and the Wang Dong in that dream was not him at all.
At this time, Wang Dong in front of me was not tall and average-looking, and he looked a little wooden, only smirking innocently.
Facing the scarred me, a seriously ill number, he was still smiling a little embarrassed and nervous.
But my heart has already knocked over the five-flavor bottle, and I have mixed feelings. Who is that Wang Dong in my dream? Who is Wang Dong in that story?
It's obviously not this brother-in-law in real life! This is the real Lao Wang written in Su Mo's diary!
Wang Dong in front of him was not good at words at first glance, and hurriedly said goodbye and said that he had to go home and prepare the cake blanks to be sold tomorrow.
After he left, I finally remembered that he was a flatbread seller.
His family's flatbread is very delicious and famous, he dropped out of school to sell cakes when he was a teenager, and has persevered until now to sell famous.
I finally remembered that he was very good to Su Mo, and the two of them sometimes quarreled, all because of Wang Dong's ex-girlfriend.
Thinking of this, I was completely confused. Who is the domineering, fierce and violent Wang Dong in my dream?
Now I am trying to recall those dreams, but the image of Wang Dong there has begun to become blurred.
Thinking about it again, it began to merge with the dead pervert I killed twice later.
Are those really just my hallucinations? I'm starting to believe what Jiang Nan says.
Jiangnan didn't come to see me after work, let alone accompany me. However, the nurses make frequent ward rounds, perhaps arranged by Jiangnan!
There is no family to take care of and accompany me, but I don't feel desolate, I should be used to being alone.
The care of the hospital nurses is very thoughtful, and the eldest sister of the nurse who looks like she is in her fifties is very down-to-earth and simple. Come and take care of me regularly, and stay a little longer to talk to me.
The next day, when the doctor made rounds, it was another doctor who came, but he said, "Dr. Jiang has surgery", and I didn't care.
This is what he said about peace and harmony, since they don't love each other deeply, it's not bad to respect each other like guests.
He has his life and freedom, I have my life to survive, and the rest of my life without An Xu is to survive.
My body is recovering steadily, and more and more people come to visit me during the day. Friends and family, journalists, rescued family members, and even strangers.
The arrival of a stranger broke my lingering negativity.
He was a colleague of An Xu when he was teaching in the mountains, and he said that his name was He Wei. His arrival and the message he brought with him made me break down in an instant.
He asked me, "Su Li, have you ever thought that Li Anxu is not dead?"
One stone stirs up a thousand waves!
This sentence made me stunned as if I had been hit by five thunderbolts. An Xu is not dead?
I really never thought about that possibility. Because An Xu suffered a landslide that year, he encountered an accident in order to save a little boy.
The body could not be found at all, but the chances of survival have been deemed zero several times.
So, I never thought An Xu would be alive!
He Wei said coldly: "Even if everyone believes that An Xu is dead, you shouldn't give up looking for him, right?"
After saying these words, He Wei left without looking back. He just came to me to say these few words, and he didn't care if there was anyone else in the ward, and he left!