"Mom, don't cry, it's all in the past, let the past pass, you don't have a psychological burden anymore......"

I had to comfort my mother like this, An Xu was no longer there, and everything was meaningless.

"But...... If...... If I hadn't burned those letters...... An Xu's child...... Probably not...... Volunteer teaching in the mountains...... Maybe he won't ......"

The more my mother cried, the more sad she became, and the children cried all the way. My strength was too weak to persuade my mother.

"What's going on?" Jiang Nan asked as he walked in, his face full of displeasure.

I looked at him, and he looked at my mom.

"Mom, why are you crying? What's wrong with the children? What are you crying about? Su Li needs to recuperate now!"

My mother hurriedly wiped her tears, stood up in a hurry, and said carefully: "Ah, my son-in-law is here...... We're fine, don't cry, don't cry anymore......"

I looked at Jiang Nan, just looked at him quietly, and finally saw clearly that this person was completely different from An Xu.

Although the faces are seven or eight points similar, the personalities and charms are completely different.

Am I blind? I will always treat him as An Xu with peace of mind, and still live in the same bed with him as if nothing happened?

Look at his alienated and cold attitude towards my mother now, he resents my mother crying like this in my hospital room, does he not understand that it is my mother, mother and daughter are connected.

My mom left in a hurry with the children, and the children didn't recognize me until they left.

If I saw it, they would have pestered me and called my mother. Maybe it's because I rarely appear in front of them with Su Mo, so they keep calling me mom.

Because Jiangnan and I have never had children, I love them very much, and when they call me mom, I brazenly acquiesce, and I enjoy this title in my heart.

Su Mo said more than once that I "like children so much that I will give birth to two by myself", but Jiangnan and I have never had children, not even a single pregnancy.

In fact, although I have been married to Jiangnan for many years, there are very few times we have actually been together.

I'm busy, busy with work, busy with all kinds of martial arts competitions. And these are excuses!

The real reason is: I can't let go of An Xu all the time.

I even went to the mountainous area where An Xu taught to look for him, but he hid from me and did not show up, and when I left, he stood on the top of the mountain and watched me leave, even if I saw him.

I almost cried to death that time, and An Xu also fell ill. I married his cousin, and it was always a hurdle that I couldn't get over.

He didn't see me, but he never stopped loving me. Every time I was involved in a big game, he would sneak up and watch it.

One time I was knocked out in the ring and I didn't fight back, and he went crazy and ran under the ring and called my name.

And after my victory, he quietly left, leaving behind a lot of my favorite food.

Since I married Gangnam, he hasn't been to his only aunt's house. And his aunt, Jiangnan's mother, Mr. Li, has always known the hidden secret.

Only Jiangnan was kept in the dark and knew nothing.

Because he is also busy, he is a well-known surgeon, busy with work, surgery, and attending various medical experiments and conferences.

I'm still busy messing with flowers and grass outside. The nature of this merry man is known to almost everyone. That's why his mother didn't pursue the past between me and An Xu, and pretended not to care.

She thought I could make her son take care of me, because her son only wanted to marry me, and he must love me very much.

However, Jiang Nan doesn't love me, he loves himself more. He was only willing to marry me because I was special and could match him, and I was equal in every way.

His wife must be good enough, and she must be a woman who can add glory to him. Standing beside him is enough to be admired and praised.

And my feat of sacrificing myself to save people this time has earned him enough face. He can't not love me, but he will never love me more than An Xu.

Jiang Nan looked at me with a deep gaze, always with scrutiny and measurement.

And when An Xu looked at me, he always had a blazing flame, which completely and completely ignited and burned me!

"I heard your mother mention An Xu outside the door, what's going on, why did you suddenly mention him?"

Jiang Nan has a very strong possessive desire, he may not love me so much, but he will never allow other men to have any close contact with me.

Including Anxu.

Many years ago, when I was not in a relationship with him, every time he saw me and An Xu holding hands, he would have a gloomy face and let us pay attention to the impact.

Just now he actually heard my mother mention An Xu outside the door, since he asked so, he must have just heard my mother mention An Xu's name.

"Because I dreamed of Anxu. I said unusually calmly.

Since Jiangnan said that it was just the activity of the cerebral cortex when I fell into a coma, then I can only say that I dreamed about it.

"You dreamed of An Xu?" Jiang Nan's eyes narrowed slightly, with undisguised displeasure. "What did you dream about him?"

Did he ask to listen carefully?

If it were normal times, I would have calmed things down and said nothing, but after a trip from the ghost gate, I don't have so many worries at the moment.

An Xu is long gone, why should I be careful to dodge and escape?

So I said, "I dreamed that he came to see me in this ward and made me forget him." ”

I looked at Jiangnan intently, as long as he asked me, I would say, no matter what he would ask, I would say it without concealment.

However, Jiang Nan didn't ask any more. He seemed to have changed a little, and he didn't even ask anything more.

Is it because An Xu is no longer there?

This thought caused a sudden anger to arise in my heart, and I suddenly continued, "I can't forget him." ”

Jiang Nan was stunned for a moment, looking at me sideways, his face was very gloomy. Then he said: "You grew up together, and you have paid so much for him, of course you can't forget it." ”

At this time, the white and tender little nurse suddenly opened the door and poked her head in. She hooked her hand at Jiangnan, but soon saw me awake.

Cao Jiajia!

Jiang Nan stood there and didn't move because Cao Jiajia hooked his hand to signal him to go out, nor did he look at me, but continued to check the notebook in his hand.

"Sister Su Li, you're awake, I'm sorry to ......" Cao Jiajia was stuck at the door in a dilemma, and had to say hello to me with a smile.

It's really embarrassing.

I didn't respond to her, I'm too weak to talk to her right now.

She has always been a stinger in my heart, although I don't love Jiangnan so much, but he is also my man and my husband after all.

Cao Jiajia is so blatantly close to Jiangnan, it is really too arrogant.

Without any response or accommodation, Cao Jiajia retracted her head and walked away in embarrassment.

I suddenly remembered that Cao Jiajia had given me the URL in my dream, and I couldn't help but look at Jiang Nan, who was checking the instrument.

I suddenly said, "Jiangnan, do you want to divorce me? I can set you free!"