Chapter 3 What is lost cannot be regained
Dean Lin sent a video of the child holding a plush toy and cheering.
The immature faces that have lost their loved ones and been abandoned in this world, sweeping away the loneliness and sadness of the past, happily holding the plush toys in their hands, as if hugging the whole world.
Lu Dan didn't have Dean Lin's WeChat, to be exact, he didn't add anyone who might have an emotional connection with him. His WeChat is just a communication tool for work.
For quite some time, he didn't even add the WeChat of his adoptive parents, until one day, his adoptive mother called because she couldn't read the words on the medicine bottle, and he realized that sometimes, even if he didn't want the burden of emotion, there was something called responsibility, and he had to have it.
However, slowly, there are more and more people who intersect with him on WeChat.
Ouyang Duo is the first, and Wang Mengmeng is the second.
She is like a succulent plant that grows in groups, quickly spawning small succulents, making him more and more entangled.
For example, the video she sent to herself and transferred from Dean Lin made Lu Dan, who had finally calmed down the fluctuations in his heart, fall into a surge of emotions again.
His eyes, lingering on the video for a moment, finally hit the close button.
"So, you escaped like a deserter?" Ouyang Duo clasped his arms in his hands and looked at Lu Dan's eyes, full of annoyance, "Just because your parents saved Wang Mengmeng's life?"
After learning everything that had happened, Ouyang Duo rushed to Lu Dan's house. Although she wanted to accompany Wang Mengmeng more, Bai Lu felt that as the person in charge of the memory activation instrument, it was necessary for her to explain everything directly to Lu Dan. So after determining that Wang Mengmeng needed time to calm herself, the two of them came to Lu Dan's residence together.
Originally, they thought that they would see a depressed and heartbroken Lu Dan like Wang Mengmeng, but they didn't expect Lu Dan, who opened the door for them, with a calm expression and a detached expression, without a little hurt expression.
"If you're looking for me for something, you can all go. Lu Dan put down his phone and stood up expressionlessly.
"Where am I?!" Ouyang Duo stepped forward angrily and grabbed Lu Dan's shirt, "Don't be like a turtle with a shrunken head, run away when something happens." This matter has nothing to do with Wang Mengmeng at all! She likes you, it's not her fault! You like her, it's not your fault!"
"That's the key. Lu Dan raised his eyes and met Ouyang Duo's gaze indifferently, "Does she really like me?"
"What?" Ouyang Duo was stunned.
"I thought that she met with me today because she had the same heart as me, but in fact, she just wanted to tell me that all the tacit understanding between us was due to this psychological counseling accident. So, what I want to say to her today is not the same thing as what she wants to say to me. Lu Dan said lightly, his expression was as unwavering as before, "Therefore, what you said about liking each other is not true." ”
"Even so, but there is ...... between you"
"Between us, since that accident more than a decade ago, it has been doomed. The various pictures that happened that day resurfaced in front of him again, and Lu Dan's black eyes were filled with surging pain for the first time.
"Mr. Lu, I am responsible for that accident. Bai Lu said, "I only learned today that there is telepathy between you and Meng Meng, at that time, you and Meng Meng had a memory activation at the same time, due to the sudden failure of the instrument, you and Meng Meng have a common knowledge of mind and pain. Although these were things that we did not expect, the 'Healing' Counseling Room was willing to take on this responsibility......"
"Your responsibility is to be responsible for disassociation. Lu Dan glanced at Bai Lu lightly, "Please leave, I still have work to deal with." ”
"Mr. Lu!" Bai Lu stepped forward eagerly and said sincerely, "I will report to the headquarters of the 'cure' psychological counseling room as soon as possible to find a way to relieve it, there are many authorities and experts in our psychological counseling center, and I believe it will be solved soon." However, Mr. Lu, as a friend, what I want to say is - Mengmeng and I are college classmates, and I know that she has been looking for your whereabouts for a long time, and regrets what happened to her. You don't know how much pain and self-blame she has been for so many years. She tries hard to repay your parents for saving their lives, so she goes out of her way to help those in need. She always said that if she could use her power to awaken something and change a person's fate, it would be worth it...... Mr. Lu, I beg you to have a good talk with Mengmeng, give her, and give your love a chance......"
"Love?"
This word once disgusted Lu Dan, and once made him heartbroken, but now, he only made him feel pain and confusion.
"You call the emotional ties caused by malfunctions love?"
Bai Lu was stunned.
"I can't forgive her in the past, and I can't face her in the future. He said, "I don't even want to see Wang Mengmeng." ”
As he spoke, he shook Ouyang Duo away with all his might.
"Lu Dan!" Ouyang Duo wanted to step forward, but Bai Lu stopped him.
"How can you be sure that after the emotional bond is lifted, you and Mengmeng will have no feelings?" Bai Lu said, "How can you be sure that Mengmeng doesn't like you? At least from the first day I met Mengmeng, until now, I have never seen her so serious about any man." ”
Sure?
Lu Dan snorted softly from his nose: "I don't have this time to seek your so-called 'affirmation', I have already submitted my resignation, and the day after tomorrow, I will leave H City." Wait until you find the solution to this mind."
Leave?!
Bai Lu and Ouyang Duo were stunned.
"Lu Dan, did you miss a rare relationship like this?" Ouyang Duo looked at Lu Dan and said in a sincere tone, "I believe that the telepathy between you and Wang Mengmeng will not be generated casually, it must be because of fate and bond between you, this connection will occur! Think about it, once some feelings are lost, they can never be recovered!"
"Did you think about this before you broke off with Wei Ya?" Lu Dan said coldly and opened the door, "The so-called 'forgiveness' and 'letting go' are things I can't do. ”
Persuading a person to forgive and let go, Ouyang Duo is the least qualified person to do so.
He had held the bladed sword called hatred in his hand for too long, and both himself and the other party he hated were scarred and bloody.
Ouyang Duo and Bai Lu left Lu Dan's house like this.
When the sound of the door closing, Lu Dan's face, which had been cold, slowly relaxed.
"I believe that the telepathy between you and Wang Mengmeng will not be generated casually, it must be because of the fate and bond between you! Think about it, once some feelings are lost, they can never be recovered!"
Ouyang Duo's words rang in his ears, and somewhere in his heart, he hurt fiercely.
He certainly knows what it means to lose. Lu Dan has lost too much, and he doesn't want to have it anymore.
Being alone with him is the best ending.
"Wei Feng, are you okay? I'm sorry, I feel the pain in your heart again. I just wanted to find you as soon as possible, to tell you how grateful I am, and to tell you the apologies that have been hanging in my heart. But I didn't think about the pain it caused you. ”
"I'll try to keep my feelings in check, and I'll protect myself from any pain. You...... Please also protect yourself, of course, not because I'm afraid that I will hurt, if you like it, you can just hurt yourself and make me hurt, it's just ...... Just don't hurt yourself. ”
"Okay, I won't bother you anymore, you like to be quiet, I won't bother you in any way. I'm here, if you forgive me, hate me, I'll be here waiting for you, all the time. ”
"All the time. ”
Wang Mengmeng's messages were sent one after another, filling the silent and lonely time of Lu Dan.
He watched silently, and finally, deleted Wang Mengmeng.
In this world, it will always become more and more convenient and faster.
It's so convenient, with just one touch, you can clear everything about you and me.
"There are enough people today!"
When Erha and Mi Ke walked into the door of the company with large and small plush toys, they couldn't help but laugh and joke when they saw Wang Mengmeng, Bai Lu and Ouyang Duo sitting on the company's sofa.
"It turns out that it's not just the two of us who are curious about Wang Mengmeng's first date?"
Erha brought at least twenty plush dolls over, raised his eyes, and saw Wang Mengmeng's red and swollen eyes.
"My God, Wang Mengmeng, did you hang peaches on your face?" Erha exclaimed, but Mi Ke pinched his waist.
Erha, who was in pain, realized that the atmosphere in the room was not quite right.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"Good news, bad news. Bai Lu said, "The good news is that Meng Meng has finally found her life-saving benefactor's son." ”
"This is a good thing!" Erha knew that Wang Mengmeng had used almost all the methods in order to find Wei Feng, and even he had almost used all the interpersonal relationships he could use. Now, that guy has finally been found, Wang Mengmeng should be happy!
"So, these are tears of joy?" Erha asked.
"The bad news is," Bai Lu glanced at Wang Mengmeng, and then looked at Erha, "Wei Feng, it's Lu Dan." ”
As soon as Erha's hand was released, the plush dolls fell to the ground in clusters, and some of them rolled and jumped, rolling all over the room.
"'Nothing can be repaid, promise each other with your body', isn't it very good!" Mi Ke, the only outsider, looked at everyone inexplicably and said, "Isn't it all like this in idol dramas, in order to repay the kindness of the life-saving benefactor, I promised to marry their stupid son." ”