Chapter 4: It's Not You
"It's not naivety that defeats you, it's brainlessness. Erha put his head on Mi Ke and said helplessly.
Michael shrugged his shoulders: "Otherwise, we can't keep looking back, the road is ahead, right?"
I have to say that what Michael said is the medicine that unties the knot in everyone's hearts, but the courage to swallow this bitter medicine is not available to everyone.
Wang Mengmeng took out a tissue from the paper box, wiped her nose, and then raised her head.
"Anyway, I found him. The next thing I have to do is to protect him, and then wait for him to forgive me. She said firmly, "If he doesn't forgive for a day, I'll wait for him for a month, and if I don't forgive for a month, I'll wait for him for a year, a lifetime!"
Such sonorous and powerful words made everyone present stunned.
One second ago, he cried into peach eyes, and in the blink of an eye, he became a fighter. This change, I'm afraid only Wang Mengmeng can do.
"Well done. Erha was the first to like, "This is you Wang Mengmeng." ”
"That's how it should be. Mi Ke stuffed the biggest plush cute dog doll in his hand into Wang Mengmeng's arms, "I'm optimistic about you, come on." ”
Sure enough, brainless people will reach a consensus with brainless people.
Ouyang Duo and Bai Lu glanced at each other, and both of them shook their heads helplessly.
"I think it's necessary to tell you something. Bai Lu said, "Lu Dan ...... I'm going to leave the day after tomorrow. ”
Leave...... Open?!
Wang Mengmeng was stunned.
It turns out that many times, you think you can have a lot of time, but it is not much.
Wang Mengmeng thought that she had a lifetime of waiting for Lu Dan to come back, but what she got was the news that Lu Dan was about to leave.
I wonder if she and him would still have this kind of telepathy that can resonate if they were far away on the other side of the ocean?
Wang Mengmeng wanted to ask Lu Dan on WeChat about the schedule before leaving, but found that she was no longer Lu Dan's friend.
Wang Mengmeng could only silently put down the phone.
"Mengmeng, I really want to ask you something. After Bai Lu hesitated for a moment, she asked Wang Mengmeng tentatively, "Do you like Lu Dan?"
Wang Mengmeng was slightly stunned.
Have you ever asked yourself whether the relationship between you and him is just a result of telepathy, or is it because he is the gratitude and protection of the son of your savior......? Love?"
Love?
Wang Mengmeng was stunned.
Regarding love, Wang Mengmeng has never seriously understood this topic. She never thought that there would be love between herself and Lu Dan.
But...... How did she explain her excitement and nervousness when she saw Lu Dan?
Is it just because of telepathy?
"What I want to tell you is," said Bai Lu, "and, besides, the purpose of his date with you today is not to tell you about telepathy, but ...... He wants to confess to you. ”
"You mean, Lu Dan ......" Wang Mengmeng looked at Bai Lu in disbelief.
"Yes," Bai Lu nodded, "Lu Dan...... Like you. ”
Again, my heart was beating fast.
The crimson cheeks, the throbbing of the heart and the sweetness that faintly emerged, all of these made Wang Mengmeng strange.
But she knew very well that this feeling was her own, not Lu Dan.
She misunderstood Lu Dan, what he wanted to tell him today was his feelings for him, but what Wang Mengmeng wanted to tell him was another matter.
That's why he left so indifferently.
Thinking of Lu Dan leaving, looking at his gaze, Wang Mengmeng's heart was filled with an unspeakable pain and sourness. She got up and rushed out the door.
"Hey, Mengmeng, where are you going?" Bai Lu wanted to chase after him, but was stopped by Ouyang Duo.
"Although you are the main person in charge of making them telepathic this time, it is time for you to leave the choice to the person concerned. Ouyang Duo took Bai Lu's hand and smiled, "After all, love is a matter of two people. ”
"Good...... Let's ......" Looking at the direction Wang Mengmeng left, Bai Lu finally sighed and stopped.
Erha walked over and patted Bai Lu's shoulder, they have been nervous about Wang Mengmeng like an old mother, but in the matter of love, the "old mothers" are powerless, and the love of two people can only be faced by themselves.
Lu Dan didn't answer the phone, and WeChat didn't pass the verification that Wang Mengmeng kept submitting, Wang Mengmeng, who hurried to Huafeng International Hotel, was told by Lu Dan's secretary Zhu Di that Lu Dan had completed the resignation procedures and left the hotel.
"Do you know that he is leaving H City the day after tomorrow?" asked Wang Mengmeng.
Judy nodded.
"Then do you know where he is going?" Wang Mengmeng grabbed Judy and asked eagerly, "High-speed rail or plane, what time will it leave?"
Judy shook her head: "I'm sorry, Miss Wang, I can't tell you Mr. Lu's itinerary information." Sorry for the responsibilities......"
Wang Mengmeng's eyes couldn't hide her disappointment, but she understood that Judy had her job responsibilities and standards that she couldn't violate. She nodded, thanked Judy, and turned to leave.
"Miss Wang!"
Judy suddenly called out to Wang Mengmeng.
Seeing Wang Mengmeng turn around, she hesitated for a moment and said, "Miss Wang, did you have something unpleasant with Mr. Lu?"
Wang Mengmeng was slightly stunned, she turned around and looked at Judy.
Judy sighed softly and continued, "Maybe as a subordinate, it's not appropriate for me to ask about the private affairs of my superiors. You know, Mr. Lu is not an easy person to get close to, and many people think that he is cold and unapproachable and dare not approach him. But since I met Miss Wang, he has become completely different from before, as Mr. Lu's secretary, I can see that he is full of joy every day. But Mr. Lu, who suddenly proposed to resign today...... But he is like two people in the past few days. Miss Wang, although I don't know what happened, I can tell from Mr. Lu's expression that he is in pain. ”
It's painful...... Is it ......
Wang Mengmeng's expression dimmed.
"In any case, I hope that Miss Wang and Mr. Lu can clear up the misunderstanding, because for Mr. Lu, Miss Wang is a very special existence......" Judy said sincerely.
Although Lu Dan has only been Judy's boss for three months, Judy is also tortured by Lu Dan's demanding standards of service to the point of collapse. But after a long time in the workplace, she can still see Lu Dan's kindness, and it can be seen from his attitude towards Chen Sheng, a rookie in the workplace. Indifferent people may be armed with inner softness, Judy sincerely hopes that Wang Mengmeng can truly heal the pain hidden in Lu Dan's heart.
"Thank you. Wang Mengmeng smiled and thanked Judy.
Of course, she desperately wanted to see Lu Dan, and wanted to untie all the knots and pain in his heart, but he ...... But I don't want to see myself at all.
There is nothing more helpless than powerlessness, losing the trace of Lu Dan, Wang Mengmeng looked at the endless flow of people and cars on the street, and there was no longer the smile in the crescent-like eyes.
There are so many people coming and going, but each one, it's not you.
The road under your feet is also so long, but each one is not the direction that leads to you.
Lu Dan, have I lost the chance to find you again?
Wang Mengmeng sighed softly.
If you have already decided to leave, why are you still reluctant?
Lu Dan didn't understand.
What he didn't understand even more was that he suddenly found himself starting to dread loneliness.
Obviously he is used to being alone, but now he is beginning to find that he has no way to face a person's time.
It was a room he was familiar with, but it was so quiet that it was unfamiliar to him. And as soon as he calmed down, Wang Mengmeng's cute dog-like smiling face appeared in front of his eyes. And the various emotional changes that are constantly surging up in the heart also remind Lu Dan of Wang Mengmeng's existence from time to time.
Can't you just be quiet for a while?
Lu Dan wanted to pass on his impatience to Wang Mengmeng, but unfortunately, he had cut off all contact with her.
That's fine.
Things that you can't get used to will slowly become habits.
As if to escape the chaotic thoughts that grew in the quiet, Lu Dan walked out of the house.
But the people on the street, the couples hugging each other, the people hurrying towards him, and even the trees on the side of the road can remind him of every place he passes by with Wang Mengmeng, and every word he says.
Lu Dan closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
Is there any way to completely forget a person?
Disassociate telepathy, and then, move away from ...... This may be the only answer that Lu Dan can think of......
Maybe it was from a distance, or maybe he wanted to say goodbye for the last time, Lu Dan unknowingly drove the car to the cemetery.
The cemetery where his parents were buried, with the fragrance of grass in the tranquility, Lu Dan walked towards the familiar location.
In the distance, he saw a familiar figure, and his heart sank.
It's Wang Mengmeng.
The sun shone on her body, and even if she was a hundred meters away, she could still feel the sadness emanating from her.
Lu Dan wanted to turn around and leave, but his body didn't listen to him at all, just stood there quietly, unable to move.
"Uncle Wei, Aunt Zhong, thank you for your blessing, let me find Wei Feng......" Wang Mengmeng's voice came from afar, her voice was trembling, like Lu Dan's mood at this moment.
"I don't blame him for blaming me at all, and I can understand his unforgiveness for me...... Actually, even I can't forgive myself, I ...... I was so stupid, so stupid that I didn't realize what he liked about me, and I didn't know that I was ...... I also fell in love with him......"
The word "like" is like a pebble thrown into Lu Dan's heart lake, causing ripples in circles.
The fluctuation in his heart was perceived by Wang Mengmeng, she stroked her heart, and subconsciously turned her head to look behind her.
Lu Dan, on the other hand, quickly dodged behind a tombstone.
The light in Wang Mengmeng's eyes dimmed.
It turns out that there will be illusions, too......
She sighed softly, a wry smile on her lips.