Chapter 79: Regret
After leaving, I was indeed in a state of great regret, if it was incumbent on me to stay by your side, maybe it would not be a problem to confess my sincerity and confess my troubles. You can also protect me like Superman and solve my problems. In the past few days since I left you, I regret it every day, let you see a completely different me, I want to say heartless words to my boyfriend like others, even if it's just a joke, you can be a attentive listener, sit next to me and listen to me slowly. Always hide your own mind, this should not be the right way to deal with it, and the ending of no choice is to swallow your anger, be silent, and not be able to issue any grievances, just because you don't want to trouble others for your own trivial things, although you and I are lovers, I don't want to disturb your mind because of my trivial things, I think this should not be. Will happy times really come to me? Will the desire to spend the rest of my life with you really come true? Will you see through the pain I have hidden one day? What kind of person am I to you that deserve to be appreciated by all? What kind of person am I worthy of your love? Once upon a time, the crowd buried me little by little, when will you find me unconsciously?
I can still see your figure when I close my eyes, no matter what posture you are, it is graceful and moving in my heart, I can still hear your voice when I block my ears, no matter what kind of tone, it is pleasant in my heart. The hope in my heart is so simple, I just want you to be by my side, why do you always decide to be caught off guard, make me sad, and make me fall? Is there only one way to go? That is to leave me to pursue the happiness you want, you who once loved deeply, the last love can't be proportional to my efforts? Will you be as sad as me? If you laughed, the day that should have been happy was the most painful day for me, the girl in my arms ran away and disappeared again, no matter how disappointed I was, I had to force myself to recover quickly and continue to look for you. Listening to Xiao Su, you easily came to the hospital that night, even if you ran out of breath to find my ward, but I can be sure that you are not far from me, just a hundred meters away from me, waiting for me to find you and take you home. It's a good thing, maybe it's a lucky thing, and I'm planning whether to stand behind you quietly and scare you, or go to great lengths to announce your identity in the circle for fans to help find you? I want to be able to hug you easily, like embracing the whole world with happiness, I don't ask for anything, I don't care about everything, I just want you, love you, and finding you is the most important thing for me.
I still miss you today, still in the hospital. The time of the day flies so fast, except for the constant hope that it is you who opens the door of the ward, it seems that there is only a sigh, the words spoken are different from what I thought, I regret that I am really too anxious, take care of everything about you, worry about your safety, for fear that you will be abducted by someone to buy me early, you are a child in my eyes, will not grow up, need to have my company, hide under my harbor and live happily, I see my deepening heart, grab my hand, don't let my heart go wrong, we can always look at each other and smile, face all kinds of challenges together, you will understand my earnest prayer heart。 Vivid memories keep coming to mind again and again, please continue to believe me, just call my name lightly, let my heart not dissipate again, maybe after concentrating, we can look at each other beautifully, and then slowly walk into each other again.
The phone rang again, it was Dean Xiao's call, Song Shiling stood around the corner and waited quietly for the arrival of the elevator, no one objected, no one blocked her, she was very relaxed, and she didn't feel any panic. She answered the phone directly without saying a word, and this time the dean called again for nothing else, but to ask her to come back to catch up for breakfast, and the dean made a hearty breakfast for herself. After a few simple words, she just hung up the phone, the elevator ding-dong, and she hurriedly walked in, just as the elevator was closed, she saw the ward not far away again, although it was not Wu Yu's room, for some reason, her heart began to throb, and her nose was sour and almost burst into tears.
People come and go, crowded streets, vehicles flow endlessly, and the cold wind blows, so that Song Shiling can't help but feel excited from head to toe, the weather is gradually cooling down, and the clothes she wears now are no longer in line with the current weather, because she was in a hurry when she came last night, and she ran out to find Shaoyang after wearing a shirt casually, fortunately, she was in good health, and she didn't catch a cold until now. Standing under the hospital building, there were also bosses on both sides of the street who were setting up stalls, selling all kinds of porridge, she did not relent, but walked straight forward, stopped a taxi, sat in without hesitation, and then left. Song Shiling knows her heart, if she hesitates, then she is bound to be sorry for Dean Xiao, since she has decided to stay in the nursing home, don't be reluctant, don't regret it, the road is her own choice, don't look back. Song Shiling choked up and squeezed out a "goodbye" and happily turned off her mobile phone.
At eight o'clock, Wu Yu's biological clock reminded the man to wake up on time, he hugged the heavy quilt, suddenly touched the ground up and down again with confirmation, quickly sat up, lifted the quilt and saw that Song Shiling was gone. He hurriedly picked up his mobile phone and looked at the time, it was not wrong when he usually woke up, how long did Song Shiling get up and disappear? Where would she go? Or was it a dream he had last night? There was no one around again, only the cry of the child made Wu Yu's ears hurt, and he was about to get out of bed to relieve his hands, the nurse just walked into the ward, he immediately grabbed the nurse's hand and hurriedly asked, "Nurse, have you seen my caretaker?"
The nurse was sorting out the infusion tube and replied softly, "I just saw him walking towards the hospital gate, maybe to buy breakfast for you." "
Wu Yu breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that Shiling had escaped again, as if he was dreaming, so after politely saying "thank you", he waited for Song Shiling to buy breakfast, quickly ate the food carefully prepared by the girl, and then infused.
However, after waiting and waiting, Song Shiling did not appear, but his assistant Xiao Su appeared. After a while, hearing the sound of the door opening, Wu Yu immediately sat up, like a happy child about to get a reward, his face was full of anticipation, but who knows, it was Xiao Su who carried the takeaway bowl, and immediately stood in front of the hospital bed, shaking the food in his hand to himself, and asked, "Eat?"
Wu Yu's face became ugly, and he took it angrily, but as everyone knows, his Shiling disappeared again without saying a word.
Pull up the small table in the corner and spread out the takeaway bowl, the food inside is fragrant. At first, Xiao Su looked at the medicine bag hanging high and still placed it intact on the shelf, and wondered why Wu Yu hadn't had an infusion yet, but then he saw the lip prints on the man's cheeks that he hadn't wiped, and he seemed to understand something.
"What about Shiling, have you seen her?" began to taste the light wontons, and Wu Yu did not forget to ask Song Shiling's location.
Should we be surprised? The man looked as if he was very anxious, like a male lion waiting to hunt for food. Xiao Su directly and obediently confessed: "She went to buy porridge for you, and she will come back later." "
"Why did she buy porridge for me?" Wu Yu remembered that he hadn't told Song Shiling what he wanted to eat, right? Since he woke up last night and saw the girl's appearance, he was reluctant to arrange the drudgery for her, and Xiao Su would do it, so why did she listen to Xiao Su inexplicably?
The man's eyes were cold, and he looked at Xiao Su sitting opposite him very coldly, "Who asked you to give her an order? Shouldn't you be the one who wants to go? How do you let the girl go out early in the morning?"
Hearing this, Xiao Su couldn't believe his ears, there was indeed no auditory hallucination, Wu Yu was blaming him, and his tone was full of anger, it was just the importance of the occasion, he didn't want to be angry and lead the passing patients to watch, if someone unintentionally secretly took a photo and posted it on the Internet, the persona set by the company for the man would be in vain.
Xiao Su swallowed a mouthful of wontons, and replied very casually, without suspicion, "It's not my order, it's you, didn't you tell her last night that you want to drink porridge? He believed Song Shiling's words, because the girl's face and expression at that time were very serious, and it didn't seem like she was telling a lie at all, if she really lied to him, then what else could he do, she could only help Shiling continue to wipe her ass and appease Wu Yu's anger.
The man didn't reply anymore, just buried his head quietly, and was silent for a long time, then continue to wait, maybe he was really burned and confused, so he said nonsense to Shiling, he didn't like to drink porridge since he was a child, and he always felt that porridge was very difficult to drink, no matter how much his mother threatened and oppressed, he swore to die, and the family couldn't do anything about him, why did he instantly double standard in front of his daughter-in-law? Maybe it's really because Song Shiling gradually likes to drink porridge, right? After all, the last time I saw her drinking porridge, she had a satisfied look on her face, which was very cute, and now I still can't get enough of it.
Unfortunately, it was a mistake. Half an hour passed, an hour passed quickly, he never saw Song Shiling's arrival, Xiao Su kept tapping on the notebook to hide his nervousness, and from time to time he looked up and peeked at Wu Yu, to see what the little ancestor was doing, to see if he was staring at him, with an angry face? Fortunately, the man has not urged himself yet, otherwise the language that has not yet been organized is destined to be fragmented as soon as it is spoken, which will make Wu Yu, who is super observant, feel that he is prevaricating something, or playing something with himself.