Thinking of the fading yesterday again, it seems that everything is still dangling in front of me, which is very real. Your every move seems to be still in the ward, so I feel as if there is still your breath, in the light you are close to me, like an angel descending from the sky has become my gospel, only you understand my sadness, but also let me understand that you are the same, everything you are experiencing now is just to get through the disaster. You are very sensible and don't want me to get into troubled waters, but I'm not afraid of what the future will be, I just want to be with you and stay by your side quietly, no matter what. At this moment, it seems that I can never return to the precious and unforgettable time, but I don't care about these rights and wrongs at all, I regard you as a close person, my love, I don't want you to bear it alone if there is a little grievance, please continue to stay for me, those lonely and long days, you and I have never been happy, always fantasizing that your breath can blow quietly, for you who are close to me step by step, always try to hide your sadness, showing the most gratifying smile, and always reading sentences that others can't hear——" You're back." I don't want to be a paranoid person over and over again, but everything you have implemented in my heart makes me unable to rebound, and I have been beaten by you, and I can't say anything, please always be by my side.

I couldn't fall asleep yesterday, always tossing and turning in the hospital bed, in the cold room where the lights were voluntarily turned off, although I had my own dedicated caregiver, I was never taken care of by you. I don't dare to think about anything anymore, savor it slowly, I just want to lie down without energy and without energy, looking at the whitewashed ceiling, I can't believe it, you are leaving, your beautiful face is always presented in front of you, swaying and yogurting makes my heart ache again, and the bad memories of everything that was wonderful in the past have come to naught.

The winter sun did not spill into the room I was in, as if no one wanted to comfort me who was lonely, I was so miserable that I couldn't sleep, I couldn't turn my head back to look, you just let go away, and never reluctantly stopped to look back at me who was still standing in the same place.

I don't know where I am, and in the road that I walked in a daze, I was confused and divergent. Even if I am the only one who is going straight now, then I will still be the same, I will not forget you, I have been looking for you on the journey, and I am constantly chasing you, and so are the stars that are gradually disappearing, and so is this lonely and dark and gloomy road, because of you, I want to continue to believe that this is the place where you must go.

Maybe there will be a different tomorrow waiting for us to meet, let the sad story turn the page, indulging in sadness will not make people know how to advance, only the attitude is optimistic, and the bitter water is also known to share, then half of the half can be slowly digested in the stomach soon. I believe that at the end of a tiring day, you will stand at the top to greet my slow walk, and on that distant road, you will appear like a miracle, making me bloom my hard-won smile again, and let me run to you with strength and hug you.

Don't choose to kneel in the face of misfortune, that will make others think that you are very incompetent, everything will have a faint and very inconspicuous place to maneuver, and the tears that have been held back for a long time, then stop taking care of all the joyful drenching!

Isn't there a time like this? When I miss it so much, I almost go crazy, I want to run to you right away, I speed up my feet, I can't wait, I can't forget that gentle face. If there is a place that needs to be guarded, find me, at least I will comfort you, can help you think of a solution, no matter where you want to call me, no matter how bad the environment is, no matter how many dangers and delusions want to stop me, I will definitely arrive at your place on time, I will be used by you in time, all I can invest, just because it is you, I am willing to do this, after all, it is my rare and precious love, extremely cherished love.

A period of time has passed, and after all, I haven't seen Song Shiling's shadow, even if the passers-by who are extremely similar to her have never gotten a good result.

Finally, I couldn't help it, and finally put down the mobile phone I was holding, and looked at Xiao Su half-tilted, his eyes turned from cold to hot, and he couldn't take his eyes off it, so that Xiao Su inadvertently raised his eyes and looked at each other too late to dodge the pursuit of his gaze.

"Why hasn't she come yet?, where did you buy your porridge?" Wu Yu asked, and his tone was full of worry, and he began to have a bad premonition, some of which made him uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

The rest of the wontons haven't been eaten yet, still lying quietly in the takeaway bowl, Xiao Su sat on the sofa and didn't know what to do, feeling a little overwhelmed, and didn't dare to look directly into the man's eyes, although he was telling the truth, but Song Shiling hadn't appeared for almost an hour and a half, according to this time, it was really wrong, the girl's behavior was very abnormal. He hurriedly picked up the takeaway bowl on the table again, pinched the small spoon again and stuffed the remaining hot wontons into his mouth, and continued to eat, he pretended to concentrate on eating, eating and eating, from time to time the corner of his eye would always glance at the door and look out of the door, and he had no time to take care of his little ancestor.

"Oh, don't worry! I said she'd come back, and she would. You prepare for the infusion, take care of your body quickly, Shiling said that she will go back to work tomorrow. "

Shi Ling said that she wanted to come back to work? This sentence has been constantly denied and affirmed in Wu Yu's brain, and the final result made him more sure that Shi Ling was not lying, and his emotions gradually became overjoyed, as if Xiao Su's words gave him hope, let him relax again, and quietly wait for Song Shiling to come back to take care of himself.

No one knows that things will happen suddenly, no one will understand, and no one will predict who will be able to help them as a prophet. Lying on the hospital bed with fluids, staring at the hanging bottle, his eyes are shifting back and forth from time to time, and even counting the number of times the liquid ticks when he is bored, trying to feel at ease, but also killing the time when he has nothing to say, the man didn't want to say anything to Xiao Su, and went around and around except for work, except for the itinerary, it seems that there is nothing to talk about, and it is still the last party event His face made the director very unhappy, and he threatened Xiao Su with wild words to edit off his own weight, in fact, Wu Yu was not afraid, although the director's expression was true, even if the director wanted to do what he said, he didn't care, at most he breached the contract for the sake of a woman, at most, he was arrested by the chairman and severely criticized in the company's conference room, at most, he quit the entertainment industry and became an ordinary person, nothing is more valuable than Song Shiling's return, and the plot of fame and fortune is no longer suitable for him.

But the waiting time is too long, and it is impossible to travel all over the southeast and northwest to buy porridge. Now that he knew the address to buy porridge, which was not far from the hospital, Wu Yu's heart began to slowly change from expectation to more suspicious, "Is she going to buy porridge or what is she going to do?"

Things are not as simple as they thought, even Xiao Su, who thought it would be fine, began to suspect that the journey of only ten minutes was ground into two hours by Song Shiling, could it be that buying porridge is fake, and leaving is true? Xiao Su began to feel that Song Shiling was fooling himself, so he hurriedly took out his mobile phone and pressed the girl's number, sure enough, he did not expect a deviation, Song Shiling turned off the phone, and really ran away again.

Because he still felt that he was right, Xiao Su also deliberately pressed the speakerphone when calling Song Shiling's phone, but the cold robot female voice prompt appeared in his and Wu Yu's ears, which made him panic instantly, helpless, and made Wu Yu's face gloomy all of a sudden.

The man was so angry that he pointed at Xiao Su and roared, "Look at the good things you did! Why didn't you follow Shiling in the first place!"

Xiao Su was stupid for two minutes, and he couldn't say anything for a while, the good and bad results had been described thousands of times in his heart, and even he had thought about the countermeasures several times, but in the end, he still couldn't accept Song Shiling's deception soon. He glanced at Wu Yu's angry appearance, his lips moved, and finally left only a "I'm sorry", and then bowed his head and blamed himself.

No matter how much he said, it would be useless, Wu Yu blamed himself more and more why he had to believe what Xiao Su said, everything the assistant said was completely Shiling's elaboration, he should have noticed it earlier, maybe he was still wearing a hospital gown, he also had to pull Song Shiling out of the car, pick her up, and lock her up.

Without hesitation, Wu Yu decisively tore off the needle that was stuck on the back of his hand, because he immediately got up and walked out of the ward, and the blood kept dripping down the back of his hanging hand to the ground.

The speed of walking is constantly slowing down, Xiao Su was first shocked and surprised by Wu Yu's actions, and then hurried to chase the man who started to trot, Xiao Ancestor is afraid that he is crazy, what is the use of going out to the hospital to find Song Shiling now, maybe Shi Yang, who was already sitting on it at six o'clock in the morning, left. He kept calling Wu Yu's name behind his back, but the man seemed to be under the spell, only caring about the light of the gate and the fresh air, regardless of how eager Xiao Su was behind him.

Standing outside the hospital gate, the flow of people began to slowly increase due to the relationship of time, some in a hurry, some slowly, but still did not escape Wu Yu's eyes, he has been searching for a familiar figure, no matter how crowded the crowd begins, he has always believed that he will find an understanding. He pressed his aching chest, which seemed to have been secretly dug by Song Shiling overnight, and the cold wind blew mercilessly and poured into the hole, making the man shiver all over his body until he shivered.

Looking back and forth, in a trance, he seemed to see Song Shiling again, only five meters away from him, walking at the end of the crowd, with her head down, holding the back of the lady who was sending a message on her mobile phone, kicking the small stone under her feet, as if she was hesitating, and seemed to be unwilling to stand in place and wanted to move forward quickly, Wu Yu felt a sudden "buzzing" sound in his brain, without saying a word, he thought that it was Song Shiling, and rushed forward without hesitation, grabbing the stranger's wrist hard, and his tone was a little angry, "Why are you leaving?"

As soon as the lady turned around, she was completely frightened by Wu Yu's actions, and when she looked at him, she looked confused, "Who are you?"