Chapter 82: An Uninvited Guest
I couldn't sleep at night, but I still loved the girl named Song Shiling. She can read my mind, and she knows my thoughts, so I have always hoped, always prayed in my heart, that I can not let the girl away from me when I am with her, but it backfired, the sky was not beautiful, my tears were almost about to escape from the pull of my eyes, I was still waiting for her, in the same place, still waiting quietly.
The road ahead is destined to be dark without your lighting, the road ahead is destined to be hazy without you as a compass, and the clarity of the road has reached a low value, just like winter goes to spring, the ups and downs of the heart still haven't gotten your news so as to give yourself a reasonable explanation in your heart, the starlight scattered teardrops suddenly evaporated in the air, but I didn't give a reassuring sustenance for my sad feelings, thinking about her, how many days Song Shiling was absent today, I have already lost count and my thoughts have been confused, in short, I have been missing her.
Why do you hesitate in your mind, and why is it not me who makes the final decision? Even if relatives are often the first thing we put in our hearts, but I don't want you to bear everything alone, you are also a victim, experience different pain from ordinary people, you long for companionship and desire to be understood, I am confident that I want to say to you and want to affirm myself, I am worthy of your life, although no one in this world can understand what true empathy is, but I am willing to try to think from your point of view, I am very sure that I can take you through this catastrophe, why can't you say anything? Even if you give me a hint, I can imagine multiple scenarios if I am willing to fantasize, and I am willing to constantly try to solve problems for you.
The coat I often wear, the old colors, the bus you and I often sit on, and the streets or alleys that we walk hand in hand, all kinds of memories come flooding up, which makes my heart break instantly, all of this is about your memories There are no other outsiders, just because my world is only created for you, I just want you to stay for me for the rest of my life. Before I knew it, night fell again, the world closed my eyes quietly, I lay alone in bed and stared at the ceiling in a daze, my brain thought of you, believing that this was destined to be a sleepless night, I seemed to be an island, once a girl came here to build our own garden, and then in the process she was baptized by strong winds and rain, that girl could no longer suffer the harm of the disaster to herself, she ran away again, disappeared without a trace, and I could only speak in a mute language that was difficult to speak, and the change of weather to show the pain of losing my beloved.
I am in a lonely empty room, confessing my sorrow alone tonight, I love you, I will always love you, please don't stay away from me after finding you again, the cold night of missing you must be another hypocritical dream that I think I have.
The starlight reflected on the clouds was clouded by the night, and the sound of raindrops on the windowsill always seemed so noisy to my ears at this moment, as if there were many people talking in my ears, and there was no leisure time for me to rest. The cool memory is like the sound of rain that keeps dripping, dripping into my heart, not infiltrating the chapped heart, but still staying in the heart and refusing to leave, immersed in the thoughts, do I have the ability to turn back time? Back when you were determined to leave, I stopped listening to your lies and stayed by your side, not buying you West Street baked cakes, sitting silently in front of the hospital bed peeling apples for you, even if you would be upset by my clinginess, and feel unwilling to see me because of the messing up of your plans, as long as you don't sneak out of the hospital, as long as you are firmly fixed by my side and are not allowed to go anywhere, maybe nothing will happen in the future or even now. If this is the only chance, or the last chance, to spend with you, let us go back to that time, embrace you in our arms, comfort you, and be willing to go hand in hand with you, and I don't care if there are any big storms in the future.
Taking a deep breath, I also began to unconsciously think about how to spend tomorrow, the days without you are really tormenting, except for work, except for going home, as if like a robot will only run in a fixed program, no surprises and no accidents have befallen me since now. I feel like I'm using my brain too much and suddenly my eyes are dark, I'm a little out of the way now, more and more out of the track of reason, it seems to be running in a dazed direction, I really want to have a good mood for a day out of work, but it doesn't seem realistic, except for Xiao Su by my side to laugh with me, and with your presence I can show the most real smile.
When I'm depressed, maybe doing what I want can bring me an unusual feeling, maybe I will slowly adapt to my life without you, learn to be busy with what I should do and can't get out, maybe I'll laugh heartily and smile a little better than hypocrisy without you in the past. I don't want to have useless in-depth thoughts, that will only make me feel more and more hopeless, I hope that everything can be stable and there will be no more turmoil, I hope I can regain my strength and continue to look for your figure again, get rid of worry, now is the right time, let our love continue, while you haven't let go, I always choose to firmly believe that you will not be willing to let go of me, let me go, the promise is still stored in each other's brains, unwilling to be ruthless, and unwilling to erase it.
The sound of the vase breaking attracted patients from other wards to watch, and they didn't know what was going on, but after everyone saw Wu Yu's gritted teeth and the head nurse who was red with shame and at a loss for what to do, they began to pestle at the door of Wu Yu's ward and refused to leave, whispering left and right.
On the one hand, the team thinks that the man is ignorant, and he smashes and scolds indiscriminately without taking into account the self-esteem of the head nurse, obviously showing off his noble identity, but on the other hand, the team thinks that it is the attitude of the head nurse. Half to half, after all, I didn't figure out who was right or wrong, of course, only the parties would know the ins and outs of the matter, for the patients at the door, it was just a group of gossip ordinary people, who liked to gather to watch the excitement.
The broken voice was full of penetration, and Xiao Su, who was not far from the ward, hurriedly hung up the phone after hearing it and hurriedly walked towards the ward. Along the way, the speed and frequency of his feet continued to increase, and he kept complaining about Wu Yu in his heart and brain, the little ancestor was really a worry-free baby, not long after he left him, another wave of wind and waves was welcoming him, waiting for Xiao Su to solve it quickly.
Xiao Su happened to be standing at the door, and when he pushed the door open and entered, the head nurse who was so sad that he couldn't hold back his tears quickly rushed out, so frightened that he quickly retreated to the door, turned sideways to let the lady leave first, and then looked into the ward, Wu Yu was sitting on the hospital bed on a drip, and the eyes of the little ancestor just floated in the distance outside the window, not caring about Xiao Su, who was so frightened that he was almost out of his soul at the near door, how worried about Wu Yu's emotional problems at the moment. The bouquets sent by friends and colleagues from the company were knocked to the ground by the little ancestor, and the fragments of the glass vase were scattered in all corners, as if the stars were falling from the sky, and they were very merciful to Wu Yu.
Xiao Su was really helpless, so he could only slowly lean down to carefully pick up large pieces of glass slag, the window of the ward was greatly opened by Wu Yu, and the cold and biting wind kept blowing towards the cheeks of the two, making them feel some pain in their faces, endlessly, and suddenly, they all felt cold.
"Why do you think you want to? No matter how angry you are, don't lose your temper with others. Xiao Su put the fallen bouquet back in its rightful place, and taught earnestly, he didn't expect Wu Yu to respond to him at all, and it was too noisy silence in this situation.
Wu Yu's Adam's apple rolled up and down for a short while, "I know." "
Xiao Su got up, glanced at the man, threw all the glass slags in his hands into the trash, and then sat next to Wu Yu, I don't know what to say, no matter how much Chicken Soup for the Soul says Wu Yu doesn't understand, but the lack of reason can easily affect a person's judgment, and the current little ancestor is like this.
At this time, Xiao Su remembered something, and immediately told Wu Yu that he wanted the man to be mentally prepared, because his partner Shi Wan had already finished filming the show, and was on his way over, saying that he wanted to visit him.
Wu Yu was completely energetic after hearing this, and it was anger that was still dominating his every move, "What is she doing here?"
The sound of high heels got closer and closer, and finally stopped outside his hospital room, Wu Yu's words just fell, and the knock on the door sounded instantly, and at this time, a tall woman walked in, except for Shi Wan.
"Brother Su, hello. Wu Yu, long time no see. The dark eyes looked into the room, looked around for a while, and finally stopped at Wu Yu. Her heart began to beat wildly, and finally in order to let the director catch up with the schedule, she was filming day and night, and she hadn't had a good rest for a long time, Shi Wan really hoped that Wu Yu could see her bad face and care a little about her as an artist.
Xiao Su also smiled and nodded to Shi Wan, and when she saw the pale face of the woman who was slowly approaching, she couldn't help but ask worriedly, "What's wrong with you?"
Full of expectations that Wu Yu would find out, but it turned out to be the man's agent, Shi Wan looked at Xiao Su sadly for a while, as Xiao Qiang who couldn't be killed, it seemed that he could only make the next plan, and if he couldn't do it silently, he would have a sound.
Shi Wan looked pityful, "Hey, I've been filming the director's variety show all day long, and I have to give up the time to sleep in order to finish it quickly, you see, my dark circles are out again." "