Chapter 83: Obsession
The only reason to live, at present, it seems that it is only because of you, you are my unique existence, I must stick to the goal, the plan is so clear, just because every sentence of you is my hope to live. Your figure is getting farther and farther away from me, as if it can no longer be reached, as if it is far away in the sky, and the heart is no longer on my side, it has been ruthlessly closed without wish, as if it is going back to the student days, like a fairy who does not eat fireworks in the world, only knows how to enclose himself in a small space, wraps his hands tightly around his legs, hides in the corner and looks around in panic.
There are only a few memories left, which are about to disappear, and the disappointment in you has been wiped away in my heart little by little with the washing away of time, at least now my feelings for you are still serious and persistent, and my love for you will not change.
Will there be an end to the road that you have been groping around now? Will you stand there waiting for me at the end of the road? I expressed great curiosity, and I didn't want to give up because the road is getting more and more dangerous, and my intuition is clearly telling me to persevere, knowing that if I keep going, Song Shiling, you will appear, and enthusiastically grab my hands, lead the way for me, and walk side by side for me to overcome all difficulties, I love you really more and more, but unfortunately I am the only one left on the road now, and the only thing left is waiting and the wound that you ruthlessly caused. When the extra wounds are slowly scabbed, what is left for me before I know it is the long and deep wound of longing, how are you doing? I can't forget the day you ran away, like a constant loop in front of my eyes, so that my heart can not bear the anger of your sadness and little silk, if I follow the petals scattered in the sky, if I can see you in the direction they fly, I will tell you all, I miss you very much, miss you, and I can't forget you, love you.
Every time you look at me, it is enough to take everything I have, and your eyes reflect my face, and at that moment, your face goes from initial surprise to surprise and hard-won. Every time, I will continue to search in my dreams as if I lived in real life, just to find you as soon as possible, so that you don't have to suffer undue mistakes, and you can't keep punishing yourself for other people's unintentional actions, you don't exist for them, and life, think about it, I finally have the courage to say a long story to you, I want you to understand everything, not all close people don't love you, at least you still have me by your side, even if I can't quickly perceive your uneasiness or sadness at first, I will try to correct it, as long as you are willing to come back, An An is enough to stay by my side。 You have become my romance, become my dream, for me now, you have become the future, you are the only one in the life plan, you are unique in the world, you are the only one, as my sweetheart, the invincible and cute limited edition is fortunately grabbed by me, you will always be my dazzling light.
You are like the wind of love slowly blowing towards me, and it carefully penetrates into my heart, and when you smile at me, you turn away, no matter how hoarse I call out to you, you ignore it, and calmly face what you have been through. Spring, summer, autumn and winter all the time I have always loved you, I would like to be the nectar from heaven to nourish your dry heart, I want to habitually surround you, quietly watch your joys, sorrows and sorrows, so that I can know your emotions in time, but also let me help you when I see that you are safe and sound, in my scarred, narrow heart always contains you, no matter how sharp the foreign knives and guns are, I will do my best to protect you, only you, I want to protect you all the time.
Somehow, today there is a deep layer of this heart that misses you, and I don't want to stop calling you for a moment, as if you will come to me after a certain number of calls, as if my hope will eventually come true, let me wipe the tears of sadness you shed, just stay by my side and rely on me, during this time away, I have exercised strong enough for you, I want to make this world wonderful, let everything return to the other side of happiness, I feel that one day, I will feel very different from you, the days of crying and laughing together are very beautiful, at least let me still stay by your side or behind youLet me see your figure, know your whereabouts, feel comfortable and comfortable, let us create again, continue to walk on the road to see each other, meet again beautifully, meet again with similar interests, and finally love each other passionately unforgettable.
I am willing to follow you to the ends of the earth, I have stood in the place where we first met and waited for you to come, I want to run forward with you, and bring your burning dreams to let me realize them for you. No matter whether the future is good or bad, no matter how it greets us, as long as two people are together, even if the stormy waves destroy the road, or if a fierce beast strikes from behind, nothing is surprising, everything is viewed with a normal Buddhist attitude.
Let's decide the destination freely, if we can break through the level, I am willing to take you to watch the snow-capped snow that covers the city's past prosperity and vitality, enjoy the warm sea in the summer hot water, break into the vast desert, enter the small villages full of ethnic characteristics in various places, take a few days of rest, enjoy the mountain scenery, then the happiness will continue to overflow, do not think too much about the result, just focus on the moment, the fiery emotions will emanate from the inside out, you will know that everything I do is to distract your paranoid attention and change the mood of your sad face。 I think we meet again, when the two parallel lines coincide again, forever and ever, I sing for you alone, I think I will continue to reap the happiness we deserve, and we will never be separated again.
She pointed to the dark circles under her eyes, Xiao Su subconsciously leaned closer to take a look, and finally could only comfort the woman to pay attention to rest. has followed Wu Yu for so many years, he has never stayed up late with a man to work overtime, he is always on time, not more than early in the morning, he has asked Wu Yu if he will offend many producers or investors by doing this, Wu Yu fearlessly told himself that if he didn't have enough energy, everything he photographed would be waste, and now in retrospect, it is not unreasonable, the body will definitely be unbearable when he is so tired of work, Wu Yu will not be comfortable, not to mention that Shi Wan, as a female artist, naturally can't resist it.
In addition to the agent's response, Wu Yu, who was sitting on the hospital bed, just looked at Shi Wan and didn't say anything, she thought that this plan would work, and planned to continue to sell miserably, but unexpectedly, when she pretended to be pitiful, Wu Yu was obviously impatient, "This is my ward, I want to make trouble! Don't disturb my purity." "
Presumably the illness has improved a lot, and men are still poisonous when they see everyone when they become the same, but Shi Wan thinks that Wu Yu is only so special to herself, but she never thought that Tie Han also has a tender side, and women are destined not to get his care in this life.
The words have been spoken, Shi Wan chose to shut up obediently, and still carried the fruit basket to visit Wu Yu in her hand, when she came, she specially selected fruits at the nearby fruit stall and matched them together, standing in the same place for a while, Shi Wan decided to walk bravely in front of Wu Yu, put the fruit basket on the cabinet, and took the initiative to shake hands with Wu Yu, but her hand just stretched out in front of the man.
"Get out. His tone was cold, as if he had stabbed the woman's whole body with sharp thorns.
Shi Wan looked at Xiao Su on the side in a panic, and Xiao Su was naturally stunned, neither of them expected Wu Yu to do this, she thought that she would have the opportunity to continue to get close to the man, but the reversal of things came unexpectedly, which made her stunned for a moment, he also thought that Shi Wan could finally get a little closer to the little ancestor, but Wu Yu was still an iron wall, no matter how Shi Wan turned into a hammer or a powerful and invincible tool, he could not break the defense, and it was difficult to enter his heart.
"Get out!" The man repeated simply, Wu Yu forced the anger that surged in his heart back, facing the woman, no more than other men, all of them were glass hearts, and the head nurse just now included Shi Wan now.
There seemed to be too much disappointment and distress suppressed in the voice, and it was about to explode. The alarm in Shi Wan's brain suddenly sounded, and her consciousness was telling her that Wu Yu was going to go crazy soon.
Instinctively took a few steps back, Shi Wan almost trotted out, she should have been frightened, and her hand also lost strength, and there was a loud bang with the action of closing the door.
After the loud noise, there was only silence in the ward, Xiao Su leaned on the sofa weakly and sighed softly to understand Wu Yu's decision, Wu Yu was too lazy to care about what consequences he would face in the future, so he felt sleepy, moved his body, and fell asleep.
It's not that it's impossible, it's heavy on my heart, if I don't miss Wu Shaoyang, it's completely Song Shiling's duplicity, no matter how arrogant she is, she can't win him after all, her body is upright, and her behavior can completely verify whether she is thinking about Wu Shaoyang. If she stays away, her heart will become very anxious, before she meets him, she is very sure that her heart is still very normal, but when she says goodbye, she can't continue to pay attention to the things in her hands now, deliberately ignoring it but becoming more and more intense so that she can't extricate herself, over time, she is very sure that she can't leave him after all, as long as she silently shouts Wu Shaoyang's name in her mouth and heart, her inexplicable heartbeat, the inexplicable heartbeat makes her unable to adapt, she doesn't want to admit it and has to accept the facts, Song Shiling no longer escapes.
If there is still room for maneuver, she will definitely muster up the courage to confess everything to Shaoyang, and tell him that at the same time, compared with her grandmother's body, she does have some more than enough heart and strength, and she can't spare the place left for him in her heart, she wants to let him come back and sit down well-behaved, she wants to say sorry to the man again, and tell the reason why she can't cross the hurdle, even if she is doing well, but the unstoppable thoughts in her mind are restricting her actions, Song Shiling didn't dare to show it and was noticed by Dean Xiao, worried that she would be caught and taught a lesson, after all, the consequence of choosing to leave is like this, even if you are tired, you have to continue to do it。