Chapter 28: Borrow Your Warm Pulse
Lu Nansheng shifted his gaze to the cake. The cake is not large, not very elaborate, topped with a layer of dark chocolate cream and sandwiched with a strawberry in the middle. Put it in a transparent lunch box and cover it in a plastic bag.
She handed him the lunch box and shoved the fork into his hand. Slightly averted his gaze and subconsciously lowered his head. said "I made the cake, it's not as good as those Michelin chefs, you can choose to throw it away......",
Her hands were entwined, rubbing back and forth. Gu Beihuai opened the lid of the lunch box and put it on the corner of the table, "Of course it can't be compared...... It's kind of ugly......" he said, examining the cake, a faint glint of joy between his brows.
Even with his head down, the little eyes deliberately glanced in his direction. casually replied, "That's good...... Just throw it away...... I'll find you a trash can......" said with a gesture and walked towards the trash can...
He suddenly hugged her from behind, and put one arm across her shoulder. The other arm was wrapped around her waist. His head rested on her neck, and he said lazily, "But I...... So like...... Why do you remember?" ,
At that moment's touch, her whole person could lean on his chest, feel his heartbeat, and calm herself. She pursed her lips unconsciously, slowly closed her eyes, and when she closed her eyes, she thought that time stood still.
At least one more embrace, a beloved holding his beloved girl, she thought extravagantly. When he opened his eyes, he was still holding her, even hugging her, but the person in front of him lived in someone else's heart.
Why do you remember? Because I love you so much, I love you very much. The corners of her mouth twitched slightly, "Because I have to pay it back...... Under...... Your birthday present ......" halfway through the words,
He took the second half of the sentence and asked, "But you owe more than a birthday cake ......", he was waiting for her answer, and he was also waiting for a decision of his own.
She bit her lip and swallowed deeply. "You're just going to be me...... Never appeared...... Forget me...... Don't approach the ...... for any reason in the future. I ......"
His arm let go of her, and she was obviously much lighter all of a sudden, but she didn't dare to look back...
"You're really ruthless enough......" A fluttering sentence came from behind him, and the people behind him even made their footsteps a little heavier.
"I know I owe you a lot, I'll pay ......it back slowly," she said, a few steps away from the person behind her. If one of the three had to quit, she wanted that person to be herself, because she ...... It was ...... from the beginning Third!
"Can you pay it back?" shouted the man behind her, yes, how could it be enough? If she could, she would like to spend the rest of her life paying it back, all he was waiting for was her departure......
The next day, she received news from the hospital that her father had been forcibly transferred to the hospital, and it was Ling Yize's doing!
"You will be a good daughter, I will wait for you to ......" After listening to the first half of the sentence, she pressed the hang up button,
Ling Yize! Ling Yize! Do you have to ruin me like this? He grabbed her weakness, and he wanted to take revenge on her! He must have wished that she had begged him to go over now, and the finger bones of her fingers holding the mobile phone turned white.
As soon as she hung up the phone, someone called her to urge her. She hated herself so much at the moment, why she couldn't protect her family, why did she fall in love with such a bastard at that time?
Her mind was full of Gu Beihuai's words flickering: Gu Beihuai, Gu Beihuai, he will definitely save her, her fingers dialed the phone uncontrollably, and she exhaled heavily.
Gu Beihuai was in a meeting, his eyes fell on the call, his fingers slid to the answering place, he thought of something, and thanked the phone......
After a long time, the phone was hung up. Once, twice, three times...... It's turned off, and the teardrops are dripping hotly on the phone screen getting bigger and bigger, "Powered off......"
She dialed Ling Yize's phone again, and the person opposite seemed to be waiting for her to take the bait, and she pinched the phone fiercely. Pretended to be calm and said, "Is it humiliation?" and waited for .......
She was forced every time, if she could, she wanted to kill Ling Yize with her own hands. On the way to Ling's house, she was ready to accept everything again, closed her eyes in despair, and leaned on the back seat.
Sure enough, Ling Yize had been waiting for her in the study for a long time, and was even a little impatient. When she pushed the door open, his whole personality was overjoyed, as if he had been missing for half a century, and he was thinking about the person in front of him.
Ling Yize immediately got up and hugged her eagerly, locking her body coldly and suffocatingly, and her every breath was also locked. She chose to close her eyes in despair...... and let the tears slip from the corners of his eyes......
All a wolf can do is lick its own wounds and then swallow its prey. Ten minutes later, she got dressed with a blank face, tucked her slightly messy hair behind her ears, and walked away numbly, not knowing what the person behind her was saying......
Just a smooth face began to be covered with blood, dents, and bruises.
But Ling Yize stayed to the side neatly, quietly watching everything, and watching her leave detachedly and calmly......
As soon as she took a few steps, her hair was pulled by someone, her whole head and body leaned back, Han Shishi was like a shrew, her nails slid across every part of her face, and there were deep and shallow bright red blood marks,
"I'm calling you shameless...... Later...... Who would dare to ask you to ......"
And from this moment on, her heart was already bloody......
In the silent night, I always think of this song by Zhang Shaohan......
Me and you, like hands and sign language......
It's like a stubborn kite, against the light, against the rain
The world is vast and vast, lend me a small corner...... Lend me light and fire......
Lend me a song, ask about the cold river, borrow a wave, lend me a warm pulse, even if it is a desolate swamp......
Lend me both hands to hold ......
After everything happened, Lu Nansheng walked home, she wanted to wash herself thoroughly, and then ...... Then, her tears became even fiercer.
The phone rang in succession, and she opened it to look at the messages sent on it. Ling Yize sent: I am very satisfied today, we will come to Japan for a long ......time," she gritted her teeth and threw her phone into the trash
Why do you have to ...... Destroy me?Why ......? She asked herself over and over again, looking at the hideous face in the mirror, and then covering her face with her hands and facing away from the mirror. Afraid of being seen by yourself, afraid of being seen by others.
When Gu Beihuai arrived, the TV in the villa was very loud, and the mobile phone played energetic music. Hearing the sound of water in the bathroom, he picked up his hand from the trash can and saw the text message.
He walked to the bathroom step by step, pushing the door open. The hot water poured down from her head, and she desperately rubbed her already red skin, and tears seeped into the water that washed down. Due to the long time, her whole skin is also red and swollen.
The water in the bath was still bubbling out, and she moved sluggishly. His soaked hair clung to his head, and his lips were slightly open from cold purple. The moisture hit the mirror and blurred it, and she clasped her hands tightly on her knees, the water from the sprinklers still spraying out.
Gu Beihuai slowly bypassed her side, turned off the sprinkler, threw it aside, took the bathrobe and wrapped her whole person, and hugged her horizontally on the bed. lifted the quilt and covered her body, and stroked her forehead with trembling fingers, "Rest well, wait for me to come back......",
She was like an inflatable doll, quietly at the mercy of others, her eyes open and stubbornly refused to close, and his tears welled up from his heart, wetting his eyes.
As he spoke, he called his family doctor, "Leon, come to my house......
He was still a step too late, if he could have listened to her at the time, if he could have turned off the phone without his own will?
His muscles exploded at the moment, his brain swelled with anger, his eyes were red, and he couldn't even say a word. He kicked away the chair that was in front of him, and with a "squeak" sound, he stepped to the door in a few steps and kicked it open.
She panicked, lifted the quilt and staggered behind him, she hugged his waist from behind, and he pulled it away without hesitation. "Let go...... Let go of ......" he pulled out a few words with difficulty, his eyes shining with tears, mixed with a thick sense of ruthlessness.
She wrapped her arms around his waist again, her head pressed against his back, her head leaning against him and sobbing and crying, "I've been been... I can't escape...... Every time it's ...... "After being humiliated continuously, suffering another humiliation, there is no end to it...
He hid his choked throat and pressed it in his heart, "Good, wait for me here, I'll give you an explanation......" said extremely gentle words, gently pulling her hand away.
"Don't go...... Stay with me here...... I'm scared...... I'm afraid of you after you leave...... I'm ...... alone," she twitched, burying her head in his back. After crying for a long time, he stiffly turned around and hugged her, silently tugging at his every nerve.
After the doctor left, he carefully took a hair dryer and blew her hair, strand by strand. She just hugged him like that, her red and swollen eyes oozing a small stream of tears.
"I'm sorry ......", a fluttering sentence came from the top of his head, and he turned off the hair dryer and put it aside. She pulled her head out of his arms and looked at him, "I've made myself so dirty again......" He gently put his hand on her tiny head.