How can I escape?

In countless gray nights,

I silently pray for the dawn......

No matter how much I pray,

I can't wait for dawn......

When will it dawn......

Sister-in-law Li took breakfast and didn't eat it, so Sister-in-law Li sighed at the people inside and brought out the food again. bumped into Gu Beihuai and went downstairs, "Does she still not eat?" he said, looking at the intact food on the plate,

took the plate, glanced at Sister-in-law Li, "I'll come......" to her room, pushed open the door, and put the food plate on the table. She was still the same as before, lying with her back to him, her messy quilt ripped to the corner.

He walked up to her in a few steps and stopped his words of concern, for he didn't know where to start or what to say. He restrained the outstretched hand that lifted her quilt, and he knew better than anyone that the last thing she wanted to see was him Gu Beihuai!

The whimpering sound coming from the quilt "You take it, I won't eat ......" The little head was still shrunk in the quilt, not poking out, and the whole person was wrapped tightly.

He even knew how hard she said these words, and how hard it took him to clench his fists after all.

He tentatively said, "Eat some, are you hungry, there is cake for breakfast, it's so fragrant, I'll smell it for you......" He said softly, like a gust of wind......

A sharp and hoarse voice came from the bed again, "I don't eat, you go, I'm not hungry ......."

He clasped his hands around his chest, touched his chin, and pretended to say easily, "Don't eat, I really don't eat...... Oh well, I'm gone......",

As he spoke, he walked towards the door without hesitation, and his two arms were exposed in the quilt and he pulled the quilt tighter.

He rubbed his chin as if thinking about something, and turned back without hesitation.

He simply didn't speak, opened the curtains, moved a chair and sat next to her, holding his head and staring at the bulging mass on the bed, he didn't believe that she could really hold on to the bed for so long!

After a while, the air was unusually quiet, and not a single sound was heard.

He still watched intently as she revealed a small "vent" little by little, he covered his mouth and forced back his laughter.

Finally, his eyes narrowed into a slit, and he shook his head slightly, his lips opened slightly, and he breathed air with the joy of a fish meeting water.

He laughed directly, "Don't pretend, you're awake, your eyes can be opened......",

She couldn't hide it anymore, so she had to completely reveal her whole face, and the wound on her face was not far away and was smedicated, much better than yesterday's face. When I opened my eyes, I was obviously shaken by the sunlight that came in.

Gu Beihuai didn't dare to touch someone for the first time, didn't dare to hug her too tightly, and didn't dare to let her leave, she snuggled tightly in his arms and closed her eyes.

She told her misfortune about herself so unhurriedly, "Actually, the first thing, that's it, it's obviously a reproduction of the scene, but it's a feeling that life is worse than death, do you think I'm too hypocritical......",

As she said this, she clutched his sleeve tighter. The folds of his sleeves were slightly folded, and the loose hair wrapped her entire head tightly, impermeable.

"It's too pretentious...... You won't tell me anything about it...... so many things happen," his voice was as soft as a gust of wind.

Her almost choked voice sounded in wisps, "How I wondered, if someone could hold my hand so tightly at that time, wouldn't I be so miserable......" She said a few words to herself, and then stopped.

She knew that she had said the wrong thing again, that there shouldn't be her in his world, so she obediently shut her mouth.

He seemed to sense her struggle, and all he could do was put his hand on hers and feel her trembling temperature.

There is no real empathy in the world, he is just a bystander, who misses the process of the tragedy with his own eyes, and witnesses the end of the tragedy.

"Sister-in-law Li didn't want to eat when she brought you food just now, and she didn't even want to eat it when I sent it, so can I understand that you want me to be ...... Of course, I'm more than happy to ......."

He even gently lifted her hair and stuffed it behind her ear, looking straight into her eyes, her sharp gaze being washed away by the sudden gaze.

She opened her mouth slowly in pain, her dry lips squirming slightly, waiting for a wet touch.

His wet swab touched her lips and moved slightly, tears almost falling from the corners of her eyes.

He gently clasped his other hand to the corner of her eye, caressing the corner of her eye that was wet like a cotton swab.

coaxed her and said, "Don't cry, if you're obedient, I'll give you candy, like chocolate, or milk......",

She followed his movements, the corners of her mouth twitching slightly. Slowly, he said "milk...... , you feed me ......".

He picked up her words very quickly, and immediately took out a piece of candy and stuffed it into her mouth, and the tip of her tongue could just feel the sweetness overflowing, "It's so sweet......... ，”

He echoed her, smiling a little, as if the sweetness of sugar was wafting from his heart,

"It's a pity that I can't eat too much, it's easy to have a toothache, let's go bask in the sun in the afternoon, it's good for the body......"

He gently delivered the food to her mouth and watched her finish little by little.

She interrupted him, "Have you always been so verbose?......" and said lightly.

He didn't seem to hear her, and continued, "That cat has a baby, I don't know what to call it......?

It's time for him to do something, even if she can't feel it, he subconsciously thought, he let go of her, "You have a good rest, I'll take care of the work, and I'll come up with you later."

She slowly detached herself from his hand little by little, and tightened the curtains, so that the sun could not shake her. She could sleep more peacefully, at least not in a nightmare.

Then Lu Nansheng put himself in the quilt, like a person locked in a cover. A bulging lump in the corner of the bed, like foam, bursts at the touch of it.

He went directly to Han Shishi and used the same method, but he walked into Han Shishi's office at the Korean headquarters with the Korean-style acquisition book, and pushed the door in.

Han Shishi obviously looked at Gu Beihuai unprepared, and he put the document in front of her very politely.

With his hands propped up on the table, he smiled at her very brightly, "Tonight, see you at night, I'll wait for you......"

She fell from her seat to the ground with a miserable face, one hand still tugging at the chair, and the other hand collapsed on the ground.

He squinted unhurriedly, and Han Shishi's gaze could only reach the wing of his nose.

He looked up at her and said, "You must come, otherwise you will have a car accident, a kidnapping, and you can try to stay in prison for a few days, and I will accompany you ......"

Then Gu Beihuai walked over to Han Shishi, pulled her back to the chair, and made her sit upright, with her hands on her shoulders.

"Don't panic, what would your assistant think if he saw you, and think something had happened to you?" he quipped, "Actually, I'm just joking with you......" he opened the door and left.

Half an hour has passed, and Han Shishi seems to be like a cold statue, and her eyes don't shake much.

Sure enough, Han Shishi went to the appointment as scheduled in the evening, like Lu Nansheng that day. Knowing that after going, he would not come back completely, so he pushed open the door of the night without hesitation.

Gu Beihuai impatiently put his legs on the table, and said to the doctor in a white coat next to him, "Do it clean!"

As soon as these words came out, she wanted half of her life, and Han Shishi's whole body immediately prostrated at his feet, pulling her throat but couldn't spit out her voice.

His eyes begged for mercy as if he was desperate, and his mouth desperately spat out a few words: "Let my child go, please...... She must survive......"

Struggling with the most powerless words, she is suffering the most extreme despair, which is doomed from the beginning, but there is nothing she can do, Han Shishi prayed for her child to survive for the first time.

He pursed a bloodthirsty smile and looked down at Han Shishi, "Scared? This is just the beginning, I'm scared now, how can I continue......"

Every time he said a word, it was like ** exploding in Han Shishi's brain, and he said coldly to the doctor, "Be smart, don't leave sequelae",

Han Shishi shook her head at Gu Beihuai vigorously, and finally tore a little voice out, "My child has the right to live in this world...... Please......"

The sequelae that Gu Beihuai pointed to was the complete sterilization of the woman in front of him, and he said impatiently, "Do it!"

Han Shishi suddenly laughed, and her miserable face regained a little blood. also said slowly, "If you don't kill me today, after today, I am still alive, I must have scraped Lu Nansheng's ...... with my own hands."

At that moment, Han Shishi had the feeling of being separated from her body for the first time, and the small lump in her stomach stayed quietly in her **, breathing with her, connected to the same life.

If this child is born and lies limply in her arms, this child will grow up and will cry out for the first time, and she will become a mother from that moment,

Mother's love is really great, so great that just a moment ago, Han Shishi wanted to exchange her life for a child's life, and it had nothing to do with anyone else, just because she was the child's mother!

Han Shishi seems to be able to understand how painful Lu Nansheng was at that time to take the child alive, sure enough, cause and effect are circular, since she owed her child a life at the beginning, now someone else will get it back with interest.

Before she finished speaking, her neck was instantly choked like a suffocation, and Han Shishi could clearly feel the palm on her neck constantly exerting force.

Although the whole body was tightly pulled like a rope, and she couldn't pull it open and cut it continuously, she still fluttered with all her strength, because Han Shishi was protecting a child with her life at the moment.