Wang Yide appeared in the center of the video, just like when she saw Uncle Wang in the cemetery, his sideburns were much whiter. At that time, I only felt that Uncle Wang was not like a person of his original age, with seriousness and old age. There was not a twitch at the corners of his mouth that did not smile.

Now the people in the video conference have changed from their original seriousness, the corners of their mouths are full of smiles, and they can feel the love from her biological father through the screen, warm and loving. Like a spot of light sprinkled by the sun.

The person she was going to change her name to her father could suddenly be combined with the appearance of his tragic death that day. The heart is like a mass of scrap metal that has been melted into molten iron by high temperature, and it is so hot that it is about to burn itself out.

"I don't know if it's too late to call you a daughter, but you never imagined that one day you would be here as your father to leave you what I want to say. I had actually expected all the results before that day. But the only thing in this world that I can't let go of is my most precious daughter...",

Her hot tears seemed to connect the person in the video at once, as if they were exchanging emotions with each other in the same mood. "The moment I knew that you were my own daughter, I was so excited that I didn't want to see you for a moment, but I was afraid to see you. And I'm afraid that you know such a truth and can't face me. Choose to hide. ”

Her tears seemed to be held back for a long time, and on the day she knew that Wang Yide died, she subconsciously just trembled. I thought I just missed a good time to get the truth, but I didn't want to lose the person called my biological father.

"I'm not a good father, I'm cowardly. Even though I knew the truth very late, when I knew the truth, I chose to remain silent.

Just quietly stay by your side as your father's personal assistant, or watch you from a corner you will never see..."Speaking of this, the corners of Wang Yide's eyes were already red and swollen, and he just endured it, as if the entire lake water that should have been poured was contained in a small bag and sealed the mouth.

He has been guarding her, but she has never known about her father's existence. is concerned about the murder of his father's enemy. She bit her lip as if she were biting the flesh on Lu Yuansheng's body, and blood was falling from her lips drop by drop.

"I obviously watched you grow up, from less than a meter tall to today's big girl. Watching you experience the tragic death of your biological mother at such a young age, and sleeping on the streets with no way out. I even saw with my own eyes that you were beaten by Xia Yixiao again and again, and Lu Yuansheng was used as a tool for marriage in the shopping mall, and later married Ling Yize's unfortunate married life.

I just watched it all as a bystander. Because I don't know that the person who is bearing everything is my own daughter. I can't forgive myself for thinking about everything. I feel that I am a person who deserves to be cut by a thousand cuts, and I should not be forgiven for going to hell..."

Wang Yide in the video said this, and slapped himself twice. He used all the strength of remorse, but he knew that even if he used his life to exchange, he couldn't make up for the damage he had done again and again.

"But I also blame fate. Damn fate, why didn't I find out sooner, if a little earlier, a little earlier. Maybe the person who should pull you out of that situation should be me. Then you can't live a life of fine clothes and food,

But your life should be happy and carefree. "It's a father's endless repentance for his daughter, and more remorse. If he could do it all over again, would he have a chance to be her father once?

"Knowing that in the years after your mother's death, I chose to run away with it. I've always considered myself an insignificant person, and now that I know the truth about your mother's death, my only way out is to leave.

And after that, I don't know if you're happy without me by your side, and you don't even care too much...", so much so that the person in the video spits words out intermittently, like a person who is short of oxygen and takes off his oxygen mask and breathes desperately.

Lu Nansheng closed his eyes tightly, leaving no gaps, but tears still seeped down from the corners of his eyes. The shredded hair that wet her face and sideburns,

"It wasn't until that encounter at the cemetery that I started looking up something about you out of curiosity. After knowing all the painful things about you, I know that you are better off alive than dead. So I started wanting to be a good person, not an inconsequential person. Investigate the truth of the year, and it is in the process that I discovered everything!"

"But even if I find out everything, I can't show up openly, because there is an opportunity to commit myself to the hospital, maybe it is fate, when Lu Yuansheng is hospitalized that day, you have to donate a kidney for him. At that moment, I felt like I was driving you to a dead end when I told you the truth. ”

Her mind was spinning, and she could still remember that day she stood at the door of the ward to care about Lu Yuansheng and made up her mind to donate a kidney to him. She was just thinking about the operation, but she didn't want anyone else watching her from a corner she didn't know about.

The more she thought about it, the more painful it became, as if every nerve had been misplaced, intertwining and tugging at her heart.

"Your mother was forced to die, she is a good mother. She really loved Lu Yuansheng with her life, gave him the identity of a wealthy son-in-law, renamed the huge company Lu's, and even gave up the life of a strong woman in the workplace for him and became a housewife with a husband and children. ”

"In this way, it seems that I have failed a woman in my life and a daughter in my life. Hehe, I really don't know if she's your biological mother or not, but I think the definition of a biological mother is not because she gave birth to you, but because she protects you with her life. So I hope you must not subconsciously erase the shadow that she is your mother. ”

Lu Nansheng's countless complex emotions are intricately intertwined like a mass of threads without threads. She tugged at her hair frantically, not so much as madness as he looked for it as a ball of thread without threads to find an outlet in despair.

"I really don't know what to do to make up for what you've missed? The only thing I can do is to insure you with the little savings I have in my life. I hope that insurance can protect you for a safe life. I see a man next to you who is willing to love you, and he will love you instead of me. That's why I have less sin in my heart. ”

"I investigated all his information, and he gave you all the responsibilities and responsibilities you deserve. And after you are with him, even the smile on your face is increasing day by day. I feel like if I disappear, I'm really bless you. ”

"But I was wrong, you are looking for the truth all over the world. And I've been hiding, like a murderous voyeur, watching you crumble and go berserk little by little. So I chose to tell the truth, maybe it was salvation. He seemed to be trying to tell everything, but he always felt that there was not enough time.

"I have also prepared many gifts for you to pay for the birthdays you have missed over the years. I thought about it a lot, you said that the hottest birthday record in the world was a song played by my father, and I always bought a guitar and didn't have a chance to play it to you in person. ”

"And the father-daughter photo that I owe for many years, I haven't had the opportunity to make it up. I saw the shoes that fit you, and I always wanted to see you put them on in person, but unfortunately, I am afraid that I can only think about it.

I also ordered a dress for you at the bridal shop, because I was the one who led you on the red carpet that day, but I only saw it from the news later. So I helped you order a wedding dress myself, and I also ordered a cake for you in the cake shop, I want to say to you personally, happy birthday! ”

Lu Nansheng's tears welled up, and he took out the specially modified shoes, which obviously fit the size and size. But she didn't know how to wear it, she felt that the size was an inch smaller, and she sat on the ground in despair, holding her precious shoes in her hands.

Muttering to the screen "You don't know me at all, my foot size is 38, you... You... I bought it a whole number bigger. You'll have to buy me a new one, and I'll put it on myself...", scattered on the ground like beads with broken threads.

"I know that you will have children in the future, so I took it upon myself to buy you clothes for children, and you should be careful about what you need to pay attention to during this time. Also remember to rest and put your body first.

What should you pay attention to after the child is born? What kind of medicinal herbs should you drink when raising a child? And how to educate the child, because then you will also be the mother of a child. ”

"I know I'm not qualified to help you educate your children, because even I am a failed father. When I hope you are not a mother who owes her daughter, I don't want you to repeat my mistakes. ”

At the end of the video, like every ending, it has to be closed. It represents a journey towards death or a new beginning, and also with parting words.

"You..."

"You..."

"Can you... And finally..."

"Can you... Call me Daddy...",

And then the video ended here completely, along with my father's life. His father struggled four times to make a pleading to call him a father, but she struggled countless times but could not accept the news that his father had died.

"Dad... ，”

"Daddy..."

"Daddy..."

Tearing at the last of his voices, he didn't even have the strength to shout out the hysterical roar, and fell into a dead silence. This silence felt like the sudden ringing of a bell in an empty forest.

It's been a long time, a long time, a long time. She looked up at the incoming light, blocking its further extension with her hand. "I can't seem to be happy anymore..."