Chapter 68: To love someone is to respect her

She had always thought of herself as a withered leaf butterfly, thinking that if she pretended to be like a withered leaf, she could protect herself. But she forgot that her cowardice hurt the most important people in her life in the end.

She took off her shoes and walked barefoot in the rain. Let the rain wash away, like giving up the flowers that are struggling to keep in the greenhouse. The person named Lu Yuansheng in her memory said that she wanted to take a family photo, and went to the beach to watch the sunrise for one of her wishes, and the breakfast she bought for so long and the first song on the guitar was played, the more beautiful, why did it hurt so much?

But God is so unjust, it should be equally distributed to everyone to enjoy the rights of parents, everyone is allocated, and it seems to be a little stingy when giving it to her. Give is give, and before I have time to take a second look, I left.

Her whole heart was broken countless times, regrouped, and smashed again, and countless repeated movements seemed to drive her to a dead end.

But the heavy rain that day was like a crack in the sky, like water in a scoop spilled down at once, and poured on her head without warning, and every blow hit the point.

Why? She lived with the enemy who killed her own father for ten years, every day of those ten years. The father who got up every morning and called the wrong person turned out to be the wrong person. Why tell her the truth?

It turns out that all obsessions are broken, and it hurts. She walked slowly, step by step, pulling the tear in her heart little by little, and there was always some grain of sand and stones to fall into it.

She clutched the camera in her hand, and it was still raining and dripping. She passed by the seat under the streetlight. It was covered with rainwater that kept falling, and her eyes were also wet, looking at the street lamps that were also wet, it seemed that she could only rely on the street lamps for heating in the world.

She had wanted to sit on the chair, but she lay limp on the cold floor. She felt that she should adapt to such a damp and cold environment, and she should live in such an environment in the future.

She opened her smiling mouth like a clown, and her body rolled around like a ball. She seems to finally be able to understand why the Joker is a Clown, because the Joker is a tragedy in the first place.

So no matter how you laugh, it's ugly, how do you make a crying person put on a smiling face?

She walked all the way, and the rain fell all the way. It's like a broken shoe leaking sand, and it keeps leaking, and my heart is the same, and I always want to hurt all the time.

A large part of Wang Yide's death was attributed to her, and if he hadn't known the truth about her, Wang Yide would not have gone to Lu Yuanshan that day.

If he hadn't gone to look for it, Wang Yide wouldn't have had an unexpected car accident, and the car accident was not an accident at all, how could it be so coincidental? On that day, the monitoring of the road happened to be broken, and Lu Yuanshan really did everything to keep the truth.

I don't know how many times, but I'm always dragging my body full of scars and tiredness of the outside world. She looked at the lamp that was still waiting to bring her back, and it was covered with such a bright light from the entrance of the community to the return.

Before she could open the door, the door opened on its own. "Where have you been? Why do you not know how to bring an umbrella when it rains, what to do if you catch a cold? Do you think you are the Almighty King Kong?" I have said these words several times, but I can't get tired of hearing them many times.

More and more, he found that he seemed to have become very verbose, and he used to treat others with a few simple and clear words, and even felt that it was unnecessary to say more words.

But now the whole heart is like a stone stuck in a crack, unable to fall in, unable to pop out. It seems that he is more and more willing to get stuck in such a gap, because then there will be less room for wind and rain to invade this gap.

He pulled him home, and closed the door for a split second. She hugged him, and it turned out that the warmth was that he had roasted your cold stone heart with a soft heart. He can say nothing, but you hold him and it's the whole world.

"Don't talk, don't ask why, I just want to hug you, and I want to say a lot of things you never knew. You have told me all your secrets, and I want to confess myself to you today. She finally threw the snail's shell away, because the snail's shell couldn't resist the boulder, but the giant could.

"Okay, I'll listen......" Since she was willing to speak, of course he was willing to listen. "Would you like to change your clothes first? If you don't, you'll catch a cold." Then I went to take a bath, and I went to call Sister-in-law Li. When it's all done, I'll listen to every word you say......" He took the new clothes and handed them to her, pushing her into the bathroom, the heat coming in his face, and he was about to close the door.

She covered his hand, looked at him, and pushed open the bathroom door with her hand. His hands climbed up his neck, and the whole person stuck to his body like a piece of clothing, and said coquettishly, "Can you help me take it off? Just let me lose face once, okay? Then I'll tell you ......",

A girl loves a boy, and the most important thing is that she is willing to take the initiative for that boy.

"Shengsheng, you have to know one thing, I don't treat you because men need women, but because Gu Beihuai loves Lu Nansheng miserably. I don't want you, I have desire because I fall in love with you. It's just that person is you, understand?" said as she let go of her arms and hands, "I'll call Sister-in-law Li!"

She grabbed his hand unrelentingly, looked at him with stubborn eyes, and climbed his neck for the second time. "I believe, so I'm willing to ......", his eyes couldn't hide the heat for a long time, but he always restrained it. He had to break free of her hand a second time.

"What's wrong with you today?" It's not her style, it was like that last time, and she's leaving him. This time it's the same thing again.

"Why do you always have so many secrets, but you have been hiding those secrets until you can't hide them all over your body, and then you pretend to realize it suddenly. How much do I sometimes want to go into your heart and see what it's like?" His hand was hot against her heart, as if he could really connect to her heart.

"Don't look at it, it's just a red heart. It's not empty, you see this joke you're making isn't funny at all. Can't I be like this because I love you?", she said coquettishly, like a shy little girl.

Through the soaked clothes, she was like an egg wrapped in a shell, and in his eyes, there was something bitter in his heart like a dark cuisine, which was precipitating in his heart, getting thicker and thicker.

He finally pushed her away and called Sister-in-law Li. It wasn't until she had washed her hair that he wrapped her in a caterpillar and put her on the bed.