And at this time, Xia Chen was very suspicious that his bad mentality had not been hidden from his father's eyes.

"If you are in a bad mood, you still have to say it, and your emotions are depressed, which is not good for your health. Xia Wu's face was light and light. "Nope. Xia Chen is now as thin as a willow, and his face is haggard. The face is born from the heart, there is no need to answer, Xia Chen's mood is written on his face. When he answered, his eyes flashed, and there should be other things hidden. This kid has been a mutant since he was a child. If you don't choose to speak, you can't ask no matter how you ask, and you always run away from home when you're angry. I can only wait for her to take the initiative to explain when she wants to speak. In the middle of the night, Xia Chen sneaked into the garden of his home. Dig a deep pit with your bare hands and solemnly distribute a bag of long hair into the pit. This hair was cut when she was twelve years old. Almost half of her hair had been shaved off that time, and she gathered them in a pile and slipped them into a bag. This bag has also been kept in Xia Chen's room. After so many years, the hair inside has not changed significantly.

The ancients erected a mound of clothes, and Xia Chen wanted to borrow his hair to set up a mound. Bury all the bad emotions in it. Xia Chen took out his previous diary, cut it into pieces and buried it in the soil. The summer that fills in the pit is the new summer. Xia Chen found that he was in a bad mood because he cared too much about the emotions of the people around him, afraid that he was not appeased in place, and his words were excessive, he used to be Lin Gu, and now he is his parents. Completely ignoring their emotions. Whether it is a kind character or filial piety to parents, it is a lie, and it is not out of his own heart. Her love can't be fully opened and accepted wholeheartedly. It's all about pushing away, thinking at the same time, and then finding the right distance to settle the two sides properly. Even if this distance is not the distance that the other party wants at all.

What would I think if I were the other party. This is the question that Xia Chen thinks about most often. She feels that she has enough empathy ability to be able to replace the other party's mood and predicament. But this ability also gave Xia Chen more excuses to take the initiative to interfere. Everything is originally going with the flow and quietly developing. Xia Chen always had to stretch out his hand to change the flow of water and the growth of trees, and did so much meaningless work. What Xia Chen wants to give is exactly what the other party of communication does not need. Xia Chen insisted on giving it, but the other party blindly didn't want it. It is only natural that the situation will stalemate and the relationship will break down.

"Dad, I'm in a bad mood because I never think about others and don't care about myself, and I'm so mentally unhealthy. I've been depressed for too long. I should have put myself first. Xia Chen said something strange in front of Xia Wu.

Xia Wu: "Everyone puts themselves first. ”

Xia Chen: "I'm not. I'm not. Xia Chen shook his head vigorously. "I'm not!" she shook her head, almost shaking her head off. It seems that as long as you push hard enough, you can convince Xia Wu and convince yourself.

When Lin Gu was preaching, Xia Chen always felt that he saw Xia Wu in a trance. Xia Chen really didn't expect that there would be such a tone in the world, the words were focused, and the expressions were almost shelled by two people in a mold.

The most important thing is that the reasoning is exactly the same, and it is the same.

Now that I have left Lin Gu and returned home, I think of Lin Gu when I see Xia Wu. According to Yin Feng's words, it can be regarded as a heartbreak that is difficult to heal, and the old love is difficult. On New Year's Eve, Xia Chen arrived at Yin Feng's house. Seeing Xia Chen coming and going, it was either science and education or agriculture and forestry. Yin Feng snatched the remote control with a hand: "Isn't it good to take a look at the fresh faces of youth and beauty? Don't focus on getting rich during the New Year." "Youth idols, ancient romance, modern workplaces, crossing Xianxia, all love-themed TV series in four hours, Yin Feng turned over. Xia Chen could only close his eyes and avoid the TV. Yin Feng was left alone in the living room happily licking a strawberry lollipop, looking at Shiro and Huan Huan's affectionate style. Yin Feng slept soundly at night, and Xia Chen kept his eyes open all night. Yin Feng's breathing made Xia Chen unable to sleep peacefully. In the past, Xia Chen would plug his ears with tampons, but this was in Yin Feng's house. After waking up, he saw three meals a day at Yin Feng's house, which made Xia Chen feel even more pitiful for Yin Feng. Boiled eggs, boiled beef, boiled cabbage, and even snacks are small radishes with the thickness of the tail finger. Yin Feng, who gnawed on turnips, was like a hairy rabbit.

Xia Chen, who returned home, finally came up with a good way - trying to follow his parents' rules at home. She took the teapot, took a little tea in a small teacup, and took a few sips. Su Ru likes tea art, but Xia Chen doesn't know anything about tea and tea art. When he went to school, Xia Chen carried Su Ru on his back and took away all the tea at home, the conditions in the school were poor, there was no space and no tea sets. Xia Chen simply bought an enamel jar and spread a full layer of tea at the bottom of the jar, which was really refreshing when he drank it. Xia Chen had just returned home during the holiday, Su Rulai asked Xia Chen about the detailed whereabouts of the tea at home, and after listening to Xia Chen's story, Su Ru was heartbroken. Xia Chen, what silver needle Baihao, Lin Zhi Xueju, Anhua black tea, in Xia Chen's cloth bag, they are mixed together, regardless of you and me. The tea leaves that Su Ru regarded as treasures were all wiped clean by Xia Chen. Hearing Xia Chen using an enamel jar to make tea, Su Ru's tears fell. Before leaving again, Su Ru specially stuffed a large box of Lipton tea bags into Xia Chen's luggage. This time, Su Ru saw Xia Chen pretending to hold a teacup, and she was very nervous. Xia Chen saw that he had attracted his mother's attention, and his sitting posture became a little more upright. Su Ru stared at the teacup in Xia Chen's hand tightly, and when Xia Chen just finished drinking the tea in his hand, he persuaded Xia Chen to replace the teacup in Xia Chen's hand.

Su Ru turned on the TV, and a romance drama was being broadcast inside. Xia Chen deliberately avoided it, but when he saw Su Ru's attention, he had to return to sit down. In the play, the scene of the male and female protagonists kissing, Xia Chen subconsciously closed his eyes. This goes back to the question that Yin Feng and her often talk about. Xia Chen needs to face the intimate scene. When Xia Chen wanted to add this kind of scene to his own before, he watched a lot of large-scale movies, and when he saw an intimate scene, Xia Chen would directly vomit physiologically. Xia Chen continued to test and found that he could only accept hugging shots at most, and the kiss was limited to courtesy kisses. Yin Feng thought very openly: "There are not a few painters you like, there are not a few who have painted nude portraits, if you look at this kind of behavior with an artistic eye, to examine the structure of the human body, and use the affection in their eyes to make up for it, will your fear be better?"

Xia Chen replied sneeringly: "Maybe." "Obviously, it's not easy.

After all, Xia Chen's stress was too strong, and he began to close his eyes directly in the later stage of development. When it was almost time to eat, Xia Chen helped Su Ru cut the dishes and put the cold dishes properly. Just sitting directly opposite Xia Wu, Xia Chen was really under pressure. The dishes are much more cautious, like a first-time visitor to the house.