Chapter 419
There is a difference between likes and dislikes, and there is no level of demand. Xia Chen: "The competition is to be divided into high and low, and life does not have to." ”
After Xia Chen returned from abroad, it happened that Lin Gu was going to Shanghai to participate in an event. didn't even see each other, Lin Gu and Xia Chen were still separated.
Xia Chen: "I want to see you." ”
Lin Gu: "Don't worry, I'll go back soon." If you come, you have to plan a time to spend with you. ”
Xia Chen: "I'm so old, I don't need to be taken care of. I just miss you. ”
Xia Chen thought about it all night, thinking that Lin Gu was so busy, and he hadn't slept well for more than ten days for this event. Silently refunded the ticket.
She didn't want him to take time out to worry about her when he was tired. Just because she doesn't need to be taken care of doesn't mean he won't be worried. She waited quietly until the event was over.
Lin Koo didn't come back, he didn't even show up. The moving company just moved everything he had. If Xia Chen knew that the result was like this, she would definitely go to see him even if she went to the Sword Mountain and the Sea of Fire.
"Can you not act like a child? ”
"Did I give you the courage to put off work until the last minute before the deadline?"
"Is there only nonsense left between you and me?"
"I can comfort you enough. ”
"I'll never like someone like you again in my life, I won't like it at all. In the same way, I can't be friends with someone like you. ”
Xia Chen, who has always been a good argument, is dumb, and if she says that everything is wrong, she can apologize. She really didn't know how to apologize to "I'm that kind of person" because she didn't even know what kind of person "that kind of person" was.
She doesn't like to associate with people who are too clingy and can't think for themselves. She had looked at them and swore to herself that she would never become like that. Now she's their kind. On the last day before moving, she packed her own things. When Yin Feng pushed the door in, he found that Xia Chen had shoulder-length hair, a burgundy ribbon tied around his neck, and only a beige silk nightdress. The curtains were drawn in the room, and the chandelier in the living room was dazzling. Xia Chen's expression was bewitching. She was barefoot and turned on her phone. Yin Feng saw Xia Chen dancing for the first time. She didn't know if it could be called dancing. It's not smart, it's not light, and the movements seem to be pieced together by various dances, just forgetful. Xia Chen's eyes were out of focus and he slammed into the sofa. She climbed onto Yin Feng's shoulder with one hand and opened her mouth to bite Yin Feng's throat. At the closest moment she stopped and closed her teeth. Her hand hooked Yin Feng's neck again, and the whole person fell into Yin Feng's arms. Yin Feng's head rested on Xia Chen's shoulder, and her tears were soaked in Xia Chen's skin.
Since then, Xia Chen has often stayed at home alone. When Yin Feng went home, he always found her wrapped in a blanket and lying on the carpet, and "True Love Like Blood" was playing on the TV. His hands were cut by paper, his hands were strangled by plastic bags, and his fingertips were pierced by needles when he sewed clothes, and Xia Chen's hands were covered with thin wounds.
Yin Feng: "Did you wake up when you didn't bite at that time?"
Xia Chen: "Harm, this kind of behavior is easy to cause blood clots, I'm afraid that you will be in danger." "I didn't bite because I recognized the wrong neck.
Xia Chen: "When you're sad, do you tell the people around you, do you tell your roommates, do you tell your classmates?"
Lin Gu: "I don't know them well. Why?"
Xia Chen: "Then tell me, I'll be your harbor." ”
Lin Gu's friend is a very precious concept, equivalent to Xia Chen's best friend. Xia Chen's friend is anyone who can show kindness to her. Xia Chen didn't know, even if Lin Gu had a grievance, he wouldn't tell her. What he left behind was a strong image, how could all the difficulties of the world be solved in the gentle township. At most, he was drunk, bewildered, and unconscious in the gentle country. What's more, this invitation was sent by another person who was drunk, confused, and unconscious in the gentle country. More needs to be considered. She vowed that she had an extraordinary ability to concentrate, and in the end she only had the ability to concentrate when she counted Lin Koo's ribs and spine, and the rest of the time she was sluggish and distracted.
Xia Chen's image is particularly dreamy when he doesn't speak, but when he speaks, it's all dreams.
When he moved to his new home, Xia Chen's mind was full of doubts. There are a bunch of Disney and Harry Potter merchandise at home. Xia Chen's clearest impression of "Harry Potter" is still a pair of non-mainline CPs - GGAD. She always wanted to write a fanfiction to commemorate the pair of CPs, but because she couldn't read Harry Potter, she never wrote it. I didn't expect Lin Gu to be such a person, his eyes would sparkle when he saw Disney's traditional animation. I didn't expect people who looked at Dostoevsky to be like this. Xia Chen is not, Xia Chen likes Harley Quinn and the X-Men. Xia Chen's childlike innocence turned cold. Soaking in twisting his head, spurting blood and slashing all day long, there is no way to have a childlike innocence anymore. The only movie she can watch with him is Miyazaki's film, because it combines the innocence of a child with the helplessness of an adult.
Lin Gu: "I want to look good." ”
Xia Chen: "You're pretty good-looking." ”
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Xia Chen: "Okay, I'm not a minor, let's drink." I don't have any plans. I'm not afraid of your plans. ”
When Lin Gu saw the cups on the table, he was stunned. Xia Chen was holding a small porcelain cup, and his smiling eyes were full of bad energy. "Drink. Lin Gu drank half a glass of white wine. I feel that the world in front of me is becoming more and more vivid, and my spirit is becoming more and more active. Xia Chen took a small sip of the water in the cup and stared at Lin Gu tightly. Lin Gu's eyelids became heavier and heavier as he drank, and he simply closed his eyes. Xia Chen put Lin Gu on the bed, and squatted on the side of the bed to look at Lin Gu. Soft hair, slightly reddened face, uneven breathing, unshaved fine stubble on the face, and the skin is amazingly hot. Xia Chen stretched out his hand and straightened Lin Gu's hair thinly. She didn't know how to calm him down except for being drunk, and there were times when she just wanted to sit quietly by herself. Not only is there a plan, but it is a far-reaching plan. She wakes up early and goes to bed early, and he wakes up late and goes to bed late. Her physical strength is not very good, and he seems to have endless energy and time. She was dragged to two o'clock to close her eyes when she fell asleep at ten o'clock, and when he got up at ten o'clock, he was awakened by the sun at six o'clock. The biological clock is disturbed, and the daily routine is disrupted. Fanaticism and devotion may be the source of fatigue and breakdown.
"No amount of maneuvering is futile in the face of reality. I panicked when I came, and hesitated when I left. ”
Yin Feng: "Your youth is gone, is that the reason why you shaved your head?"
Xia Chen: "I shaved my head because the barber cut my hair. It's so ugly that I just shaved my head. Then I got used to it. ”
Yin Feng: "Don't you think it's not beautiful?"
Xia Chen: "I don't think so. ”