Chapter 75: Because You Love Me......
That night, Gu Beihuai came to the place where they met for the first time as promised. He remembered how happy he was that night and how happy she could stay, and she said that she was jealous that there were other women around him, and everything was so clear, but now everything had changed.
"Nan Sheng, do you have to go?" Ling Yize knew that he didn't have any position, but he couldn't control the impulse, he spoke out, grabbed her arm and was thrown away by her, like a heart being discarded.
"What does it matter to you whether I go or not, and what will happen tonight? I willingly sleep with him, as many times as I like. That's the difference between you and him, and you're just a tool I use to get rid of him. I feel dirty my eyes even when I see you once" As always, Lu Nansheng can't forgive a person who hurts himself.
All her nightmares started when she met Ling Yize. She gave him back the words that had stabbed her, those pains were like thorns that could not be pulled out, and her heart hurt as long as she thought about it. He stood there and slowly let go of his hand, helpless, desperate, like Lu Nansheng at the beginning.
"Are you in love with me?" Lu Nansheng looked at him in a mocking tone, approached Ling Yize and said, provocatively tiptoe and tugged at his collar, "Your biggest mistake is to fall in love with me now." I'm telling you, I've ever loved you, it's the most disgusting thing I've ever done, not one of them. ”,
She stretched out word by word, as if telling about her unbearable past, she slowly loosened Ling Yize's collar, but his heart was grabbed weakly.
Ling Yize didn't dare to touch her as unscrupulously as before, but he tugged at her again, persuading himself in his heart that as long as her people were enough, and telling him on the other hand, you are like an executioner.
A fish has been skinned alive, and the scales have been pulled out one by one. The skin of the fish was gently cut open with a knife, and its intestines and stomach came out, and he was still appreciating the pain of the fish on the verge of death. The fish's eyes widened and he was in tears, and he was still coaxing the fish, it's okay, it's okay, don't cry, don't cry, I've always liked obedient fish like you.
She successfully angered Ling Yize, Ling Yize is different from Gu Beihuai, his principle is that there is no bottom line. has been cruel for so many years, even in the face of the woman he loves the most, he still stretched out his sharp claws. He grabbed her arm tightly, and his desire occupied his whole heart, encouraging him that since he couldn't get her, he would destroy her completely.
But Ling Yize still asked her, "You, can you give us a chance to start over?" You know how much I miss you, every day is ......", he approached her step by step, like countless fears, every time the thunder started, she could only retreat.
But now she had lost everything, and was destined to fall into such a hell in the future, stained with blood. Even if you go to the Hades Palace, you will be buried in the wilderness by black and white impermanence as a lonely ghost. Is there anything else she has to fear? She doesn't care about losing it except this walking corpse.
She continued, "Even if you live another ten years, you won't be as good as a finger of his. He is not like you, he has been through the dark world like you, but he has never become a person who hurts others. He knows how to share his happiness, and he knows how to love others.
I seduced him many times, and he didn't waver, because if he did that, it would be a disservice to my body, so he showered all night long. He was afraid that I would feel uncomfortable, and he thought it was when I was asleep, but I knew it.
And his contribution to me is not as cruel as you, every time he gives is not a corresponding return, he said that he himself wants to spend his whole life to let me live happily. But you're not, you can only force and plunder, people like you don't deserve it at all!", she was not frightened by Ling Yize's aggressiveness, but her original fear all over her body was much easier because she talked about Gu Beihuai, Gu Beihuai was the reason for her to be strong.
This is the biggest difference between him and Gu Beihuai, he will never let his desire go beyond his feelings of caring about her, he would rather go to the shower himself all night than hurt her.
"Since you love Gu Beihuai so much, why do you want to divorce Gu Beihuai? Do you still have to wear such a green hat for him? It's not good to be with anyone, you want to get together with your ex-husband. Do you know what you call it? It's called a ...... of cheapness", Ling Yize's dignity did not allow him to lower his head and beg her, in his bones he was still the same high-ranking Ling Yize.
Ling Yize pressed her against the wall, and the big bad wolf bared its sharp teeth at the little white rabbit. He pinched her arm and felt pain, like a crab clip caught in it. She gritted her teeth and glared at him, ready to die with the enemy.
"You know why we were separated? Because you gave me the abortion pill in my stomach every day. Abortion pills, do you remember? I remember every word of the words you said to me. She stabbed herself again in the wound covered in the bruises, which were already inflamed and pustules anyway.
"Do you want me to repeat it to you? But I don't care, even if you do it again today. Because I will be infertile for life......" She slowed down her tone, like little ants crawling into Ling Yize's ears one after another, turning into a terrifying Gu poison that gnawed at his heart little by little.
When she said this, her mental defenses had already collapsed. Sometimes, things that can hurt so much that you can suffocate can also hurt the person who is in love with you. She's always felt that falling in love with someone else gives him the right to hurt you. In the past, she tasted the pain of broken intestines, and now that she doesn't love it, she should let him feel such pain.
Ling Yize let go of her suddenly, his mind spinning rapidly between the past and the present, what did he do in the past, how cruel it can be to ruin a woman's life. Lu Nansheng looked at him like this, and sat down on the ground dejectedly, like a corpse fraudster. She should have tasted the pain of revenge, but she couldn't rejoice, he was now the same person she used to be.
Lu Nansheng left here, looked at the table below, and immediately took a taxi to the hotel he had been to before. The people there were still the same as before, and they still looked at her the same way. But with a little more respect, he respectfully stepped forward and handed her the room card, smiling like a flower, "Mrs. Gu, Mr. Gu has been waiting for you there for a long time, you are finally here, let us wait" said and respectfully led her to the door of the hotel room where Gu Beihuai was.