Chapter 7: Heartbeat
I, started my show. I ordered three songs, the first one was a classic Cantonese song, and everyone in the audience was stunned, and they thought it was a reproduction of the original sound! I said vigorously, no, is it really sung? I don't even read the subtitles, because I have been singing these songs since I was a child. After three songs, the people present still asked me to sing and applaud vigorously!
At this time, I said to everyone with a sense of relief: Thank you for your love! If you sing again, it will take up everyone's happy time! You can sing these today, and you won't have to sing if I sing again!
Then, I went out and into the bathroom. I thought: This is a relief.
When I came out of the bathroom again, I saw the woman walking towards me, her eyes full of murder. I was neither humble nor arrogant, smiled slightly, and passed by.
When I got back to the room, the curator said to me, "How can you sing so well?" You surprise me so much! Do you know what a surprise you have brought me? Why have you never told me that you sing so well? I said, "You never asked me!"
He took me into his arms and said, "You really make me love...... I can't put it down! How many other things do you have that I don't know?
In front of us, the woman was walking towards us. She didn't seem very happy when she saw us snuggling, and glared at me fiercely when she came over!
The curator said, "Afraid, what are you afraid of?" I pointed my eyes at the woman...... He continued: "I'm here, what are you afraid of?" I said, "It's because you're here that she's fierce!"
With that, I walked out of the private room again. The curator then came out with me, and we walked in the direction of the park.
When I got in the car, I said, "It's time for me to go home!" and he said, "Okay, but you have to listen to what I'm going to say!" I nodded and said, "What are you going to say?"
He was very serious, put his hand in my face and said, "I love you!" I was hesitant to say these three words before today, but now I have to say "I love you" to you. You know what? I miss you when I can't see you for a day. From liking you, missing you, loving you...... Do you know how painful I am?
I couldn't understand what he said. He kissed me......
This time there was only affection, I felt that my face was a little wet, what was the matter? I broke free from him, but I saw his tears......
I didn't know how to comfort him, so I kissed him. I think I'm crazy? I actually kissed him? But I did. When he saw me like this, he said with relief: I have finally waited for this day! We hugged and kissed each other......
In the morning, he still picked me up on time for work. The difference was that he would kiss me as soon as I got in the car, and I felt like we were starting to fall in love......
It is said that people in love are in good spirits, maybe I am too! When there is no one in the office, he will kiss me, even in the elevator, he will still kiss me, and I will unconsciously begin to enjoy this tenderness......
The good days are always short-lived, and he went on a business trip, about a week. Since I don't have a driver, I don't have to go to work, so give myself a vacation!
A classmate calls and informs the reunion. I'm so happy, after all, I haven't seen my childhood friend for many years, and I'm looking forward to this day soon!
The class reunion came as scheduled. I have met a lot of classmates, but after 20 years of changes, my childhood appearance has changed a lot. There are so many classmates that I don't recognize anymore.
The students chatted with each other about the past and the present......
At some point, a male classmate came up to me and said, "Can you still remember me?" I looked at it and said, "Are you?" He nodded happily and said, "It's okay, you can still remember who I am!" Can you remember that we are still sitting together? I said, "At the same table?" Have we ever sat together? After hearing this, he said: "It's so sad!" We all laughed......
The friendship between classmates is always innocent and immaculate, and there is no need to talk like that! What do you say! Say what you want! Anyway, everyone doesn't think much about it! I really wish I could go back to how good it would be to go back to my childhood......
After a short reunion, everyone left each other's contact information, looking forward to the next reunion.
A week later, he picked me up on time for work. As soon as I got in the car, he kissed me lightly and went on to say how he missed me this week...... But I can't say it, and I can't say what is wrong, I always feel that something is wrong, maybe women are naturally sensitive and suspicious......
On the way, he asked me, "Have you had a good week?" Have you missed me? I said, "You have too many questions?" Which one is better to answer? He said: Have you missed me? I said: I don't dare to think about it! He said: Why? I said: I don't know where you are? I don't know if there is anyone around you? I'm afraid I'm wrong? I'm afraid I'll think too much? I'm even more afraid that you don't think about me? After listening to me say this, he stopped the car, looked at me, and said, "Don't you be afraid of this?" I want what I want! I don't want to give me what I don't want! Do you understand? You're too simple, but I just like you! With you, I don't need anyone else, understand?
I felt as if I had said the wrong thing again...... I snuggled up to his shoulder and felt a little blissful!
When we arrived at the unit, we were all busy. After a while, there were a lot of tourists in the museum, and I saw Qin Sheng in the crowd! I waved to him! He nodded to me! I pointed to my watch, meaning to ask him to wait for me! He still nodded, I think he should understand what I mean.
After I was busy, I hurriedly ran to him, and I said, "Why haven't I seen you here for a long time?" Are you very busy? He said: I heard that you have a boyfriend, so I better not trouble you, and I will come less in the future! I looked at him blankly, and I said: Who did you listen to? Or did you tell you? He said: It doesn't matter, what matters is that you are the best! I looked at him silently, and tears came out to make trouble. He said: Why are you crying? My work unit is nearby, can't I come often when I have time? I still look at him and don't speak! He said: You should know what I want to say to you, right? I didn't say that I didn't want to put pressure on you, after all, my economic conditions are not as good as his, and this is also a fact. Just because I didn't say it doesn't mean I don't like you, but because I like it, I didn't say it. You should choose the better one, shouldn't you?
At this time, I was very conflicted...... Say yes or no? Am I clear? Two men, two completely different ways of expressing it. There are those who are enthusiastic and vigorous, and there are those who are tender and affectionate. Selfishly, I want them all, but feelings are not multiple-choice questions......
I plucked up the courage and said, "I want to see you!" I'm glad you come often! I'll think if you don't come! You can do it yourself! After hearing me say this, he smiled at me and said, "I don't have a car, so I can't take you for a ride?" I said, "I'll sit in the back, it's relatively safe!" He touched my braid and said, "I'll come often, and I want to see you." I happily sent him away!
Of course, the scene in front of me escaped the eyes of the curator, but I was not afraid, and I did nothing wrong.
After work, I couldn't find the curator, and I couldn't find his car, so I started to get anxious. How do I get home? It's so far from home, it's really far away. I wanted to walk home, but I was afraid that I would be scared when it got dark. So, I had to wait here until he came back.
I don't know how long I waited, but it was already dark. I looked up and saw a car light in the distance, and I knew it was him coming back!
He got out of the car and walked up to me, picked me up from the ground, and carried me all the way to the car. I cried and said, "I hate you, why did you leave me here alone, do you know how scared I am?" I hate you and hate you!
He took me into his arms and said, "I don't want this, I really don't want this, it's not my intention." Trust me, okay? Trust me? I was so angry today that I drove out for a ride and came back late. You know how worried I was about you, driving fast along the way, and trust me, I didn't mean to come back late!
I cried even more sadly, and he said, "Don't cry, okay?" I won't leave you again, and I'll take you with me if I don't go to the bathroom! I looked at him and gave him a roll of his eyes. He hugged me and coaxed me for a long time before we drove away.
The days were repeated day by day, and in the blink of an eye, it was May, and the warm sun was in the sky. When the warm sunlight shines on your face, you don't know how pleasant it feels.
After this time, the quality of my work has improved a lot, and I can deal with some historical questions raised by tourists. I am glad that my work ability has been improved through my own efforts. Of course, he also saw my performance, and he was happy for me.
Today, the curator said to me, "Tomorrow is off, how about we go fishing?" I said, "I won't!" He said, "I won't." I said, "How can I catch fish?" He said, "I just don't want to go!" You can just stay with me! I said, "Okay, but if I don't catch a fish, I'll eat the fish!" He said, "Of course!"
The sky was blue and we came to a fish pond where there were a lot of fish and it was very big. There are many people who catch a lot of fish, and even beginners don't have to worry about going home empty-handed. It can be said that the abundance of fish is basically in the state of blind fishing. The same goes for us, and in a moment we catch a bucket full of fish. There are carp, silver carp, crucian carp, grass carp and catfish, which is really a big harvest!
We chose a few relatively large fish and asked the owner of the fish pond to clean them up for us, and we grilled the fish on the spot. It may be that the fish is very fresh, or it may be the fruit of one's own labor, and I always feel that today's fish is very delicious.
He said, "If you like it, we'll come here often!" I said, "Still don't come!" He said, "You don't like it?" I said, "I like it, but it's too expensive." Just these fish, a thousand small! I can't afford to eat them! It's too expensive! Don't come!
He said: Happiness is the most important thing, since you can't come, we won't come in the future!
We ate and chatted and watched the sunset, so beautiful......