It's been three months since I arrived at my new unit. On the weekends, the ministry was active and organized us to go golf. To be honest, this is my first time playing golf, and the rest of my colleagues look like veterans. I heard from my colleagues that now the department's efficiency is not good, so I can only play golf. In the past, when the benefits were good, I often traveled abroad. I thought to myself: this department is too good.

I don't really play very well, but watching others play is also a good sight. At noon, we had lunch at the club, and a large table full of dishes was very rich. The leader raised a glass and said: Our business is okay this quarter, and I hope everyone will redouble their efforts in the future to create better performance.

After lunch, everyone arranged their own time, some continued to play, some swimming, and I chose to stay in my room and sleep.

After dinner, everyone danced and sang, so lively! Some people asked me to dance, but I wouldn't, refused, and some people asked me to sing, but I wouldn't, refuse. The leader looked at me with strange eyes!(I thought to myself: yes and no, this is not my home field, it is better to keep a low profile.) And the other old salesmen, producers, hosts, and those who played were very happy.

I remained silent and sat in the corner, as if out of place with the atmosphere of the scene. After thinking about it, it is best to go back to the room to sleep.

Back in my room, I was lying on the bed watching TV, feeling much more comfortable. After a while, the doorbell rang, and I wondered, who could this be?

When I opened the door, it turned out to be a leader of the department, a male leader. I can't really remember what his last name was, but I'm sure he was a leader in our department.

There are a lot of leaders in our department, and there are eight directors alone. So I can't remember exactly what the name of the leader was, but I knew it was definitely the right one. But at such a late hour, a male leader came to my room, which is a bit inappropriate, right? I couldn't help but be vigilant.

He said, "I thought it was strange to see you not playing anything, so I came to see you." If it's convenient, can I go in and have a chat with you? I said, "Of course, please come in."

At first, he asked me what my major was, how did I come to the TV station, how did I choose this department, and I answered all of his questions.

Later, he told me about the history of the department. It turned out that he had been in this department for decades and had personally experienced the rise and fall of this department. He kindly reminded me that the human nature of this department is evil, and told me not to trust others easily.

I didn't know him before, and I don't know why he said that to me. But for whatever reason or purpose, after listening to what he said, I still have a little bit of a good impression of the leader in front of me.

Later, I learned that he graduated from the Academy of Fine Arts, and everyone with similar interests talked about art-related topics. Although it was the first time I had a conversation with this leader, we had a good time. Before leaving, he also said to me: If you have any problems at work, you can come to me at any time. I said, "Thank you for your concern." Then send him out.

Through this conversation, I found out that there are people in this department who don't like to be busy. It's just that there are so many aspects involved in this department, I don't want to observe, let alone waste time thinking, and it's a blessing to be able to do it without making mistakes.

After lunch the next day, we left the golf and went back the way we came.

Work hard and conscientiously. In half a year, I found that I have experienced a lot, and I have gradually grown up. But the worries at work are still one after another, and I am anxious. From having no customers to having customers, from having customers to losing customers, all the things behind this are closely related to the people in this department......

When you're tens of thousands of dollars a month, no one cares about you. If you get to the hundreds of thousands of business, then you will become a prey in the eyes of others...... This vicious circle is extremely disgusting to me!

Fortunately, although my business performance is relatively good among the new salesmen, it does not pose a threat in the eyes of the old salesmen, so it is relatively safe for the time being.

It's the middle of summer in a blink of an eye, and through my efforts during this time, I also have a little savings. After discussing with my parents, I signed up for a driving school to learn how to drive. In fact, before I came to the TV station, I didn't have any concept of the luxury car as a luxury. But when I got to my new job, I found that everyone in the department had a car. In this department of this unit, not having a car feels like a very faceless thing. I'm not vain, but I also want to prove myself through my own efforts. So, the first step is to learn to drive and get closer to your goal.

It is said that women drive with less tendons, but in fact, learning to drive is the same. The theory is fine, I read the book for a few days and passed the exam successfully. But as soon as I got in the car, I found out that the legend was true. I don't know what about the other women, but when I got in the car, I found that I was instantly indistinguishable. Just one transfer can torture oneself enough, and after a week, calluses have been worn out on the palms of my hands. What left wheel, right wheel, buckle ...... Anyway, as soon as I got in the car, I started to get circled! I was often scolded by the coach: is Biao stupid or lacks heart.

I feel like a nightmare!

finally got through to the road, and found that there was no distinction between the left and right. I didn't remember the way, let alone the direction, and for the first time in my life, I found myself so incompetent! My limbs were uncoordinated, nervous, and I turned off the fire halfway...... Anyway, I have all the problems that can arise. Since I chose it myself, I have to do it hard......

A month, a whole month, I counted almost every day. It was a very, very slow time, and every day was hard training. The coach often told us that there is no trivial matter in the car, and we must pay attention to safety.

With the careful guidance and help of the coach, I barely passed the road test. This month, I found that I had gained weight and grown meat, and the amount of food had also increased, which my mother said was comparable to military training!

The effort paid off, and after a month, my driver's license came down smoothly. The moment I got my driver's license, I was very happy in my heart, and I could say that I was ecstatic!

Thank goodness to the coach and of course thank you for your hard work!

After more than a month of hard study and training, I have long forgotten about the romantic luxury of dating.

When I said goodbye to the curator, I was already a person with a driver's license. But when the curator saw me, he was startled! He asked: What's wrong with you? I haven't seen you all this time, and you've darkened a lot! Where have you been? Why don't you even want to meet? I looked at him and said, "I've got a surprise for you!" He said: I only saw surprise, but I didn't see joy!

When I showed him my driver's license, he wasn't surprised at all. He looked at me and said, "How much hardship do you have to endure here!" I'll just be a driver for you, why are you learning this? It's not safe to drive!

I thought he would praise me, but I didn't expect him to worry about me......

I looked at him in front of me, and even though he was bad, he was really good to me......

He continued: "Tell me whatever you do in the future, don't worry me, okay?" I said, "Even if I break up with you, I have to inform you in advance, right?" He looked at me and said, "Why do you say that?" I won't let you leave me! Unless you really don't have me in your heart! I looked at him, shook my head, and smiled.

I found myself at some point when I began to appreciate the ...... in front of me

Work and love are all going on in an orderly manner. Of course, the family doesn't know about love. After all, he is more than a decade older than me, and I don't know if this relationship can go long......

But if this happened in the unit, this teenage age difference would not be a problem at all. For example, today I heard that someone in a department found someone who was in his twenties younger than himself and got married, and his ex-wife made a big fuss about it! Another example: Who got along with whom the day before yesterday, and who divorced whom the day after tomorrow...... Such things abound and have long been commonplace.

Chaos is not terrible, but chaos is terrible. Tell yourself that you must always talk about the bottom line and principles, and you must not go with the flow in ignorance......

Due to the nature of the work, there are many people in contact, and the number of meals increases, and it is the norm to eat away from home from time to time. Sometimes I haven't eaten at home for a week, so my mother has a lot of opinions!

Today, I made an appointment with a customer to discuss business, and the location was in a coffee shop. I arrived 10 minutes early, but I waited for more than half an hour and didn't see the customer come, and then the customer called and said that something was delayed, so I waited a little longer.

I had nothing to do, drinking coffee and looking out the window. It just so happened that I saw a car parked across the road, and it was the curator's car. He got out of the car, accompanied by a woman, and they walked into a restaurant together. I shuddered, what is this? Is this normal?

I dialed the curator's phone casually, and his voice was still gentle. I said, "Do you have time today?" I am free today! I didn't expect him to say, "I'm very busy today!" I asked, "Where are you?" Can we meet? He said: "In the museum, you only have time in the evening!" I said, "It's okay, you're busy, goodbye!" When I hung up the phone, I had an indescribable feeling in my heart, and a woman's intuition told me that it was not that simple.

I don't want to think about it, but I can't turn a blind eye either. Since I met it, maybe this is a kind reminder from God......

After thinking about it, the day is better than the sun, so I decided to ask him tonight to ask him for clarification. Today's things are solved today, and don't affect tomorrow's mood. But I also mentally prepared for the worst...... The people who can talk to me can talk to others, and if that were the case, I would be one of them, not the only ones......