He looked at me with affectionate eyes and said: I miss you very much, I have already broken off with that woman, but she is not giving up and is still entangled. When I heard this, I said, "That's your business, you don't need to tell me." The world is so big, who do you love? He still hugged me in his usual way. I didn't resist, I didn't break free, I didn't respond. He started kissing me like crazy, and I bit him if I didn't want to. I felt like it was biting, but he still kissed it......

However, kisses are kisses, and being a man must be principled and bottom line, and the same is true for feelings......

When we all calmed down, I said, "I don't care who you have?" or how many? Please don't lump me into the same category as them? I didn't think about how vigorous my love is, but I don't allow dirty characters in my relationship. I miss you, sometimes I really miss you, but you don't belong to me, so why should I embarrass myself, so letting go is the best choice!

He lowered his head and said, "Can we start over?" There really is no one around me, and that woman is deliberately looking for you because she wants to destroy us! I have no contact with him for a long time, please believe me?

I didn't speak, just looked into the distance. He stopped talking, and we sat quietly......

Hungry, right? He said, "Let's go eat!" I said, "Of course!" I'm hungry for a long time! He smiled when he saw me, and he smiled!

At this time, I noticed that the corners of his mouth were really broken! I asked, "Does it hurt?" and he said, "It doesn't hurt." I looked at him and felt a little guilty in my heart! I said, "I'm sorry!" He said: I am the one who should say I'm sorry! Can you forgive me? Come back to work! It's too hard to see you! I said: I'll talk about this question later, I'm going to have a good meal right now, and I'm going to eat you poor! He said: If you don't eat poor, you're not allowed to leave, okay? I love you! I looked at him and said, "I really miss you." He hugged me and said, "You little girl is finally telling the truth!" You know how happy I am? I'll take you to my parents tomorrow! I said, "You're scared of me!" I didn't say I wanted you? He said, "Okay, take your time!" Now take the princess to dinner!

The days of studying at home were very boring, occasionally shopping with my classmates, and sometimes the curator would invite me and my friends to have dinner together. In the eyes of my friends, I am so happy, I have a special car to pick me up and go to a high-end hotel for dinner. But only I know that it's not easy......

He and I don't see each other very often, because we all have things to do. During the time when I was reviewing at home, my mother once again signed me up. This time, it is a TV station advertising center recruitment.

When I found out about the situation, I didn't want to do it at all. My mother told me that I was applying for a position as a receptionist. Well, no matter what it is, just go through the process, and you can't choose it anyway.

On the day of the application, I was very annoyed, and I scolded the leader without knowing who the leader was! It was too bullying, saying that I was recruiting a receptionist, but when I applied for the job, I was told that I had already decided on a candidate. That's the legendary inner decision?

I was about to lift my leg and leave, but the staff advised me to try another position. I said to the staff: Then you can just report one! The staff said: In addition to the business is production, do you know how to produce? I said: No. She said: Then the business is good! That's it, I was routinely reported to the salesman!(I thought: Does the salesman still use his academic qualifications? It's really overkill!Comfort yourself!Steady!Don't get angry!)

The so-called examiner is the head of the department. I heard that he was called "Zhongtang", and asked the staff to know the leader's name - Wang Zhongtang. (I thought: It's worthy of being a leader, even the name is an official title.) ）

The leader said, "Do you understand business?" I said: I don't know and I don't understand. The leader said: Then why do you want to apply for this position? I said: I applied for the receptionist, but when I came, I realized that the appointment was over. Helplessly, your staff just reported it to me. (I looked at the leader in front of me with contempt!) and thought: This place is very complicated!) The leader said: Then I'll tell you about the business. I said, "No, I don't understand, I don't want to learn, just come and see what you look like as a leader!"

The leader said: This place is where you can come and leave as soon as you want? I said: What else would you do? After everything is decided, what kind of recruitment will you send? I don't scold you, even if I give you face! The leader said: I have a big temper! I don't know if I dare to challenge the business? I said: Of course I dare, but I am not interested in a leader like you! After speaking, I pushed the door and wanted to leave, but the leader quit. He said, "If you have the guts, try it for a month!" I said, "Just try!" The leader said: I'll find someone to tell you about the business. I said, "No, I'll see you in a month, and I'll leave!"

But when I got out of the gate, my legs were weak, I didn't know business, where to find business, what should I do? I thought as I walked, impulse is the devil!

When I got home, I told my mother the truth about the application, and my mother was also very angry! I said, "No, I won't go!" I said, "No!" I have said everything, I have to prove it to him, and I can do a good job if I don't understand!

After holding back at home for two days, I read a lot of newspapers and magazines, and said to myself: I know that there are tigers in the mountains, and I prefer to go to the tiger mountains......

Over the next month, I walked the streets of the city. The merchants asked one by one, and the sun and rain brought the original image of a lady to a less ladylike age. I thought: I worked hard, and the result depends on God's will!

A month later, I came to Taili as promised to hand in the results, thinking that as long as it wasn't a countdown, it would be fine. I was very surprised by the results: first. I heard you right, it's number one! It's so funny, what you don't want to keep is what you want to keep. Who would have thought that I was glamorous on the surface, but at this time I had an inexplicable sense of embarrassment in my heart......

In the following days, it is the leader's good-intentioned care, good-natured care, and malicious care. I seemed to feel how difficult it was to distinguish between good and evil......

Simple, no scheming, it shouldn't be in the workplace. But the world is unpredictable, and the working environment here is so complicated that I can't even predict it......

Coming to a new work environment, everything is adapting. There are so many leaders here that I can't remember them at all, let alone recognize them all. I often regard the director as the director and the director as a salesman! For this reason, I have offended many people without a shadow, but I don't know it yet.

Kindness is a luxury here, unattainable, and I will not be able to survive if I do not change. To put it in layman's terms: if you can't do it, others will look down on you, and if you can do it, others hate you. If I don't fit in, I become out of place...... My intransigence has become the target of public criticism......

Coming to my new workplace made me feel a lot of emotion. Because I was so busy with work, I saw the curator less and less. He would occasionally drop me off at work and pick me up from work, and having a meal together was a luxury. It also made me re-examine what kind of relationship I had with him.

If it is love at first sight, what is the difference between it and the intention at sight? If it is love for a long time, is it not worrying if it is not seen for a long time......

If you think about it, in the train of life, except for yourself, everyone else is a passerby. Someone to accompany you on a ride is already fateful. I don't believe in cause and effect, but everything has a source. All encounters are either gifts or lessons. But either way, remember that growth is the most important thing......

I found that I began to transform, fade away from simplicity, and learn to package...... Even though I was helpless, I had to learn to adapt. Tell yourself: it's yours, even if it's yours in the end, and if it's not yours, don't keep it, let alone be sad......

I always finish the monthly business amount in advance, so it's rare to take a few days off to relax. Today I took the initiative to make an appointment with the curator, and it just so happened that he was also free, so we drove together!

He said, "You've changed, you've tanned, and of course you've matured." I said, "It's hard work, but it's fulfilling." But he said: Your current working environment is complicated, why don't you come back and come back to me, without wind and sun, how good. I said: There is no growth without experience, and I used to think that human nature was too perfect. If the working environment is complicated, it is not so much that human nature is complex, not that there are thousands of faces, but it is almost the same. If he smiles at you on the surface, he will stab you in the back. Obviously it's your client, but next month I don't know why I ran to someone else? At first I was angry, but now I'm not angry, I'm not angry......

When he heard me say this, he looked at me with amazement, and said, "Is this the same you I met a few months ago?" Honey, you have grown up! Actually, your personality is not suitable for this kind of work, so why should you stay? I said: I don't like this kind of work very much, I can even say that I hate it! But I have to try to see if I can survive in this environment. He said, "The more you are like this, the more I like it." Don't work too hard, if you don't succeed in the business and come to me, isn't it just advertising money? I can still afford to invest some money in advertising. I said, "It's not my character to ask you for help." He shook his head and said: I really can't help you, surrender!

I asked, "How are you doing?" He said: It's okay, it's just that it's a little troublesome that I don't see you often. I said, "I miss you, but I don't want to see you." I said, "I'm afraid of disappointment, I'm afraid you're someone else's scenery, and I'm looking at my eyes wet......

He stopped the car and looked at me, and said to me seriously and seriously: "Honey, I don't know what love is?" But I reject others for you, is this love? If so, please don't try again and again, otherwise I will be sad, very sad!

I feel like I've said the wrong thing again...... I looked at him with innocent eyes, he looked at me with serious eyes, and we hugged and kissed......

He said, "Tell me if you want me, let me know you're thinking about me?" I nodded. I thought: Maybe this is love......