This is probably the first time I've taken a leave of absence since the book opened, and I think it was.

There is no miscellaneous reason, and I don't make other excuses, I just can't put pen to paper, I don't want to code words, I sat in front of the computer for four hours, and I only wrote 1,500 words.

Of course not.

My outline is all complete, and there is basically no Kavin, but I don't want to write it for some reason.

After sitting in front of the computer and thinking carefully for a while, I found that the problem was - the lack of passion and motivation for codewords, and there were too many distractions in my head.

Passion can be mobilized and cultivated, and I should be able to mobilize this point if I take a few days off, look at the chicken soup, and find a goal.

But distractions are ...... I only recently realized that it's really scary, it can be distracting, it can be depraved, it can make people cranky, it will lose self-control, and even it will be depressed.

I'm so bothered by distractions right now that every decision I make, including this single chapter I'm writing now, isn't necessarily what I'm really thinking, it's probably impulsive.

Perhaps, when I look back, I will find that what I said now is simply ridiculous, and I will immediately delete it.

The leave will take about three days, or because the time limit is exceeded, and I haven't adjusted yet, I feel that I can't face you anymore, so I finally choose the book of eunuchs, and disappear, and then choose a new vest, silently open a children's book.

A lot of authors have done this, and I probably do too......

If I really do this, then I may go and write a pure Shenhao harem article, the kind of bulldozer, there are at least thirty heroines, and I haven't written them, so I want to write about them, only about women and flirting girls, and nothing else.

It is also possible not to touch the harem from now on, write new themes, and then hone your writing and routines, strive to get a great appointment, earn more manuscript fees, find a girlfriend, and make your home.

It's also possible that I won't write books anymore and find some other jobs to do, and my family has always persuaded me to do this, because after I started writing books, I have changed, from a handsome guy to a greasy and sickly otaku.

To be honest, although writing has brought me a relatively stable and expensive income compared to my peers, it has also taken away a lot of things from me.

If I had a choice, I would never touch this line again if I went back five years.

But life is like this, there is no turning back, you can only carefully screen whether there are traps and thorns on the road from the front, and the saddest thing is that I have not yet developed the correct screening ability, from the perspective of emotional intelligence and thinking, I feel that I have been abandoned by the times, alas......

Of course, as I said just now, I am talking in a muddy way, and these words are not necessarily right, and they may be overturned in a few days, so if it hasn't become a reality, let's take a look at it first, just like I am running a train with my mouth full.

If it becomes a reality, then there will be a chance to see you again.

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