At three o'clock in the afternoon, it was almost time to go downstairs to the radiotherapy room for radiotherapy, Qin Shi simply packed up the water glass and prepared to go downstairs, and when he saw that the elevator was full of people, he changed to the stairwell.

Walking all the way down from the 12th floor doesn't take long to get it into practice. Just as he was about to step out of the staircase, he stopped. His heart almost jumped out of his chest. Because less than two meters away from herself, a middle-aged woman was staring at her intently. Although I secretly went to see her yesterday, it was just tailgating, not a close look like today, and I had nowhere to hide. He pursed his lips, but he couldn't utter a full syllable.

"You?"

And the woman in front of him was even more surprised than he was. Her heart was really upside down, with mixed tastes, and complex emotions such as uncontrollable astonishment, surprise, panic and dizziness emerged together. She has always thought that he who died and disappeared in the dictionary of her life suddenly stood in front of her, she has always been concerned and never refused to admit that he is dead, and often fantasizes that he will suddenly appear one day, and he really suddenly appears today, and she feels that it is so illusory, so unreal, so incredible.

Her chest was rising and falling violently, and then infinite surprise flowed from her deep eye sockets, and then there was irrepressible anger, and then there was an inexplicable panic, as if at that moment, a huge fireball erupted from her chest, and suddenly turned into a huge ice ball and crashed into her chest, and she was pushed by such a sudden invisible pressure wave. Crushing, it seemed to burst in an instant, about to jump out of her thin chest, her heart suddenly cramped, and a layer of sweat seeped through the sparse bangs on her forehead and flowed out uncontrollably.

"Blue Heart?", it was Qin Shi's call that woke her up from her state of lost soul and almost dementia.

"Qin Chuan?", Lan Xin exclaimed.

"Yes, I'm Qin Chuan", Qin Shi agreed excitedly, but he stretched out his hand that seemed to hug Lan Xin and took it back.

The two looked at each other like this, looking at each other, never willing to take their eyes off each other's figures.

"Are you okay? Blue Heart", Qin Shi's words revealed infinite concern in his heart.

"Okay, why is it not good, work, husband and children, everything is fine, although it is not as rich as you, but it is more comfortable than you", Lan Xin's words obviously had a trace of depression and self-deprecation.

"If you are not rich, you are safe, Lan Xin, I have always been concerned about you."

"Worry about me, really know how to pretend", Lan Xin couldn't suppress the excitement in her heart, her lips trembled when she spoke, "It's been twenty-eight years, I should have woken up a long time ago, I should have thought that you weren't dead, you just pretended to be dead"

"I pretend to be dead, how can I pretend to be dead?", Lan Xin's mention of the word 'death' still couldn't help but make the corners of Qin Shi's mouth twitch.

"Yes, you are not dead, you will not die, it has been twenty-eight years, are you hiding it from me like this? If I don't meet you here today, you will continue to hide it, right? Qin Chuan", Qin Shi's defense caused the incomparable anger in Lan Xin's heart, and the waves that had been suppressed for a long time swept over.

"No, Lan Xin, it's not like this", Qin Shi stepped forward and grabbed Lan Xin's hand, he wanted to defend but couldn't remember the words of defense, his mouth just denied it vigorously.

"Why did you lie to me?", Lan Xin's brow furrowed, which was the most obvious feature when she was angry.

"Lan Xin, I don't want to deceive you, I never deceived you", Qin Shi snorted, "I just don't want to disturb your peaceful life, I have never forgotten you, my heart has never been far from you, you believe me, Lan Xin"

"Do you think you can deceive me again by pretending to be pitiful? Full of sweet words, without a word of truth, do you think that my blue heart is still a person you are at the mercy of and deceive at will?"

"I really don't have it, Lan Xin, let's find a place for you to listen to me slowly, okay?", Qin Shi almost begged Lan Xin.

"Qin Chuan, I will never believe your nonsense again", Lan Xin shook off Qin Shi's hand.

"You just pretended to be dead? Twenty-eight years ago, you walked away, and then you found a corpse, put on your own clothes, and put your luggage on the shore where the corpse drowned, and created a scene of death, just to tell me that you were dead, and you could dump me? What a clever strategy, what a vicious strategy, and you did this, did you feel at ease?"

"Lan Xin, what are you talking about? The more you talk about me, the more confused I become, why can't I understand a word? You should make it clear, pretend to be dead, who is pretending to be dead, what is going on?", Qin Shi eagerly wanted to know the truth of the matter.

"I carefully direct, don't you know? If you have to pretend to beg others to explain, you can act, act", Lan Xin's words stabbed like a knife.

"What's wrong with me?

"You're not much, you're a liar"

"Ah, what's wrong with Lan Xin?", Qin Shi was inexplicably surprised by Lan Xin's anger.

"No, I just don't want to see you"

"Blue Heart, what's wrong?"

"Don't call me by my name, I feel awkward", Lan Xin turned around and was about to leave.

Qin Shi resolutely grabbed Lan Xin's hand and didn't let her leave.

Twenty-eight years later, when the person in his heart really appeared in front of him, the pain of separation was infinitely magnified, and all kinds of complex emotions emerged at the same time, so that he could not control his emotions.

Lan Xin was like this at this moment, her almost hysterical anger blinded Qin Shi at once, and she couldn't come back to her senses for a long time.

After a long while, Lan Xin finally calmed down, looked up at Qin Shi, and asked with concern, "Who is sick?"

"A friend of mine is sick, I'll take a look", Qin Shi himself didn't expect that he would casually tell such a big lie, knowing how long such a lie could be hidden from living on a floor, maybe it was Qin Shi's instinct to not want Lan Xin to worry about himself.

Lan Xin stroked his chest and let out a long breath, "I'm scared to death, it's not just you."

At the moment, they only care about the people who are concerned about their eyes and their hearts. Now that they are standing opposite each other, they are all safe and sound, they are relieved to each other, and a hanging heart is put down.

"I'm also coming to see friends", Lan Xin gave the same reason.

"Lan Xin, how can you do this?", Qin Shi was a little angry at Lan Xin's lying.

"What's wrong?", Lan Xin looked at Qin Shi.

"Lan Xin, let's not deceive each other, I've been to Brother Yuejin's ward, and I was about to ask you, what disease does Brother Yuejin have?

"You tell me about your situation first?", Lan Xin's anxiety was self-evident.

"I, I have tongue cancer, it doesn't matter, I've had surgery, and I'm doing radiotherapy and chemotherapy now", Qin Shi didn't intend to lie to her, just now he was in a hurry, but now Lan Xin asked, and he told him truthfully.

"Your eldest brother Yuejin has liver cancer, but in the early stage, the problem is not big", Lan Xin stopped and told Qin Shi.

"Oh, don't be careless, hurry up, if you don't mind, I can help you financially", Qin Shi tried to seize such an opportunity to dispel Lan Xin's estrangement against him.

At this moment, Lan Xin had returned to his original calm, and his words had become soft, full of concern and concern: "Qin Chuan, is your illness really not important?

"Blue Heart, why don't you believe me? Have I lied to you in my life?"

"Qin Chuan, you have deceived me for almost your whole life, and you still said that you didn't lie to me? Now that you are sick, I can't worry about you, when you are sick, I will look for you again"

"Okay, I'll wait for you"

"You go and run errands first, I'll come to see you with Yuejin at night", Lan Xin finished speaking and walked out of the stairwell.

Looking at the back of Lan Xin's departure, Qin Shi's mood became disappointed, melancholy, and tangled in an instant. He couldn't understand the anger of Lan Xin, who was known for his good temper, and he thought about it for a long time, but he couldn't figure it out.

"When have I ever played dead?"

"Just because of your own departure, did you really cause irreparable damage to Chi?"

"I mistakenly entered the black brick kiln to delay the time to report your safety, you know?"

"In just one year, you have married another woman, and even have children, have you kept your promise?"

How many questions were churning and killing in Qin Shi's heart, hindering him from regaining his calm, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get out of the angry and resentful eyes that Lan Xin had when he left.

"Was it really my fault, or did she have a deep misunderstanding about me?"

"I have to talk to her"

"I have to find out"

Qin Shi was in a trance like this day, entangled by one question after another.