Chapter 5, Section 3 Lan Xin misunderstands Qin Shi

Lan Xin came to deliver medicine again, and now she boils Chinese medicine for Qin Shi at home every day and then sends it to the hospital in a thermos cup, and when she arrives, Qin Shi is instructing Wen Tao to write poetry. She felt particularly relieved that Wen Tao, the child, under the guidance of Qin Shi, was now stepping out of the fear of death step by step, and he had become much more cheerful.

Seeing Lan Xin's arrival, Wen Tao was about to get up and leave, but Qin Shi stopped him and said to Lan Xin excitedly: "Lan Xin, you see, this kid is too spiritual, he has only studied for a few days, and the poem is written in a good way." Listen, this poem, "Waiting for the Snow to Come", I read a few words for you to listen, you come slowly / The horse's snort approaches / Let all the creatures sink slightly / And the excitement hangs the smile of the plum / She is for the upcoming meeting / She has been lovesick for years / Waiting for you is the wish of all creatures. He started from the feeling of animals, horses, and plants and plums, and there was not a single word in the poem that wrote the word "snow", but he clearly felt the expectation of snow, which was really wonderful, and then look at this poem "Friend"...... Let's remember the grass seeds that stick to the placket of our clothes / The only grain that holds the whole grassland / We are here to talk about the sky / Let the moon sit with us / Until the dawn climbs up to the horizon. The use of metaphors, subtle language, and artistic conception are much stronger than the so-called bells and whistles that my poetry friends like to spell out with a bunch of gorgeous rhetoric, and I have mastered the essence of poetry."

Wen Tao was praised by Qin Shi, rubbed his hands a little shyly, and quickly slipped away to find a vacancy.

Lan Xin's mind was still immersed in the scene in front of her, she was thinking what a happy and poetic scene this was, if Wen Tao was replaced by her own child, would it be the scene she wanted to see the most? Will such a day come?

Lan Xin sat down opposite Qin Shi after serving Qin Shi and taking the medicine, she wanted to ask Qin Shi if there were any signs of improvement in his body these days?

Before Lan Xin could speak, Qin Shi took out a paper bag, opened it, and inside was a tissue ball, and when he opened it again, what appeared in their eyes were a few small white pills.

"Lan Xin, take a closer look, do you know what this is?"

"Pills", Lan Xin was confused for a while.

"Yes, do you know what kind of pills Big Brother Yuejin is taking?"

Lan Xin didn't speak, just looked directly at Qin Shi.

"This is XX tinib, a targeted drug for liver cancer, I asked the nurse. When my eldest brother was hospitalized, he took this medicine, one tablet a day, look at it now, how many tablets are here?"

"What do you mean?"

"I don't know what I mean, I just know that I shouldn't hide it from you, I should tell you frankly"

"What do you want to say?

"This is Wen Tao picked up from the paper basket of the eldest brother Yuejin, he saw the eldest brother secretly throw the pills in the paper basket, and he came to me without being able to figure it out. I also couldn't figure it out, since I had a disease to treat it, how could I take medicine selectively, some medicine was taken, some medicine was not taken, and some medicine was discarded, why was this?", Qin Shi's mind was still entangled in this issue.

"There are only two possibilities, one possibility is that he resists the treatment, he doesn't want to take the medicine, it's not right, he is selectively taking the medicine, this inference cannot be explained, and the other possibility is that he didn't have liver cancer, he is deceiving everyone."

"What?Qin Shi, do you know what you're talking about?", Lan Xin suddenly shouted.

"I can't figure it out, only the eldest brother knows about this."

"Qin Shi, do you suspect that Yuejin is pretending to be sick? No, it can't be, why would he do this?

"yes, I think it's incredible, why is he pretending to be sick? He has to be motivated?"

"Motivation?Qin Shi, what is the motivation for Yuejin?"

"You calm down first, let's analyze what is his motive if so?

"No", Lan Xin said firmly, "he is a patient himself, why should he pretend to be sick?"

"yes, yes, I'm also puzzled"

"I see," Lan Xin said slowly.

"Lan Xin, what is the reason for you?", Qin Shi asked eagerly.

"Because, because you are jealous, Qin Shi, you still haven't let go of your past grievances, you can't see the people you once loved being with others, so you try your best to evacuate them, when did your heart become so dark?", Lan Xin once again brushed his sleeves in front of Qin Shi.

"Am I jealous?