Chapter 5, Section 4 White can be dyed to untie the knot of the blue heart

In Lan Xin's heart, she originally wanted to delay and deal with her relationship with Qin Shi again, but Qin Shi seemed to be getting more and more disagreeable, and the tricks of framing and sowing discord had been used, could she not make herself angry? He was no longer the loyal and honest Qin Chuan in his mind, it was like a different person, and he couldn't see his true face clearly. While he persuaded himself to let go of his grievances, he intensified his despicable things? Lan Xin's heart was disturbed by Qin Shi's words, and she tossed and tormented all day and night about whether her husband was pretending to be sick or whether it was Qin Shi's false accusation.

Sometimes, she felt that Qin Shi's analysis had some truth, but she immediately overturned her own opinion; sometimes, she also felt that her husband Luo Yuejin told her that she had liver cancer and went to the hospital in the name of liver cancer was really suspicious, but she couldn't produce any evidence; in the end, she fell into her own entanglement of who leaned towards whom on the emotional balance of Qin Shi and her husband Yuejin, so that she deviated or even forgot to pursue the truth of the incident. Such thoughts are undoubtedly disordered and disorderly, and will not lead to anything.

In her anxiety, she suddenly thought of a person, this person was Bai Keran, and perhaps she could find the reason why Qin Shi framed her husband from him.

Taking advantage of the lack of classes in the afternoon, she went home and brought the Chinese medicine boiled for Qin Shi, and made an appointment to meet at a teahouse outside the cancer hospital.

Before meeting, Lan Xin had repeatedly considered how she should talk to Keran, and in her heart, she didn't want to anger Keran, because she knew Qin Shi's high position in Keran's heart, and she wanted to uncover the reason why Qin Shi framed her husband, so she chose to start the topic from chasing the real donor:

"Child, my godmother came to you today to try to untie a knot, you know, my godmother is an honest teacher, she has no position and no power, and she has never given others great kindness, so I don't deserve to be so rewarded, can you tell me who the real donor is? I don't mean anything else, I just want to say thank you to him in person."

"Godmother, people are doing some good deeds with the mentality of 'giving people roses, and there is fragrance in their hands', and the money donated to you is not worth mentioning to him at all, why do you always have to get to the bottom of it?"

"Keran, can't you tell me who he is in person? Actually, I've already guessed who he is, it's your father Qin, isn't it?"

"I don't know", said Koran haha.

"Keran, look at you kid, it's so difficult to tell the truth to your godmother?", Lan Xin saw that Keran was silent, so she didn't ask anymore, in fact, she had already confirmed her guess in her heart, so why bother asking again? The real purpose of this trip was to find out the reason why Qin Shi framed her husband, so she continued:

"Keran, I've been separated from your father Qin for so many years, there are still some small misunderstandings between us, I don't want to drag it on like this all the time, I sometimes can't control my emotions well, which is not good for your father Qin's health, what do you say?

"Godmother, with all due respect, I see that you do have a deep misunderstanding of my Dad Qin, and even a little hostile, I don't know the root of the matter, but I can tell you with my conscience that my Dad Qin is a man who stands up to the sky, and you have always treated him like a villain", Keran's response made Lan Xin's carefully prepared topic almost die.

"Yes, I know, child, your father Qin is a man who stands up to the sky, but men and women sometimes have different perceptions of things, and they will look at problems from different angles", Lan Xin still cautiously tentative.

"Godmother, you know, I'm a straightforward person, don't go around the bush, if you want to know anything, just say, I know everything", Keran said.

"Why, thank you, Keran, I want to ask you, did your father Qin talk to you about his past emotional life?"

"No, he never talked to us about his past emotional life, it was his forbidden area, but I know a little bit from his conversation and chat with his friend Chen Ping. My father Qin secretly fell in love with a girl when he was in college, and the relationship between the two should be very deep. An incident happened when my father graduated from Qin, and I have no way of knowing what it was. Anyway, he didn't graduate yet, so he went south to Shenzhen. But unfortunately, he strayed into the black brick kiln and stayed in the black brick kiln for more than a year, and later Chen Ping was also arrested and put into the black brick kiln, and the two of them finally managed to escape. Chen Ping's father was a big cadre, so he went back to Beijing as soon as he got out of the black brick kiln. My father Qin continued to work for a month, earned enough money for the journey, and returned to Binjiang to find the girl he loved. After more than a year, when he returned to Binjiang again, the girl he loved was married and had a child with him. Is it bearable, familiar and bearable? My father Qin angrily left Binjiang again and vowed not to set foot in Binjiang again. Maybe it's my father Qin who still can't forget his first love, although the wind and frost of the years have matured his mind and blown his face old, he has always wanted to make some compensation for the former girl in his heart, whether it is to repay the love or to make up for the regrets in his heart, I don't need to explore, the result of the matter is that my father Qin has spent his life to eliminate the resentment of the lost emotion. Since last year, my father has entrusted me to start carrying out charity activities on Binjiang, in this era of rampant materialism, everyone only cares about making money, how many people will sincerely do charity? I think this is because my father Qin has great love in his heart, if he doesn't have great love, can he do these things? How can a person with great love not have a perfect view of love?

Lan Xin quietly listened to Bai Keran's narration, big tears flowing.

But Ran stopped his narration, and he also needed to adjust his breathing and calm his emotions.

"Keran, you can go on", Lan Xin pleaded after wiping away her tears.

So, I returned to Binjiang, on the one hand, to lay a precursor for my father's treatment, and on the other hand, to promote my father's charity plan. In the promotion of the charity plan, in contact with you, I guessed that the girl that my father Qin fell in love with when he was young might be you, so you are the one who hurts my father the most, but I am always denying my judgment, what a kind person you are. How can I be associated with the person who betrayed my father Qin? Since I was more than six years old, I have lived with my father Qin, and I am also his little padded jacket, can I not understand his thoughts? For decades, he has been thinking about that girl in his heart, and he has never blamed her for half a word, maybe you don't believe it, maybe my father Qin has some confusion about the girl who betrayed him in his heart, but he always takes the responsibility on himself, and sometimes I listen to him talk to himself. I know how deep his inner self-blame is, and the girl who swore an alliance with my Qin father back then, does she know? With my Qin father's current conditions, what kind of girl he can't find? But after more than ten years, did he look for it? No. He's just so lonely. I don't want to get involved in the grievances of the previous generation, and I don't want to be a moral judge, but I really want to ask, if I meet the girl who betrayed my father Qin back then, I want to ask her a word."

"What do you want to ask?", Lan Xin asked anxiously.

"What is the true meaning of love?", Bai Keran said heavily.

"What is the true meaning of love?", Lan Xin repeated the dyeable words, and a deep guilt rose from his heart to his face and then to his brow.