After listening to Tan Yiying's memories and hearing Tan Yiying's question, Li Ze couldn't help but feel a bitterness in his heart.

How could his life not be like this!

And even more!

Take Goddess Feng as an example, in the past, he was just attracted by Goddess Feng's good conversation and beautiful appearance, which left a deep memory and impression on Goddess Feng in his heart.

But he never asked if Feng Qinglun had a boyfriend? Which area does her family live in? What does her family do? What does she like to do? Who are her friends?

He didn't know any of this, in the past, he only knew that Feng Qinglun was unattainable, and they might not be people living in the same world.

If he hadn't happened to meet Feng Qinglun while running a marathon that day, it is estimated that he would never have said a word to Goddess Feng in his life.

is like a toad sitting in a well watching the sky, he can only sneak a look or two at the outside world through a little bit of size and some social software.

is also living on the same campus, but there is probably an insurmountable gap between his world and Feng Qinglun's world!

He remembered the contemptuous eyes in the depths of his memory, the hardships he had endured.

He remembered his origin, his family, and couldn't help but have a burst of tears that wanted to well-up in his eyes!

Some bitter memories of his past gradually surfaced in the depths of his mind, and he regretted his mediocrity in college.

His heart is still strong, and his eyes are hazy.

Tan Yiying next to her instantly felt a strange change in the atmosphere, she found Li Ze's mood fluctuations, and her eyes seemed to have become as bright as before, but after a few seconds, they returned to normal, which was incomprehensible.

……

"I have, there is something that I will be proud of for the rest of my life!"

Li Ze's eyes were firm, his dark pupils were as quiet and mysterious as the night, he looked at Tan Yiying quietly, and said softly: "I have a story, do you have wine?"

Ding-dong, ding-dong.

The doorbell rings.

"Sir, your peanuts, beer, ice cream have arrived. ”

It's just the right time!

……

The sun is setting, and the twilight is blue.

On the white dining table is a small orange lamp that emits a faint glow.

Li Ze picked up a bottle of beer and poured it into a red wine glass.

He took a sip of snowflakes and asked Tan Yiying in a soft tone, "How many points did you score in the college entrance examination?"

"Clams?"

Tan Yiying was inexplicably asked by this sudden question, and almost burst out laughing again, but she felt that the atmosphere was not suitable, so she held back again.

After thinking about it, he replied, "583 points." ”

Li Ze snorted, and then asked slowly: "Then do you know how many points I scored in the first college entrance examination?"

"How much?"

"354 points, a full 100 points away from the second line of our province that year. ”

"Ahh

Tan Yiying was a little surprised, since she met Li Ze, what he left on her was the impression of being polite and polite.

Although he occasionally has a little bit of a very skinny and funny attribute, he is serious in doing things, full of enthusiasm for life, and is a good person......

Tan Yiying thinks that he should be a white-collar worker working in a large company, at least he should have studied in college, and his academic performance in high school must not be too bad.

Li Ze fell into deep memories and began to talk about his bitter past.

It was the middle of a hot summer day!

Time goes back to six years ago, Kangxin Industrial Zone, Jiangdong New District, Modu, Pegatron Electronics Industrial Park.

The sun was scorching, and people were hiding in the shadows in the corners.

And Li Ze dragged a slightly worn-out suitcase and walked into a factory with a group of people.

He graduated from high school that year and took the college entrance examination that year.

On the evening of June 8, the exam was over, and he also failed the exam.

Usually his grades go up and down, and his mind is dizzy in the college entrance examination, and his mind is blank.

For the first time, he realized how nervous he could be at some of the most important moments in his life.

Li Ze, who studied in a key class in high school, failed the passing line in mathematics and comprehensive, and the English he has always been good at also failed the test.

After the scores came out, his parents didn't blame him too much and gave him two paths to choose.

One is to repeat the study, and the other is to go to a relative's shop to learn the repair of automobile circuits.

His parents knew that they did not have the ability to provide food for their children in the future, so they could only hope that he would get into a good university or learn a trade to support his family while he was young.

But at that time, he was arrogant and unwilling to choose, he wanted to study a private undergraduate.

He didn't want to repeat his studies, he didn't want to be a repairman, and he didn't want to be embarrassed by his relatives.

Children from other families can go to undergraduate, so why can't he go?

Even if the school you study is very poor, it is a big deal to get a good school in the future.

He thinks that the failure of the college entrance examination is just a momentary negligence, and he will always break out of this world with his own brain!

His head is iron!

For the question of his whereabouts, he had a complete falling out with his family!

He secretly bought a train ticket to the magic capital and embarked on the journey to the most prosperous city in the country for the first time.

On the train, all he could think of was his parents threatening him that he would not be able to achieve anything if he did not have a degree.

And the high school homeroom teacher who lost the school's reward of only a few hundred yuan because he didn't reach the second line, pointed to his head and said viciously, 'You will definitely not have much success in the future'.

He Li Ze killed him, and he didn't want to go back to that home!

He never wanted to see that teacher again!

He wants to prove that he can make a career with his own hands, and then slap them in the face with the money he earns!

His first stop was at this factory.

Others may not be able to do it, but he thinks he can.

Someone else may not be able to be a supervisor, but he thinks he can do it too.

Working day and night, the diligent performance was seen by the superiors.

Then he was slowly promoted, step by step.

After having connections, he will set up another door and create a career, and the young and frivolous Li Ze believes that this will be his future life trajectory.

He believes he can do it!

And then.

He became an assembly line worker at Pegatron Electronics Field No. 3 production line.

The first task assigned to him was to make screws on the assembly line.

Every day, I take a pneumatic screwdriver and punch the screws on the production line one after another.

After a while, he couldn't hold on.

He hit the screws and made his hands and feet cramp, and he couldn't sleep well at night.

He decided to ask the line leader to give him a different task so that he could express himself better.

I bought a few packs of cigarettes for the line chief, and the line chief agreed.

The work of operating the machine that he changed was not as tiring as before this time.

But the machine that operates the machine is simply too dirty.

Every day, there is a lot of cutting fluid and chips spilled on the production line.

Wearing a thick mask and gloves all day, he had to add a vehicle to the machine, which he used to replace manual labor in the factory to complete certain mechanical actions.

If you accidentally don't put it in place, something goes wrong, and the line leader will come over and scold people.

That was the first time he had heard a similar vicious incantation like "How did your parents give birth to you?"

Later, when the meeting was held, he would be criticized by name, so that he would lose face in front of everyone.

But he didn't choose to back down this time, he chose to persevere, he wanted to do it well!

Unlike other co-workers, he doesn't play mobile games with them at night, and he doesn't go out on weekends for entertainment.

Every day, he takes time to learn the production technology of the factory and at the same time fully prepare for the assessment of the manipulator.

By chance, his efforts were seen by a leader who inspected the equipment and wrote down his name.

Later, he was changed jobs, this time very different from the previous two times.

It's really very different, he became a quality inspector on the assembly line.

Because he was not tall, his head shrunk like an egg when he worked.

People give the nickname Li Quandan.

After a week on the job, he was appointed as a team leader for one of the production lines.