Chapter 17: Tan Yiying's shame

Ding-dong, ding-dong.

"Mr. Li? This is your takeaway. ”

"Thank you, thank you for your hard work!" Li Ze thanked the courier brother who rang the doorbell just now to deliver him food.

"Miss Tan, please eat!"

Li Ze made a gesture of please, opened the lunch boxes one by one, opened the chopsticks, and said to Tan Yiying like a gentleman.

Several plastic lunch boxes are spread out, and rice and vegetables are placed in separate boxes.

The chili sauce and tahini are served in two small, clear plastic boxes.

Wagyu Beef Pernod Shoulder, Prairie Gaoyang Roll, Xindonglan Beef, Fine Duck Intestines, Nanmi Prawns, Tender Pangasius, Cod Fish Balls, Enough Shrimp Slippery, Spicy Bullfrog.

These above.

None of them ordered......

Isn't it too much trouble to eat a takeout and order so much?

Just eating the leftover garbage can be a whole bunch!

Alas, garbage classification gave Li Ze a headache.

They ordered two set meals, Tan Yiying chose the classic spicy set meal first, and Li Ze chose the tomato fat beef set meal later.

The chili sauce is Xiao Tan's, and the sesame sauce is Xiao Li's.

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"Let's eat, it looks good. ”

Li Ze also sat on the chair and said to Tan Yiying.

Li Ze picked up the chopsticks and stuffed rice into his mouth, sandwiched a piece of fat cow, and swallowed a mouthful of white rice.

He didn't eat much during the day, and running consumed a lot of energy, and a few compressed biscuits couldn't fill his Li Ze's stomach, and he had just taken a shower, so he had to eat more.

Tan Yiying, who was on the other side, carefully picked up the lunch box with rice, picked a few wisps of vegetable leaves from another box with vegetables, slowly brought them to her mouth, opened her cherry mouth shyly, closed it quickly, and chewed the food in a very small amount.

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Three minutes later, Li Ze finished eating.

"Mr. Li, do you want chili sauce?"

Tan Yiying lifted the small lid of the chili sauce box, raised her head, and asked Li Ze.

"No, I've already finished eating. ”

Li Ze showed the bottom of his two lunch boxes to Tan Yiying, and sure enough, they were already empty.

"Mr. Li, your speed is so fast!" Tan Yiying said with an incredulous expression, swallowing a mouthful of rice.

She looked confused, she only ate a few bites of vegetable leaves and rice, and the chili sauce was not opened, and Li Ze, who was sitting opposite, had eaten it all, and she didn't even notice it.

"So-so. ”

Li Ze stood up and threw some more feed for the little flower next to him, and replied.

"Miss Tan, are you tired from working there, are you stressful every day?"

Li Ze watched Tan Yiying eat, idle and bored, and asked casually.

"Generally, if you are tired, if you can't do it, your salary will be very low. If you set yourself a lower goal, you won't feel too much pressure. Tan Yiying took a piece of meat and said.

"Is the salary low? How many?"

"And I remember you're pretty high-level, aren't you a manager?"

Li Ze was a little puzzled, the wages of financial institutions like them were not low.

"Every employee there can be called a manager. The basic salary is really low, only 6000 a month. ”

"Alas, there's no way around low wages. I blamed myself for not being fully prepared before looking for a job last year, and I couldn't answer a question from the interviewer, otherwise I might have been accepted by the company I liked. ”

Tan Yiying seemed to remember some not-so-good memories and felt sorry for herself.

6,000 yuan still felt low, and Li Ze vomited a mouthful of blood in his heart.

The basic salary of the job he signed before was only 4,450 yuan.

"What's the question? Is it hard to answer?"

Li Ze was curious.

Tan Yiying poured the chili sauce with the lid open into the rice and took two bites.

"It wasn't a particularly difficult question, but it was my last interview with that big company, so it was a bit of a shame that I didn't pass that question. ”

This was the case at the time, Tan Yiying recalled.

It was a rainy morning, and the spacious office was a little dark.

There were three interviewers on the day, two women and one man, the big boss of the company in the middle, and the HR of the company's human resources department on both sides.

When I sat down, the interviewer on the left on both sides asked me several professional questions, and I answered them one by one based on what I had learned.

I felt that the answer was good, and the interviewer's sister also showed a kind smile.

Immediately afterwards, the interviewer on the right asked me some questions about my future life plans and career goals, and I answered them carefully, according to my own characteristics, and explained why I thought so.

After listening to my answer, the interviewer's aunt also showed an affirmative smile.

In the end, I remember that it was because the number of interviews was small that day, and the time was relatively free, and the two HR people next to me asked the big boss in the middle to ask a question as well.

The big boss casually took a piece of paper from the table and randomly picked a question on it:

Ask: "Name one thing in your life that you are proud of?" ”

The boss also explained, for example, what difficulties you overcame and what achievements you have achieved, what awards you have won as the main person in charge of organizing some large-scale activities or participating in certain competitions, or whether you have ever shown some of your talents and specialties on the stage, etc.

At that time, Tan Yiying heard this question, but did not give an answer for a long time.

Because of what the boss said, she didn't have it.

I haven't won any awards in major competitions, and I haven't organized any events as a leader.

I haven't climbed the mountains that are difficult to climb in life, and I only learned to play the guitar in the club during college, but I can only entertain myself and can't get on the stage.

Her lack of self-confidence, her low self-esteem, her cowardice welled up in her heart.

Her mind was blank, her eyes were hazy, and her eyes became misty and poignant.

She is just a little girl born in a backward area of China, and her family is also very ordinary, and the family does not have any extra money for her to learn some special talents.

She went to school step by step, listened to her teachers at school, and was in harmony with her family at home.

Since she was a child, she wanted to see the outside world, so she studied hard and was admitted to the big city of Magic City, and planned to stay and work here.

But compared to those excellent people, she knows that there is still a big gap between herself and them, and she keeps working her studies to try to bridge the gap.

But the gap between them is really far-reaching, and it is so far that she feels that it is difficult to cross!

When asked this question, she felt as if a bullet had hit her pain nerves, and the bad emotions that had been hidden for many years finally gathered and exploded inadvertently for no reason, like a chain reaction of uranium-235, and the explosion like an atomic bomb became especially violent!

She actually cried, which overwhelmed the boss and the two HR people opposite.

The two HRs kept handing her facial tissues, and the big boss had long since disappeared.

In the end, of course, I didn't pass the interview.

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Tan Yiying finished telling Li Ze about her embarrassing things.

But she didn't have the slightest pessimism, and said with a smile: "Actually, I checked it on the Internet later, combined with some of my other thoughts later, and I realized that this question is not asking me what I am good at and how strong my ability is." ”

"It's just an ordinary interview question, which examines the candidate's ability to adapt to different situations, but at that time, it was completely possible to start with some small things, such as participating in volunteer activities, participating in the school's green environmental protection association, and doing something meaningful to the society, these are all things to be proud of, aren't they?"

"If I had read more interview questions before the interview, I probably wouldn't have been so out of shape. ”

For that job, she had turned down several other offers that looked good, and missed some opportunities, which was a bit of a pity.

Later, I looked for her current job, and the salary may not be high at first.

But she believes that through her efforts, there will always be a day when she will come out!

Tan Yiying confided a lot of things about her past to Li Ze, and her emotions changed from a little heavy to a grit again.

"Mr. Li, I wonder if you have anything to be proud of?"

Tan Yiying looked at Li Ze, a trace of envy flashed in her eyes, and she asked with a smile.

There is light in the eyes, and curiosity in the heart.