After Manager Qin and Mo Zhenzhen saw me, the conversation between them came to an abrupt end...

Manager Qin smiled awkwardly at me, moved inside, and gave me a seat.

After I sat down, I looked at Mo Zhenzhen indifferently, but she looked at me with a complicated look.

I'm used to her looking at me like that, though.

"Manager Qin, are you done talking? I want to talk to her alone, is it convenient?" I turned my sharp gaze to Lao Qin.

Manager Qin picked up the leather bag, bent down and smiled at us: "I still have something to do... You talk, you talk!"

After Manager Qin left, only me and Mo Zhenzhen were left in this corner...

I picked up the card on the table, pinched it between my fingers, and spun it around a few times.

"Have you known Manager Qin for a long time?" I asked.

Mo Zhenzhen looked at me without saying anything, and then she changed the subject and said, "Do you want to drink something?" I asked the waiter to come and order. ”

"I'm not thirsty... I just want to know what's going on?" I asked, picking up my card and handing it to her, but softly.

Mo Zhenzhen didn't take the bank card in my hand, but looked out of the floor-to-ceiling window. Suddenly, she stood up and said in a panic: "Xiuwen, it seems that someone outside is secretly filming us!"

"Then let him shoot!"

I don't like her, and the more she does this, the more I think she has ulterior motives to divert my attention and prove that she is more and more empty-hearted.

"I mean really!" said Mo Zhenzhen, and prepared to leave his seat and go out. I dragged her back.

"Mo Zhenzhen, I'm talking to you about serious things now, can you not try to divert my attention... Even if everyone outside is stripping and dancing right now, it has nothing to do with what we're talking about!"

Mo Zhenzhen's originally solemn face also slowly produced a hint of a smile, but she quickly held it back, and sat back in place with a tense face.

I picked up the bank card and knocked on the table, and asked, "Zhenzhen, you tell me the truth, what are you doing with Manager Qin here?"

"Now that you know everything, you still ask me what to do..."Mo Zhenzhen muttered quietly.

"I don't know, I don't know anything... I want you to tell me what the hell is going on?"

In the face of my cross-examination, Mo Zhenzhen just smiled indifferently.

She lowered her head and looked at the cup for a long time before saying, "Xiuwen, in this world, I don't think anyone knows you better than me!"

Listening to her words, my heart trembled slightly, and the scene of her silent departure a year ago came to my mind, and then I became indifferent.

"Hehe! you know me... You don't know me at all... In the same way, I can't see through you at all. ”

"Heh!" Mo Zhenzhen raised her head slightly, looked ahead with a deep gaze, and said in a sad tone: "Maybe, maybe we don't understand each other's thoughts... But I know that you are a person who values self-esteem more than life, which is your innate strength and fatal flaw... Sometimes you feel inferior because you care too much about your self-esteem... So I expected that even if you were desperate, you wouldn't open your mouth to borrow money from Su Yi and explain your difficulties to her..."

Looking at her deep gaze, I couldn't help but panic. She did see me very thoroughly, but I wouldn't lend a helping hand to Su Yi, let alone Mo Zhenzhen.

"I don't need the pity of others, especially you... Do you understand?"

"I understand!" Mo Zhenzhen retracted her gaze and pressed straight at me: "Xiuwen, I'm not pitying you, I'm pitying myself... Xiuwen, you should have pity on me, don't mention the money for shop rent and decoration to me, okay?"

"You mean to admit that the 1.3 million yuan of the shop rent and the 700,000 yuan of decoration fees given to me by the blind man are all yours, right?"

"Yes!"

I propped my forehead and closed my eyes, my heart surging like a river and a sea. I suddenly felt like a wasted person, I had struggled for so many years, and I had to rely on my ex-girlfriend for the rent and decoration of a shop, so I thought... I think it's funny to think about.

Looking at the bank card on the table that still has residual warmth, I feel that this is the biggest irony of my life, satirizing my lack of accomplishment, and satirizing my hindsight.

… …

"Zhenzhen, do you think that when I was worried about the rent and decoration costs of the store, quietly doing everything for me was a help to me and a helping hand to me?"

I shot a sharp gaze at her, and she looked at the cup on the table silently, and my words became more cold and resolute.

"Are you doing this for help? You're just throwing me a stinky, dirty piece of shit... We're separated, we're not related anymore... Why are you still so persistent and refuse to give each other a way out?"

In the face of my cold words, Mo Zhenzhen's emotions also fluctuated. Her eyes were red with tears, and tears kept sliding down her cheeks.

Although my heart was inexplicably aching when I said these words to her, I couldn't help it, I really didn't want her to be like this again, and she had been living in the shadow of self-blame. I just hope that she can forget our past, start over, and live the life in front of her.

We're finished, we're like shattered mirrors, we'll never be able to stick together.

At this time, Mo Zhenzhen was already in tears, she looked at me and sobbed and said: "Xiuwen, I know that you think my money is dirty, and I also understand that if you want to know that this money is mine, you will definitely not want it... I just want to make up for the wrong things I did so that my heart can be better..."

"Better off?" I continued to say coldly: "Since you want to be better, why did you leave without saying a word, why didn't you even give me a reason to break up... You know, I'm not the kind of person who is stubbornly entangled, you have to make it clear to me, instead of leaving us to break up, and it won't be where we are today. ”

"Xiuwen, I was wrong, I was really wrong..."Mo Zhenzhen was already crying so much that she couldn't help herself, and my emotions were gradually stirred up by her.

"You're wrong? Why are you wrong? I still can't convince myself that you broke up with me for money, for the sake of joining a wealthy family, and we've been together for ten years, ten years! I really can't believe that you worship money, I don't believe that you are such a person... You must have a hard time, right? Can you tell me the truth?"

I grabbed Mo Zhenzhen's wrist tightly, and the last line of defense buried in my heart was also broken, and the bits and pieces of the ten years I was with her, those green years, the purest and most white and immaculate days of my life, vaguely appeared in my mind...

Mo Zhenzhen shook her head violently, and her crying was no longer something she could control: "Xiuwen, I don't want to say, don't you force me anymore, okay? It's me who can't wait, it's that I'm sorry for you..."

Me: "... ..."

… …

In the night sky, a golden crescent moon loomed in the clouds, and my heart was slowly infected by this cloudy sky...

I staggered out of the door of the tea restaurant, looking back at the empty table that had long since been empty, and the figure of Mo Zhenzhen before she left seemed to be still dangling in my eye mask.

Why did she leave me without saying a word, I couldn't figure it out, and I didn't dare to think through it, because I was afraid that our breakup would be caused by me.

Maybe it was because I wanted to make a name for myself in my career, so I ignored her hints to me?

I want to ask Yiguo, because when I broke up with Mo Zhenzhen, Mo Zhenzhen used to look for him, but I don't know what exactly was said between them.

I wanted to touch my phone's hand, but I hesitated in mid-air again... Does it still make sense to know the reason why Mo Zhenzhen left in the first place? It doesn't make sense, it doesn't make sense at all.

We have separated, and now my girlfriend is Su Yi, and what I have to face is the next road for me and Su Yi.

… …

I crossed the road rampant with traffic and walked to the noodle shop, where Yao Shan was sitting, there was another man with glasses...