It turned out to be this thing...... After he mentioned it to me, I thought about it carefully, and although this resource was rare, I decided to give up.

I replied honestly: "I've read the original novel, and the character of the second female is really good." But...... I still have that idea, firstly, I don't want to be positioned on the second female, and secondly, most of the roles I played in the past are of this type, and the audience has become numb, and I want to expand the drama path. But thank you for your kindness. ”

"Then what if I ask the screenwriter to change the script? Change the character of the female one and let you play it. Lu Chenyu said suddenly.

I was really surprised by that. It is not a trivial matter to change the role, especially in this kind of remake, changing the hostess setting is to a large extent a challenge to the original fans. But Lu Chenyu's movies are by no means idle, his female ...... It's really a big temptation.

It's just one thing I don't understand, "The character design of the female one in the original book is very in line with the plot design, but I'm afraid it's not easy to change." And why do you want to change it? Do you think I can't play that female lead?"

"It's not that you can't act," Lu Chenyu stretched out his hand to support his chin, "The female first is a strong, kind, soft on the outside and strong on the inside, I'm afraid it's not very suitable for you." On the contrary, the second female is the kind of character who hates because of love and is unwilling, which is suitable for you to play. ”

He is right, I am very good at playing the kind of unrighteous appearance of women, it is simply easy, and some people even say that I am acting in my true colors, because I am a cold-hearted person in my bones.

is like Meng Xiaodong in the "Rising of the Moon" that I won the award that year, a famous Peking Opera actor who was injured and tired by love. is also like the Empress Dowager Xiao in "The Legend of Yan Nu", which first made me famous, wandering between the love of monarchs and ministers to balance her scheming and ambitions. Even in the just-filmed "Smoke on the Sea", Luo Jining was betrayed by his beloved several times, and under the mixture of love and hate, he was finally able to watch his beloved die and stand by and watch.

Although these female characters are different, they all have to play a kind of coldness born after being hurt by love. When I was casting "The Legend of the Swallow Girl", the director who positioned me as the heroine just because of an expression in my cold eyes once said to me: "When you don't laugh, it's cool and ruthless, and when you squint and laugh, you have a kind of ruffian style." Such a look and temperament is rare in women. ”

In this era, the audience's aesthetics are no longer limited to the image of a gentle, beautiful, strong and kind heroine, but the slightly blackened female characters are more favored. So my acting career is almost set in this style, everyone remembers my image, but forgets that Xiao Yanyan with a bright smile in her cardamom years, and Meng Xiaodong, who is full of Mei Lanfang, are also shaped by me.

But no matter how good the role is, I will get tired of playing too many roles, and I want to try to jump out of that framework.

"There is no role suitable for an actor, but an actor is suitable for a role," I said, I lowered my head slightly, raised my sparkling eyes and looked at Lu Chenyu pitifully, and even bit my lip lightly, looking extremely aggrieved. "Actually, I think I can do anything well, but no one is willing to give me this opportunity. "I can prove that I can also play such a pure and innocent appearance.

Lu Chenyu hooked his lips and smiled, and said interestingly, "Is there anything else?"

"What do you want?"

"I want you to love me. ”

……

This is a plotless and lineless performance, all you want is a little expression and eyes.

I only pursed a smile on my lips, raised my eyes and looked at Lu Chenyu intently, but there was a little hesitation in anticipation and joy, and finally I lowered my eyes shyly, and smiled when I lowered my head.

"Yes, it's the appearance of a young girl's spring. Something more mature?" he added.

When I was more mature, I picked up the chopsticks on the table again, changed the dish in front of me to him, and put a chopstick in his bowl. The voice is like the murmuring of the warm moon, full of affection.

"Sad. He asked again.

I put down my chopsticks and stared at one place, but my eyes were not focused. Then he looked at him as if he had suddenly woken up, and opened his mouth to speak, but he didn't say anything after all, but put on a far-fetched smile and said, "It's nothing, let's eat first...... but under the smile, there were tears in his eyes.

Lu Chenyu looked at it for a while, nodded his head, and said, "Yes." ”

"So now is the audition passed?" I asked.

"Well, sort of. So have you decided, whether to take this drama or not. ”

"What do you mean...... If we don't get divorced, you will give me this play. "We come and go, you come and go, and we test each other.

"Of course. Lu Chenyu replied without hesitation, obviously there was no room for further negotiation.

It's hard for me to choose. If you are divorced, you can successfully sign a contract with Xinying, Xinying will naturally give me resources, but Xinying's resources may not be as good as Lu Chenyu's. Under the two powers, it is impossible to distinguish between high and low for a while.

After thinking about it for a while, I said, "Give me two more days to think about it, okay?"

"Is it consideration or discussion?" he asked suddenly. I don't know how to answer the question. I really want to discuss it with Qin Yu......

Seeing that I was speechless, he said again: "You have a big shelf, and I have to wait for you to consider such a good role." I don't know which new company you're interested in signing to, and I guess you won't be willing to tell me. You look down on Xingchen to engage in bundling and stirring up black material, but this company that asks artists to divorce before signing a contract may not be a good company. The current state of marriage is very stable for us, and no one can predict what kind of turmoil and consequences divorce will bring, in addition, if you are worried about the difficulty of terminating the contract with Xingchen, I will help you deal with it, you can weigh it yourself. ”

He said such a thing freely, but every sentence was to the point, and it pierced my heart.

This is a dilemma, and I haven't had much time to think about it, Qin Yu and Lu Chenyu are waiting for my reply.

But just as I was hesitating, an explosive news incident completely gave me the direction of my decision.

This news is: Xue Chiai is back.

Xue Chiai, who had been silent for several months, suddenly came forward to make a statement, claiming that Lin Guodong had actually divorced in secret a long time ago, and her relationship with Lin Chengdong was also after his divorce. The relationship between the two of them is purely a normal interaction between a man and a woman, and there is no element of a third party interfering in the marriage.

Even though Xue Chiai is young and beautiful, it is enough for Lin Chengdong to be his daughter, even if the relationship between investors and female celebrities means obviously, as long as it does not involve extramarital affairs and other immoral behaviors, no one can say anything.

Later, Lin Chengdong also came forward to testify, and even released some representative legal documents to confirm that he had indeed divorced. This matter has taken a new turn.

But strangely enough, it has been a few months since the news broke, and Xue Chiai has gone through a period of scolding on the whole network, losing all activities and endorsements, and has been completely kicked out of the entertainment industry. When it was the hardest, they didn't come forward to clarify Lin Chengdong's divorce, but let everyone misunderstand for a few months?

Immediately afterwards, Xue Chiai insinuated in the interview that someone smeared and seriously injured her in order to compete for interests, she thought that her love did not have to be infected by the world, but she did not expect to taste the warmth and coldness of the world. earned enough sympathy, not to mention, but also insinuated the person who framed her.

Although she didn't say it explicitly, and there was no evidence, the outside world's speculation would still point the finger at me. It's just that I'm really carrying half of the black cauldron, although the earliest news broke out by me, but it can only be regarded as some lace scandals that can't hurt the foundation, and the people who really broke out of those real hammers don't know who they are until now.

And in a time when there are so many speculations against me, maintaining stability is the best way to go. At this time, if you get divorced, I am afraid that the effect will all be negative.

After expressing the pros and cons to Qin Yu, he also accepted my approach, so he temporarily maintained a marriage relationship with Lu Chenyu and accepted the resources he gave.

A few days later, Lu Chenyu came back and told me that he had arranged a reality show to participate with me as a husband and wife.

This is a reality show where artists travel abroad together, there is no extra staff, and the itinerary is all assigned by the artists themselves, and some small tasks will be given to increase the effect of variety shows on the way.

It is said that people who love each other must go out on a trip together to know whether this love will stand the test. The people who love each other are still like this, not to mention a bunch of artists who got together temporarily, so there are many intriguing contradictions in the show, and it can be regarded as a very popular variety show nowadays.

But I've never been keen on reality shows, let alone participating as a husband and wife with Lu Chenyu.

Seeing that I was a little hesitant, Lu Chenyu said: "The advantage of reality shows is that they can strengthen the character design. In fact, your own personality is quite likable, but you must master the scale, show your humor and open-mindedness, and you can be more poisonous when appropriate, but you must master the proportion and object. ”

I didn't agree with him at all, "I'm afraid you're not saying the opposite, I'm likable?"

"Actually, it's okay, you've always had a good deal with people, but you're not enthusiastic enough and don't like to take the initiative to get close to others, but it's not a shortcoming, as long as you're polite. Show more of your strong, forbearing, and tolerant aspects of your character, and you will be liked. In addition, your ability to burst golden sentences is also good, such as the paragraph you said in "Le 8" last time, which is still being forwarded. ”

He said a few words I said when I participated in that variety show. It was a funny variety show, and in the sensational session, the host suddenly mentioned the mentality when facing being hacked, and asked us if we were suffering, and I replied: "As an artist, since you can withstand so much glamorous applause and get a lot more salary than ordinary jobs, why can't you bear some accusations and abuse." Everything we get has a price, maybe this is the price, if we can't bear this, it may not be suitable for the road of stardom. ”