Chapter Twenty-Nine: You're Honest
At that time, I was just asked, so I casually answered some of my own thoughts, but I didn't expect this passage to be widely praised after the show was broadcast, and it was adapted and quoted in many places.
If Lu Chenyu hadn't said this, I wouldn't have known that I still have so many advantages...... It's embarrassing to say for a while.
So I confessed his affection, smiled shyly, and said, "Okay, anyway, we're participating together, it's good if you can give me more guidance next to me." ”
It was probably the first time in history to see me so modest, Lu Chenyu also became more patient, and said: "There is one more thing, before the show flies abroad, you have to live in the place of departure for a day or two, there must be a link of cooking in person, ten fingers do not touch the spring water will definitely not be a plus image, you had better learn to cook these days, the basic operation must be able to know, and there must be a few simple specialty dishes." ”
My face instantly fell, "Isn't it, cooking is so scary, can't you do it if you don't learn?"
Last time, I burned my hands just by cooking noodles, and if I really want to learn to cook, I'm afraid that half my life will be put into it.
Lu Chenyu looked at me coldly, without any sympathy, "It's not difficult to cook at all, it's much easier than acting." ”
"But it's really scary...... Besides, I don't like reality shows in the first place, and I haven't participated in them before, so I can't think of another way?"
"Do you really love acting?" Lu Chenyu suddenly asked.
I was stunned, not knowing what to answer.
Ask an actor this kind of question, and you know it with your knees, and the answer must be love, love, and lifelong love.
"I don't think you love. In order to act, you are not willing to pay any price, you are not willing to change your stinky temper, you are not willing to submit to others, and you are not willing to do something that you don't like but need for higher popularity, better resources and more opportunities. It's not that you have principles, you just don't love the thing enough to feel like it's not worth the price you pay. Lu Chenyu said calmly.
I've always been disgusted that Lu Chenyu used that condescending and educating tone to talk to me. But this time, he left me speechless.
In fact, even if he didn't say these words, I thought about it myself. Yes, in the career path of being an actor, I went too willfully.
"Actually, I don't know if I love it or not. Seriously, I sometimes think, if I'm not an actor, what am I going to do? It's like I don't know anything but acting. When I was very young, my mother sent me to filming, and everyone said that I was very talented and a natural actor, so I naturally took the film school entrance examination, but I was lucky, and at the age of seventeen, I met Bole, who appreciated me, and made me popular at a young age. So it's too natural to go along the path of being an actor, as if it was inevitable from the beginning.
But you really ask me if I love it, and I don't know. Because I've never compared. I'm only going to act. That's probably the only thing I can do in this life.
But anyway, I'm at least spending my life doing it. I think it's better than those who chase fame and fortune by acting. For me, popularity and salary are not so important, even if I am given a little less money, but if there are good films and roles for me to play, I am very happy. I really think acting is a lot of fun and I enjoy it.
But I really don't want to be compromised for the sake of acting. So although I hate Xue Chiai for being unscrupulous to me, I don't want to completely stink her, she is willing to give what I am not willing to give, so I can get more than me. Although I don't agree with this form of giving, there's nothing to be discouraged by. I have never complained about falling from being a popular actress to today's situation, I have done it myself, and there is nothing to be wronged about. It's just that I don't have a good show to film, so I'm quite uncomfortable. ”
I lowered my head and talked about these things that I had been thinking about for a long time. These are all things that I have wanted to think about in my heart in the past, and I never planned to talk about them to anyone, and I don't know how I said them all today.
Lu Chenyu was silent for a moment, I thought he was going to make a tirade again, but he just said a little helplessly: "You are honest......"
"Then ......," my tone was a little pitiful, "can you not learn to cook......
"No way!"
Forced by Lu Chenyu's obscenity, I could only retreat to practice cooking, and the first teacher I invited was Sister Sun.
In addition to working neatly, Sister Sun also cooks good dishes, but unfortunately she is my nanny, and there is not much room for her strengths here. Being praised by the employer is also an important part of the work, and Sister Sun, who has not been satisfied for a long time in this regard, will inevitably regret it.
So, as soon as she heard that I was going to learn to cook, Sister Sun was as excited as if she had been beaten with chicken blood.
And Sister Sun insists that everything has a spirit, and the same is true of food, it is a sin to waste food, and the dishes must be eaten when they are made. So I invited Chongshuo to eat at home, not only Chongshuo, but also a group of staff, makeup artists, photographers, stylists, but everyone who was close to me was invited to the house, and invited them to dinner, not only to contact the feelings, but also to try the taste for me, which is the best of both worlds.
If you don't come, you can't come to see me, Sheng Qing, and my husband Lu Chenyu, I don't give any face, and it is in vain that we have worked together for so long.
Under my coercion and inducement, everyone had dinner at my house for three days, although this "happiness" may have been just wishful thinking on my part.
Even eating for three days was really boring, and on the third day, we arranged another hot pot beer project. When everyone was eating, drinking, and slightly drunk, Lu Chenyu also came back.
As we all know, I have a bad amount of alcohol and I like to drink it when I am bad, so when Lu Chenyu entered the door, I was talking nonsense on Chongshuo's shoulder in a daze.
And as we all know, Lu Chenyu is a jealous person. Chongshuo hurriedly threw me to the makeup artist like a hot potato. My makeup artist is a gay middle-aged man, and as we all know, the more gay the makeup artist, the more reassuring it is.
But the makeup artist still felt that it was inappropriate, and threw me to the editor.
The editor was finally a woman, and she caught me, held me in her arms, and didn't throw it out again.
Everyone greeted Lu Chenyu, some called brother-in-law, some called Brother Lu, and some called Teacher Lu. Lu Chenyu responded one by one, took me from the editor's hand, and said, "Why did you drink too much again." ”
"I didn't drink much!" I said to Lu Chenyu with a gesture. In fact, I was conscious at this time, but my head was a little dizzy, and my emotions were doubled and I was extremely excited.
Lu Chenyu picked me up and said to everyone: "She is crazy when she drinks too much, she doesn't cause you trouble, right? I'll take her over to rest for a while, so as not to make trouble for a while." ”
He put me on the couch and I was really dizzy and couldn't get up after being put down.
Although he said that everyone should not care, continue to eat and continue to play, but everyone always couldn't let go, and they all dispersed after not staying long.
I probably fell asleep, and when I woke up again, the lights in the living room had been turned off, and only a little halo cast from the kitchen remained.
got up and walked into the kitchen, and saw Lu Chenyu leaning on the windowsill with his sleeves rolled up and smoking, and half-washed dishes were piled up in the sink next to him. Looks like he's half-done the dishes and gone to smoke.
"Why do you smoke in the house? "I'm kind of complaining. He hardly smokes, and when he does, he goes to the terrace.
Hearing me speak, he turned around, took out his cigarette and threw it away.
"Are you washing the dishes?
"It's too late, I let Sister Sun sleep. He replied, turning on the faucet again and continuing to wash the dishes.
Watching Lu Chenyu wash the dishes also has a special taste. No matter how he looks, his appearance doesn't match such things as washing dishes, but just like when he cooks, he can counteract that sense of disobedience, but with a calm and comfortable coordination, it is a kind of calm and comfort after experiencing prosperity.
But I invited someone to dinner, but I asked Lu Chenyu to help me clean up, so I went to the table to pick up the remaining bowls and asked, "Why don't I wash it?"
"Will you?" he didn't even look up.
"No, hehe. I laughed dryly.
In fact, my original intention was just to be polite and polite, to express my gratitude, but I didn't know that Lu Chenyu suddenly handed the foamy sponge to me and said, "Just learn." There is no reason to only learn to cook and not learn to wash dishes. ”
"No, no...... No need...... "A slight pinch of the sponge caused a large pile of foam to overflow, and I was at a loss for what to do with it.
"Even if it's not for the show, you should learn these life skills appropriately, you can not do it, but you can't not. ”
Isn't he talking about himself? These are life skills that he never sees him do, but he does. But he's using his way of life to transform me, so why can't he not? Haven't I survived the past twenty or thirty years?
It's useless to be reluctant, and I really should wash this bowl.
I picked up a bowl and rubbed it around, and the sponge didn't know what to do. Lu Chenyu looked at it for a while, he couldn't stand it anymore, sighed, stepped forward and put the bowl on my left hand, and then stuffed the sponge into my right hand, and said, "Use the sponge to dip the dish soap foam, turn the bowl and wipe it, understand?"
How to turn?
I tentatively turned around twice, but I couldn't find the trick at all......
"You ......" Lu Chenyu looked like he hated iron but not steel, "In this way, wipe while turning." "He took my hands and manipulated me to wash the dishes with his hands.
"......Wash it like this," I was about to talk to him, when I turned around and saw his face close at hand. He had both hands at my side, almost in a position of holding me to his chest, and he had his head down, and I had my head up, so that if I had to tiptoe again, I could touch his face.
We often need to put on some intimate gestures, probably because we are used to it, so we have no defense against him, and some physical contact is not excluded. But now I suddenly feel that this seems to be a little too close.