All that's left in my head is a mess. I don't know what to do.

"Sister, let's go back first. "Chongshuo came and helped me.

Yes, go back first, no matter what, you have to go back first, you can't stay in the hospital all the time.

Chongshuo took me to the car, and I was so confused all the way that I couldn't even make out the direction.

The car was only halfway out when the mobile phone rang like a bombardment, the company was looking for me, Sister Ai was looking for me, and everyone's calls and text messages seemed to explode on my phone at the same time. I panicked and pressed power off.

I can't do it, I can't deal with this situation! I don't know what I'm supposed to say to them!

"What the hell is going on?, sister, the ...... said on Weibo" Chongshuo drove the car, but finally couldn't help but ask me. I know what he wants to ask is whether it's true.

Even he couldn't believe it. If these things are true, what kind of person should I be? What will become of all my personality and image? Xue Chiai has just been involved in this kind of thing, and the result is already obvious, the whole network is blocked, and the entertainment industry will no longer tolerate me.

This time things are different. In addition to the bad nature, there are also directors in the circle who personally broke the news, saying the truth and sincerity, and the whole article describes the matter vividly, which is far from being comparable to the gossip that caught the wind and shadows in the past.

The most uncomfortable thing is that I have no way to clarify at all. I said this matter personally, and I fabricated it with my own hands to Zhao Zhichu! How can I clarify it now? The only way to do this is to make public my relationship with the Pei family. But that would mean revealing the identity of my illegitimate daughter. Isn't an illegitimate daughter better than a junior? What's more, the last time in order to clarify Feng Yilun's matter, I had already said that I was just a friend of the Pei family's celebrities, so how could I personally overturn my remarks now.

So I don't know how to answer all kinds of questions. I can't admit it, but I can't deny it with all my might.

"If I said I was innocent, wouldn't you believe me. I said blankly, not knowing whether I was asking Chongshuo or talking to myself.

"Of course I do!" replied without thinking, "so what the hell is going on?"

I closed my eyes weakly. Thaksin, but what is the use of Thaksin, no one else believes it, no one else believes it. I didn't dare to open my phone, I didn't dare to check Weibo, I didn't dare to read the comments of netizens. When Xue Chiai was revealed to be a junior, the insulting and seriously injured words in the comments were all used to the extreme, and I, as a bystander, still felt palpitations. Now that this person who has been cursed by everyone has become me, how can I have the courage to face it.

With a "squeak", the car suddenly made a sharp turn, and I was thrown directly to the door while sitting in the seat.

When he came back to his senses, he found that Chongshuo suddenly turned around, obviously he was almost home, but now he was galloping in the opposite direction.

"A lot of reporters gathered outside...... Chongshuo said with an ugly face.

It's only been a few hours since the news was released, and many reporters have already rushed to gather outside my house when they heard the news.

"Sister, where are you going now? ”

I don't know. I can't go home, where else can I go?

"Or ...... It's not okay to send you back to the company, there are so many people at the door, and the company must have more reporters. Sister Ai has to go crazy!Who the hell blew up your address?Why did this group of reporters come so quickly!" Chongshuo muttered anxiously beside him.

Everybody's looking for me, there's talk about me everywhere, but I just want to find a place to hide. And now I suddenly realized that I didn't even have a place to go.

Chongshuo took me back to his own home. It's just a rental house of dozens of square meters, a little messy, where a typical young bachelor lives. He was embarrassed and busy cleaning up the messy clothes and sundries, bringing me water and snacks.

But where can I take care of this, after sitting for a long time, I eased my emotions a little, and then began to think carefully about the solution to this matter. I wanted to call Feng Yilun and ask him if he could take me in for a few days, but as soon as the phone was turned on, countless calls and text messages came in together, and I didn't have a chance to make a call at all.

I was so frightened that I immediately turned off my phone again.

I don't know when, Chongshuo hid out and answered a phone call. After he came back, he said cautiously: "Sister, Brother Lu said to let you wait for him here, and he will come to pick you up immediately." ”

"Lu Chenyu?" I suspect I was delirious and misheard.

"Well, he's doing activities in the field, and he's on his way back now, probably in the evening. ”

When the whole world was looking for me but the whole world couldn't find me, only Lu Chenyu could find me through Chongshuo. But what did he ask me to do?

I stood up and walked out, "Chongshuo, you can take me somewhere." ”

"Where are you going?" Chongshuo followed in a panic, "No, no, you can't go, Brother Lu said to let you wait for him here, where are you going to run at this time......

"Are you his assistant or my assistant!' listen to him or listen to me?" I asked in a loud voice the repetition that was holding me back.

Chongshuo didn't dare to stop me anymore, so he could only drive me obediently.

Although I couldn't contact Feng Yilun, I knew that there was a place I could go to at any time, and no one could find it or enter it. That is the Pei family.

Chongshuo's car stopped outside the heavily guarded Pei family's mansion in the high-rise compound. He hadn't been here, and he didn't know what it was, so he could just watch me get out of the car and go in.

Although I haven't been back for a long time, the servants of the Pei family still recognize me and let me in without hindrance. The servant who had taken care of me in the past saw me and said in amazement, "Why did Miss Qing come back? ”

When his father passed away, only Mrs. Pei and Pei Mingge, who is still unmarried, are left in the mansion to live here. I asked, "Is my room still there?"

"Yes, you wait, I'll clean it up for you. ”

In fact, there is nothing to clean up, no one touched my things before, and the room has been cleaned and kept clean and tidy. So after I went in, I didn't leave the room except for the maid who would open the door when delivering food.

In the evening, Pei Mingge came into my room. She was still dressed in professional attire, and she had probably just returned from outside.

"Why did you come back all of a sudden?" she asked.

"Come back and stay for a few days and leave. I replied.

"Is something wrong?" she walked in, looking down at me in the cloak.

I shook my head. Don't want to say. It's not clear either.

She didn't ask any more thoughtfully, but patted me gently on the shoulder as if soothingly, and said, "Okay, remember to come to me if you need me." ”

I didn't have anything she needed to do. No one can help me this time.

After three days of hiding in the dark, I felt like I had finally come to my senses. In the past three days, I have opened my phone twice, read the messages sent to me, and looked at the Weibo comments. The first time I watched it for only two minutes, I couldn't stand the shutdown, and the second time I watched it for two hours.

As I expected, in addition to scolding me in the comments, they asked me to stand up and explain, or asked me to apologize and quit the entertainment industry. But in these one-sided comments, I found a few fan messages that were drowned out. They said that they had liked me for a long time, and they believed that there was something else hidden in this matter, and they believed that I would stand up and clarify. Some people also said that although they don't know if this incident is true or not, they have always admired my work and acting skills, and I hope the report is fake.

And these rare water chestnut support was immediately attacked and abused by other netizens, and even said that it was my trumpet and the water army I invited. I don't know who is the trolls and who is the trumpet, but the direction of the comments is really one-sided.

But for the sake of those who are still willing to like me and support me, I can't be an ostrich anymore.

I edited a Weibo post and sent it out with my account.

"If you want to add sin, there is no excuse. Let's listen to the next breakdown. ”

This is a typical "Shengqing" style copy, there is no superfluous explanation and crying, only to tell everyone that things are not like that. Just give me time and I'll give you an explanation.

As for how to explain it, of course, I haven't figured it out yet. But there is always an explanation. Unless I really want to quit the entertainment industry. Even if I want to quit, it will be after all the hard work I have done.

In order for this matter to be resolved, a lot of PR is required. But Xingchen can't count on it, and on the second day of the accident, the company's public Weibo has issued a statement, saying that he is deeply sorry for the incident, but the artist's behavior is a personal act, and the company has not interfered and cannot be responsible, and will give everyone an explanation afterwards.

I am not surprised that the company gave up on me at this time and even wanted to dissociate itself from me. It's not bad news, it's just the beginning, and there may be worse things to come.

After that, all you have to do is to go to Lu Chenyu. Naturally, the phone call was inaudible, so I went directly to his house to look for him.

The heat outside has not subsided, I have not seen anyone for the past few days, and instead of dispersing, the reporters have surrounded me more and more. Fortunately, Lu Chenyu's house address is secret and no one knows, so I can go to his house to see him safely.

After meeting, Lu Chenyu's reaction was a little unexpected. He didn't get angry, he didn't open his mouth to scold, he didn't have much emotion, he just looked at me, and said a little helplessly: "Do you know that everyone is crazy looking for you." ”

"Well, so what do you want to do? Let's get a divorce first. My tone was also calm.

"Divorce works?"

"You have nothing to do with this, you don't need to be involved. I am responsible, and I will take it. Let's divorce first, you can claim to the outside world that in fact, we have divorced secretly a long time ago, and you don't know about this matter, and it has nothing to do with you. "I try to keep my emotions calm and say what I've thought about before.

Lu Chenyu was not in a hurry and asked, "What about after that?"