"I don't know, I haven't thought about it. ”

"Then let's wait until you think about it. That's all he said.

So what does this mean? He doesn't have any requirements for me? I don't need to do anything? Although this matter is not directly related to him, but he, as my nominal husband, will also be greatly affected, and he will not calculate his losses with me?

"Do you have a place to go?" he asked abruptly.

I was stuck, not knowing how to answer. I really don't have a good place to go, originally going back to Pei's house was a last resort, and now I ran out at this high-profile moment, if someone sees me, follow me back, and it is found that I went to Pei's house, and things are even more unclear.

So whether to go to Feng Yilun or Zhuo Zhinan next, I haven't thought about it yet. Frankly speaking, I don't know that Feng Yilun is inconvenient, and I don't really want to involve Zhuo Zhinan at this time.

Probably seeing my hesitation, Lu Chenyu immediately said, "Then stay with me first." There are also two bedrooms to choose from. ”

I looked at him in shock, but Lu Chenyu still didn't have any expression, and he had already walked towards the room inside.

I stood up slowly and said blankly, "So what do you mean...... Is it okay not to get divorced now? ”

I don't even believe in this question. But Lu Chenyu's reaction and performance made me have such conjectures, and even sprouted some hopes that I couldn't suppress. Since you can't hold it down, it's better to ask.

Lu Chenyu stopped and said, "I didn't say it, let's talk about it when you think about it." ”

"Why?!" I asked suddenly.

"You want to solve ......"

I interrupted him, "Why?" "Why is this and why...... Be good to me......

I don't know what I'm trying to get at the moment. In this chaotic world, maybe I'm cornered, maybe I have nothing, but suddenly there is someone who is willing to be good to me, and this kindness is precious.

Only then did Lu Chenyu turn around and walk towards me, stand still in front of me, look at me with his head down, and said, "Have you always felt that I am a cold-blooded person." ”

I tilted my head and looked him straight in the eye.

"I'm not as ruthless as you think. Again, he emphasized.

I still didn't speak.

He turned to leave, and I suddenly threw myself into his arms and put my hand around his waist tightly.

He was stunned, his body was a little stiff, but he didn't push me away, stood for a while, gently touched my head, and said, "Want to cry?"

"Uh-huh......" I sniffed, already crying.

"Let's cry for a while. But remember to help me wash this dress after crying. ”

When he said "for a while", he was underestimating me. I held him and howled for half an hour, literally bringing tears to his clothes and snot, and then letting him go. Because it's so tiring to cry standing up, I'm going to sit and cry.

I sat directly on the carpet and leaned back against the sofa to make myself comfortable, and held a pillow in my arms.

About half an hour had already tortured Lu Chenyu a lot, and he didn't bother to care about me, so he just threw a wrap of tissues to me, went to the kitchen and poured a glass of water, put it in front of me, and said, "My throat is hoarse, drink some water." ”

I sobbed and wiped my snot and barely took a sip of water.

"You women can cry like this?" he said, a little confused.

I said in a thick nasal voice, "I don't know, you can ask other women." ”

I've always known that crying is a physical job, especially crying. Every time I shoot this kind of crying scene, I will be so tired that I can't breathe after filming, so when I'm not filming, even if I want to cry, I only shed a few tears at most.

In the morning, I woke up on the carpet. When I opened my eyes, it was not yet dawn.

When I was tired of crying last night, I rested for a while, and continued to cry after resting, repeating the cycle, exhausting all my physical strength and tears. At first, I cried because of this black material, but crying and crying was not so simple, and then I began to cry my parents, crying about my short first love that ended without a problem, crying about my lonely and lonely childhood and the tragic experiences of these years. Even thinking about the eraser that was snatched away from the table when I was in elementary school, I cried sadly for a while.

In the end, probably because I was too tired, and because the wool carpet was so soft and comfortable, I fell asleep on the floor with a pillow in a daze.

I put a quilt on my body, which was naturally covered by Lu Chenyu after I fell asleep.

I walked around the room and turned to the door of Lu Chenyu's bedroom, and saw him lying on the bed, seemingly not awake yet.

It's not that I want to peep at him sleeping, it's because he doesn't close the door, and you can see it clearly.

I don't know if he heard my footsteps, but he opened his eyes consciously, looked out the door, sat up sleepily, and said in a hoarse voice, "Awake?"

His hair was a little messy, his pajamas were also sleepy, and his neckline was crooked, revealing a small half of his collarbone. It's really not his usual delicate and rigorous appearance, which makes people only look at it from a distance, but the current appearance makes people feel that they can be playful......

I suddenly realized that it was the first time I had seen him like this. Even if they lived at home together before, and even occasionally slept in a room and a bed, I never saw him just wake up. Because he used to wake up early, he always freshened up and dressed before I woke up.

Probably because the floor was uncomfortable, I woke up early, so I got ahead of him.

"Well, wake up, can everything in the bathroom work? I want to take a shower. "I fell asleep last night without washing.

"Yes. With that, he got up, opened the closet, took a clean cotton T-shirt and handed it to me, and said, "There are no clothes you can wear here, let's change them for me first, and someone will buy them for you later." ”

I reached out and took it, and after taking a shower, I pinched the dress and didn't know if I should change it.

Although I have never lived in a man's house, I don't understand what it means for the women on TV who are wearing men's wide clothes and exposing two white and long thighs to reveal casual temptation? Although I have no intention of tempting Lu Chenyu, Lu Chenyu may not see me as a temptation, but it is not suitable after all.

But the clothes I wore yesterday were worn by me all night, they were dirty and wrinkled, and my body was also marked by the underwire of my underwear, so I really didn't want to wear old clothes.

Put on Lu Chenyu's T-shirt, the loose and soft touch made me reluctant to take it off all of a sudden. But when you look down, the hem of the shirt is indeed only up to the thighs.

I looked in the mirror, and sure enough, it smelled like the one on TV...... The only difference is that although those women are wearing men's clothes, they all have delicate faces, even if they are plain and their hair is scattered, they must have a kind of lazy and casual beauty. My eyes were swollen like walnuts, and the tip of my nose was a funny red mark from wiping my nose too many times yesterday...... What an ugly face.

With such an ugly face, I felt a little remorse when I thought that I must have been much uglier than I was now when I cried last night.

came out and saw Lu Chenyu making breakfast in the kitchen. He roasted toast, fried ham and eggs, and heated milk.

When the plate was brought to the table, I looked at him vaguely, as if he was in a good mood, and even seemed to be smiling.

I leaned close to his face and stared at him for a moment, and he asked, "What are you doing?"

"You...... Feeling good?" I asked.

He lowered his gaze, paused for a moment, and replied, "It's fine." ”

Okay, he said it's okay, that's really good!

"Hey, do you have any humanity, I'm going to be ruined, and you're still in such a good mood?" I asked indignantly.

"It's that serious. It can always be solved. ”

It's easy to say, if it's so easy to solve, I won't hide here and dare not go out. Can...... I suddenly felt that something was wrong!

It's wrong. After hearing the news, even if it is a rehash, the first reaction is to ask me if it is true. But from yesterday to now, Lu Chenyu has not mentioned half a sentence, and he has not even shown the slightest doubt. And if he didn't think things were fake, how could he say something like "it always works".

Lu Chenyu. I called his name earnestly, "Don't you have anything to ask me?"

He looked up at me suspiciously, and was about to speak, when he saw my solemn expression, he probably understood what I was referring to. He was really good, and he could always see through people with one look, so he lowered his head again to cut the bread and said, "Nothing." ”

"Why?" I asked.

"What do you say?" he glanced at me, "if you were willing to associate with a married man, you would not have been depressed for a few years and reduced to the situation you are in now." ”

What he said has some truth, but the logic is not rigorous enough, "Then don't actresses who don't develop well have anything to do with the rich?"

"We've known each other for a few years, and I still know a little bit about what kind of personality you are. You know better than I do what you can and can't do. ”

That's true. My mother is someone else's junior, and this incident is regarded as a lifelong shame by me, so if it were me, even if I was to die violently on the spot, I would never be involved in other people's marriages.

But Lu Chenyu doesn't understand these things, and others don't understand them, and the outside world will only use the most subjective bias to measure a person they don't know at all.

"Then don't you want to know what Pei Yunci has to do with me?" After all, Zhao Zhichu's revelations also clearly mentioned that Pei Yunci helped me sign the guarantee.

He glanced at me and said, "Isn't that your best friend's big brother?" ”

Yes, according to the previous statement, Pei Yunci is indeed the eldest brother of my celebrity friend Pei Wanyu. As such a relationship to help me guarantee my debts, I don't know if it is reasonable.

How do you know that Lu Chenyu continued: "You don't even want to be under my unspoken rules, and you will accept a married uncle? ”

"Cut," I rolled my eyes, and couldn't help but say two words for my eldest brother who has blood relatives: "Isn't it okay to be attractive? People are mature and stable, have a successful career, and the most important thing is to have money, money!"