27. Regret the loss of the guarantee
Ma Feiyang's heart lit up when he heard this, and he thought that this might be a solution. But then I thought about it, will this make Mr. Xu embarrassed, Mr. Xu has already done a lot for me, and Mr. Xu has worked in the normal school for so many years, and he still does not have a half-official position, and it will definitely take a lot of effort to do this kind of thing. Ma Feiyang felt that he couldn't give Mr. Xu a problem. Thinking like this, there is no good way anyway, so I simply don't want to think about it, and resign myself to fate.
I just felt that if I lost my place, how should I confess to Gentle, Gentle's mother's snobbish face seemed to be sneering at him, and Ma Feiyang was confused for a while.
Next, the school began to arrange internships, Ma Feiyang and Zhu Peng interned in a primary school in the county, Zhang Gaoyun and Zheng Sheng interned at Qiaoji Central Primary School, and Li Hongwei and Fang Haojie interned at Sunwei Central Primary School.
Ma Feiyang's internship instructor is in his forties, short and thin, and he smiles when he talks, and when he sees Ma Feiyang, he praises him, saying that the young man is handsome and spiritual, but Ma Feiyang is embarrassed to say it, so he can only laugh.
Through the introduction of the teaching director, Ma Feiyang knew that his surname was Cai, and the teaching director said to Ma Feiyang: "Teacher Xiaoma, Teacher Cai is a good hand in teaching, he is the backbone of our school's teaching, and he has been a class teacher all the year round, and has rich experience in class management, you will follow Teacher Cai for a good internship, and he will be your master in the future, you have to see more, ask more questions, and do more ......." When the director said a word, Ma Feiyang nodded and replied "good", and said more than ten "good" in a row.
The director turned his head to Teacher Cai and said: "Lao Cai, Xiaoma is a top student of our normal school, and his performance in all aspects of the school is very good, you have to take him well, don't hide so many skills of you, hahaha......." ”
Teacher Cai smiled: "You can rest assured." As he spoke, he turned to Ma Feiyang and said: "The pony is smart, and the family is a real class, I still have to learn from the pony" While saying it, he patted Ma Feiyang and said: "We learn from each other and learn from each other." ”
The teaching director said a few more words and turned to leave, Teacher Cai watched the director leave, turned back to Ma Feiyang and smiled: "Don't listen to Lao Zhuang's nonsense, where am I the backbone of teaching, teach, just don't teach wrong." Ma Feiyang only said that Mr. Cai was modest, and he felt that Mr. Cai was really good, and he was a good person in business.
Since Mr. Cai has Ma Feiyang, it seems that he has a teaching assistant, and the homework is changed by Ma Feiyang, and Ma Feiyang asks him to review it after the change, he said that there is no problem, I can rest assured that you will do things, and Ma Feiyang will be beautiful when he listens to it. He also let Ma Feiyang write, he said to Ma Feiyang: "Little horse, writing lesson plans is the basic work of our classroom teaching, there must be lesson plans in class, write good lesson plans, half the success of a class, you don't underestimate the work of writing lesson plans, some teachers are not good in class, but people write lesson plans well, the same can be evaluated, good lesson plans can sometimes be promoted and learned in the county, so you practice writing lesson plans, I let you write lesson plans, you don't have any ideas, haha......." ”
Ma Feiyang hurriedly said: "Thank you, Mr. Cai, you are strictly demanding me, I don't know how to thank you!" Mr. Cai laughed when he heard this.
Soon, even some of the affairs of the class teacher were handed over to Ma Feiyang, and naturally he said how important the work of the class teacher is, he said like a meeting, "The work of the class teacher is the cornerstone of the school's work, the class teacher is the leader and organizer of a class, and a good class teacher determines the class style and study style of a class." "What else is there" a teacher who has not been a class teacher is not a complete teacher, and if a teacher has not been a class teacher, then there is not enough convincing power when promoting and using, so you have to base yourself on doing a good job as a class teacher and be an excellent class teacher" and so on.
A middle-aged female teacher in the office surnamed Ding couldn't stand it, and said to Ma Feiyang: "Xiaoma, this dead old Cai will hand over everything to you, he has started to be the shopkeeper himself, you are here for an internship, not to work, of course, it is good to do more work and improve your ability, but you can't throw it all to you, what is this, this is not the apprentice of the past." In fact, Ma Feiyang was also reluctant in his heart, but Mr. Cai was the instructor, and last time he took him out to dinner, he called him a brother and a brother, and he couldn't say anything about refusal.
Zhu Peng's instructor is much more standardized, and what he did and what Zhu Peng did was clearly explained. Zhu Peng and Ma Feiyang chatted in private, and they also thought that Lao Cai was too much.
He said to Ma Feiyang: "Lao Cai is not assigned by normal students, he is a top job, it seems that he only graduated from junior high school, what teaching methods, educational theories, he has not studied at all." Ma Feiyang was very surprised when he heard this, and said: "How can you teach and educate people at such a level, isn't it delaying the child." ”
Zhu Peng said: "Hey, what's the solution, there are few teachers now, don't you see, there are still many substitute teachers in the school." Ma Feiyang said: "Hmph, substitute teacher, if you want me to see, some substitute teachers have a much stronger attitude towards teaching than Lao Cai." Zhu Peng said: "That's it, you know, the salary of a substitute teacher is low, and it can't be compared with Lao Cai." ”
Ma Feiyang sighed and said, "Hey, Lao Cai is too lazy and slippery. Zhu Pengkuan explained: "It's nothing, anyway, we are here for an internship, and as soon as the internship is over, we will see you again." Zhu Peng then smiled again: "However, you have indeed been trained, and when you graduate and are assigned, you can directly take charge of yourself, so from here, Lao Cai is also indispensable." Ma Feiyang smiled: "You get the ball, he uses me as a small worker, and it doesn't cost money." ”
At this time, news came from the normal school that the quota of the escorted students had been determined, and Ma Feiyang missed the escort. When Ma Feiyang heard the news, he was not very surprised, but he was still depressed.
This primary school is not far from Beishahe, and when school is over, Ma Feiyang comes to the river alone, strolling along the riverbank, walking aimlessly. He didn't know if the classmates who were escorted relied on the relationship, but he knew that he really didn't do anything, and the fact was that he lost the escort place, is there really a so-called insider?
Ma Feiyang couldn't figure it out. Thinking again, I will graduate soon, according to the principle of where to come and go, I should be assigned to a township primary school in Chuxi, the county town must be impossible, and it is fortunate not to be too far away. Thinking of Gentleness for a while, he felt that if he was placed in a very remote place, how could he still interact with Gentleness, even if Gentleness was unswerving, and I couldn't bear to let Gentleness suffer grievances with me, not to mention Gentle's mother, who would never agree to let us have a relationship.
He remembered the love stories that broke through many obstacles and finally came to fruition, hoping to gain a kind of strength and confidence, but when he thought of his shabby and the contempt of his gentle mother, he suddenly felt heroic shortness of breath, not to mention that he couldn't make Gentle embarrassed, Gentle should have a better life, it's time, it's time to let go. Hey, love, love, Ma Feiyang thought about the word love, and couldn't help but let out a "hum" from his nose. Then he makes a decision to break off contact with Tenderness and hopes that Tenderness will forget about him.
Ma Feiyang stood by the river, facing the river and let out a long breath, when the sun was setting and the breeze was caressing. He looked at the boats coming and going in the river, and suddenly found that there were more boats in the river, and the boats were no longer the cement boats before, basically iron barges, and the fleet was also more.
In the evening, Ma Feiyang and Zhu Peng returned to the dormitory, and now there are just the two of them in the dormitory, but tonight, Ma Feiyang felt unusually cold, fortunately there was Zhu Peng with him, Ma Feiyang was afraid that Zhu Peng would comfort him, and kept looking for words to chat with Zhu Peng. Zhu Peng also didn't mention the matter of escorting.
As he was talking, Zhang Gaoyun came back, and suddenly there was an atmosphere in the dormitory. Ma Feiyang asked: "Why did you come back today, isn't it only Tuesday?" Zhang Gaoyun said: "Hey, come back and get a dress, or you should intern in the county, it's the same as at home, this Qiaoji is too far, it takes me two hours to take a car back, some teachers in the school ride a bicycle home, it takes three or four hours, hey, you say that if anyone is assigned to this ghost place in the future, isn't it too terrifying, well, unless you live in Qiaoji's place, you can't go to this place." ”
Zhu Peng said: "Why do you care so much, you will come back after your internship, your family lives in the county seat, and most of them are in the county seat." "Ma Feiyang's heart is cold, he won't assign me to Qiaoji, but listening to Zhu Peng's words, I feel better. Zhang Gaoyun asked Ma Feiyang: "I heard that the matter of escort has been decided, right, what is the result?"
Ma Feiyang smiled bitterly and said, "Well, the result is not good, and it disappoints the brothers." Zhang Gaoyun said when he heard it: "It seems that it is still not possible to find someone, it would be good if I looked for a relationship earlier, but if it really doesn't work, I will ask Mr. Xu to give the activity." Ma Feiyang said: "Gao Yun, you know, what does our family have to do with it, and there is no money to entertain and give gifts, the most important thing is that I don't like to ask God and worship Buddha, this thing is like this, anyway, what I should do has been done very well, sometimes fate is in the hands of others, and you can't do anything." Zhang Gaoyun was silent.