Commemorate it
Today is the first time I have taken medicine since I was diagnosed, so I will take a suspension.
Actually, I didn't really want to write about this today, because I was afraid that I would accidentally ruin my mood, and then I wouldn't have much energy the next day. But if I want to start taking medicine on the first day, I always have to write something as a souvenir, otherwise I'm sorry for my hands and writing habits.
After reading what I wrote before, I probably know that I was diagnosed with HIV positive not long ago, so this week, my mood has been up and down, but fortunately, there has been a slight change in the past few days, and after about this week, the days are the same as usual, and there is no difference, so I don't feel the impact of this disease on me, but for the matter of taking medicine, there are still some big differences.
The next week after I was diagnosed, I went to the CDC on Monday morning to test CD4, that is, the number of immune T cells, which I found on the Internet, and then before I got the results, I went to the Second People's Hospital (local psychiatric and infectious disease hospital), found relevant personnel for consultation, and then met my attending physician, she just gave a simple advice, and then because it was the first time I took the medicine, I was notified to do a physical examination the next day, and I was given the corresponding medicine for antiviral treatment according to my physical condition.
So the next day, I took half a day off and went to the hospital to get the medicine.
And this medicine stayed in my hands for a week, and I didn't have the courage to take it, because after a cursory reading of the relevant drug reactions, I felt a little scary, and at the same time, it should be more fearful, what are you afraid of, probably afraid of death.
However, after some people and certain things, the mentality can be adjusted, so I decided not to drag it out today, so I have this text to briefly record my psychological journey of taking medicine for the first time.
That's all for today, and I'd like to talk about HIV-positive, and people living with HIV and AIDS, as well as some of my own things, which I'd like to list separately below, so I won't talk about that here.
There is no special feeling after taking the medicine, but in order for the medicine to work better, I still have to choose to go to bed early, after all, every day should be cherished, and my body should also be cherished, so good night and good dreams!
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