He didn't seem to expect me to cry and have a headache, "Why are you ......?"

"I don't care! You agreed! You have to do it! Besides, I blame you! I have to go to the audition, you have to mess up! It's all your fault! I want this role! Didn't you say that if I let you have unspoken rules, you will give me the role! Then you will dive me! You sleep with me! I want to play Luo Jinin!"

Lu Chenyu's face was full of irritability, "What do you sleep, you ......"

I didn't give him a chance to speak at all, "What, you don't want to! I don't think I'm as young as those goblins outside you? I'm pretty, what's the use of being young, are they as beautiful as me? You can just try it, come on, hurry up and sleep with me, go and grab the role for me when you're done, and it's too late for Xue Chiai to sign the contract!"

I said as I took off my dress.

The dress is thin, and as soon as the zipper is opened, there is underwear inside, I put it into Lu Chenyu's arms, he wants to push me away with a cold face, and when he stretches out his hand, it is already the smooth and delicate skin on my waist, and his hand pauses.

I threw myself into his arms in the moment he was stunned, hugged his neck firmly, and pressed my lips to his face.

The wine was getting stronger and stronger, and I could barely tell if it was his cheek or his mouth, but I was touching him all the time. Isn't it just an unspoken rule, what's the big deal, what he said is not wrong at all, his figure and appearance are really much stronger than Lin Chengdong, I don't suffer.

Probably my dogskin plaster-like posture is really hard to push away, and he didn't refuse again, but the hand on my waist tightened, and suddenly whispered: "Sheng Qing, do you know that the fat that men send to their mouths has always been not eaten for nothing." ”

Fat? Where does it come from? We went to a drinking party, and there was only wine, no meat.

I was confused in logic and couldn't understand what he was talking about, so I just looked up from his arms in a daze, looked at his pursed lips, and thought to myself, as long as I get into bed, he can help me get the role, I don't have to wait for resources and roles all day long, and I don't have to ask myself over and over again every day if I still have a chance to act well......

With that in mind, I kissed him the lips.

............

When I opened my eyes, it was bright and I had a splitting headache.

Looking at the decoration of the surrounding hotel rooms, and then at myself with no hair under the quilt, I really want to hit my head against the wall.

In fact, last night, Lu Chenyu and I didn't do that kind of thing...... But I have to admit that the situation, that atmosphere, if it wasn't for the fact that when he turned over and pressed me on the bed, I was dizzy and nauseous...... We've got it......

I vomited all over him, and I vomited all over myself, and even if I fainted like that, I knew how disgusted he should be. He carried me to the bathroom in disgust, rinsed them all indiscriminately, and threw me back on the bed.

After throwing up, I couldn't hold it anymore, and my memory only lasted until I was thrown back into bed, and then I fell asleep.

I did drink too much last night and went crazy, but I wasn't so drunk that I lost my memory, and I can remember everything that happened......

Ever since I got the call yesterday to change corners, I've been in a bad mood. It's not just the change of role that excites me. I've probably been depressed for too long. Since a few years ago, my acting career has begun to decline, my popularity is getting lower and lower, but I am getting older and older, and there are more and more people who hack me and scold me. It's been almost five years, and I'm looking forward to regaining popularity every day, but what I'm waiting for is always getting worse. The youth and timing of an actress can be wasted in a few five years. When will such a day of exhaustion be the end?

I'm twenty-eight years old. What an awkward age.

In fact, such an age is not too big for an actress, and it can also be regarded as the best period for a career to rise, and many actresses in their thirties are still playing young girls. But I debuted too early, and the first movie I was known for was made when I was 17 years old. After so many years, I can no longer surpass the peak when I was twenty-two or three, and I am a real outdated actress.

I was the only one in the room, and Lu Chenyu didn't know when he left. I got up, washed up with a headache, cleaned myself up, and called Makeover to take me home.

Anyway, fortunately, Lu Chenyu stopped me at the drinking party last night and didn't let me do more crazy stupid things, God knows if I really rushed over at that time, I would have done something shocking to ruin my future.

I went home dizzy, and as soon as I entered the door, I saw Lu Chenyu standing inside. If he hadn't looked back and seen me, I would have just turned around and left.

On the way home, I thought about a lot of things, thinking about the role and the company, but I didn't think about how to face Lu Chenyu.

That was the situation last night...... It was awkward for both of us. When we get along in private, we are either indifferent or competitive. But when we hugged and kissed last night, a new feeling arose. Whether it's passion or desire, it's like never before.

Of course, this feeling is completely catalyzed by alcohol, and it is impossible to count, and now that the wine is sober, it is best if it has not happened. So shouldn't I explain a few words?

I looked at Lu Chenyu hesitantly, but found that his expression was not abnormal, and it was no different from his usual appearance. Before I could speak, he spoke first, "I've already contacted the role of the character, and the producer means that Jing Media has a relatively large share of investment, and it can't completely ignore Lin Chengdong's meaning." You wait a little longer......"

"It's okay!" I said first, "I have already contacted Director Chen's assistant, I am willing to play the second female lead, and the contract should be signed in a few days." This matter will not bother you. ”

Lu Chenyu's eyebrows furrowed suddenly, and he asked, "Acting as the second girl, yesterday you were still crying and shouting that you have to ...... this woman."

"I drank too much yesterday. I lowered my eyes, avoiding his gaze, trying to ignore the little unbelievable physical contact in the room last night, "Drunk and crazy talking nonsense, you don't have to take it seriously, I'm sorry, I'm sorry to cause you trouble." ”

I didn't dare to raise my eyes to look at him, but I heard him pause for a moment, then let out a soft "um" and said without emotion, "Got it." Then he turned and walked away.

Back in my room, I let out a long sigh of relief. It's a good thing he walks fast, otherwise I wouldn't know how to face him.

Married to Lu Chenyu for so long, our relationship has always been very clear, that is, we are dependent on each other in publicity and popularity, and we never interfere with each other in other matters, and there is no one who is attached to and supports whom. Asking him for resources really never happened.

Including remodeling, I occasionally persuaded me with a few friends in the circle, saying that Lu Chenyu has such a strong relationship in the circle, why not let him give me some resources, or simply sign me to the same company as him, isn't it very good for the two of them to develop together. But that's because they don't know the truth about our marriage. I have no position at all to ask him what to do for me.

So this time, I didn't want him to help me get the role. I don't want to owe this favor. If you owe a favor, you have to pay it back, and with my current status, I can't afford to repay this kind of favor.

talked to Director Chen that I would play the second female lead, and Director Chen personally comforted me for a long time, afraid that I would have negative emotions.

In fact, Director Chen is really worried, although I am reluctant to die when I encounter something I can't think of, but as long as I think about it, I will never drill the horns again.

When I received Feng Yilun's call, I was packing my things and preparing to go out.

Lu Chenyu made an appointment for an event and asked us to be the same as husband and wife. This is a leading entertainment variety show in China, and the program effect and ratings are very good, when he told me, I naturally readily agreed.

But as soon as he saw Feng Yilun's phone, his heart tightened. Sure enough, after picking it up, I heard him say in a low voice: "Come and see Dad for the last time, Dad should be dying." ”

I held the phone and went out of my mind for a moment. Then he asked blankly: "If you don't go, it's okay." ”

"No, I can't. No one asks you for anything else, but you have to know the sense of proportion, bring your husband with you, if you don't come, you really won't have a chance, Sheng Qing. ”

I really don't want to go. I'm an avoidant personality who doesn't know how to deal with emotions and situations that I don't know how to face, and I try to avoid them as much as possible, even if it's just burying my head in the ground like an ostrich.

Seeing that I was silent, Feng Yilun said again: "You are not a child anymore, you should understand that if you miss some things, you really will never have a chance again." ”

"Got it. I muffled.

I honestly dialed Lu Chenyu's phone, and after connecting, I asked him: "Can the recording show be postponed, or temporarily canceled." ”

"What's the matter?" Lu Chenyu asked in an unhappy tone, I could imagine him frowning and cold-faced on the other side of the phone.

"I want you to go somewhere with me. ”

"Sheng Qing, let me tell you, this show has already been scheduled, don't you release pigeons for me now, how many people will delay the trip because of you? If you have any valid reasons, just tell me, otherwise don't mess around. "Lu Chenyu taught me a lesson with righteous words.

I want to say that my dad is dying, I want to say that although he may not care if I am not around, although no one in the Pei family cares whether I go or not, but I want to take you to meet him, I want to say that although we are married, we are married, and my father thinks that you are my husband, so you can't accompany me to see him for the last time.

But when these words came to my lips, I still couldn't say it, so I wiped my face and said, "My family doesn't know that we are married, and I want to take you to meet my father, who has always wanted to see you." ”