Lu Chenyu's voice softened, and with a consultative tone, he said, "Okay, I can accompany you, but don't be in a hurry at this time, let's go when we come back after recording the show." It's about to start recording, and there are too many people waiting for us, so it's really hard to reschedule. ”

I also know that recording variety shows is not as good as filming, and I also know that it is difficult to reschedule when the time is approaching. But......

There is nothing but. I suddenly felt so tired that I didn't want to say a word. If you don't go, don't go, I didn't want to go in the first place, and it was even more difficult for Lu Chenyu, the marriage agreement between us never included dealing with each other's parents and families.

The recording program is not in the city, and it is already late after flying over and filming. This is also to blame me, I have been in a very bad state during the filming process, I always remember the script, and my performance is not active enough, and I didn't pick up many variety show stalks thrown to me. Lu Chenyu didn't say anything on the surface, and he was still concerned about whether I was tired and wanted to rest in front of everyone, but I knew that he was dissatisfied in his heart.

We didn't rush back because it was too late and stayed overnight at the hotel. The staff opened a room for me and Lu Chenyu, usually at this time, in order to hide people's eyes, we all live in one room, which is not a new thing.

As soon as I entered the room, Lu Chenyu began to criticize me, saying: "Did you do it on purpose? Or will you not even be able to record variety shows now? If you are dissatisfied with me, you can say it directly, don't go against me at work." ”

I really didn't mean to, I really wanted to record a good show, but I just couldn't concentrate. At this time, I was not in the mood to argue with Lu Chenyu, so I said, "I'm sorry, I won't be next time." ”

This should be the first time I apologized to Lu Chenyu since I met him. He looked at me with a look of surprise. I didn't want to spend time with him, so I bypassed him and went to bed. Now I don't want to do anything but sleep.

But he reached out and grabbed me, looked down at my face, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

I stood there and didn't speak.

As if he suddenly remembered something, he frowned, bent down slightly to look at me at eye level, and said, "Is it your father's business?"

I still didn't speak.

"Didn't I say it, I'll accompany you to see your family when I go back, and if you're in a hurry, we can go tomorrow." His tone was unusually gentle.

I stroked his hand away and replied, "No need." ”

But he pressed my shoulder, turned me around, and forced me to face him and say, "Okay, don't lose your temper, okay, what do you want me to do? ”

The numb ball in my heart seemed to be suffocating, I took two deep breaths and couldn't exhale the blocked emotions, looked directly into Lu Chenyu's eyes, and I said word by word: "I said, no, use, it." My dad is going to die! I won't be able to see him when I go back! I can only go and burn incense and go to his grave!"

"You ......" Lu Chenyu was stunned.

Looking at his expression, I could guess what he was going to say. He wanted to ask me why I didn't say it earlier, why didn't I say it directly.

After saying these few words, it seemed that all my strength had been exhausted, and I waved my hand tiredly and said, "Okay, don't say it, when I called you in the morning, my family came to me, saying that my father couldn't hold on, and asked me to take you to see him for the last time, but I didn't want to go." If you don't go, you won't go, it's okay, you don't have this obligation in the first place, and I won't be angry with you, don't you say okay? I want to sleep, I'm really tired!"

Lu Chenyu was silent for a moment, then suddenly raised his head and said, "Let's go, let's go to the airport now, maybe it's still too late." ”

was pulled out of the hotel by Lu Chenyu like this, he didn't call an assistant, and drove me to the airport by himself.

The nearest flight was in the early hours of the morning, we waited at the airport for more than three hours, and when the return flight landed, it was already the next morning.

As soon as the mobile phone had a signal, a large number of missed call reminders and text messages came in, including Feng Yilun's, Pei Mingge's, the eldest daughter of the Pei family, and even an email attached to the will sent by the lawyer.

In short, when Lu Chenyu and I were at an altitude of 10,000 meters, Pei Shuqing swallowed his last breath.

My heart was dull and heavy, as if I had hit a big rock. This time I really don't have to go.

After getting into the car, Lu Chenyu asked me, "Where is your house?

I didn't look at him, leaned my head against the window, and whispered, "No need to go." Go home. ”

Lu Chenyu didn't ask anything else, and when he started the car, he said, "If you want to cry, cry." "He also threw a pack of tissues on my lap.

I put the tissue back and said calmly, "There's nothing to cry about." I don't have much affection for my dad. ”

Lu Chenyu glanced up at me, probably thinking I was cold-blooded. Even I felt cold-blooded when I said this, my biological father passed away, and I didn't even want to cry. I didn't feel very sad, I just felt lonely, very lonely. After my mother passed away, Pei Shuqing was my last relative, he left, and there will be no more relatives in this world.

It's not a big deal, though. I'm used to it. I've always been alone.

For the next two days, I didn't pick up activities or go out, so I stayed at home and read the script. I have been focusing all my energy on the first female before, and now it really takes some effort to change to the second female one.

On the third day, he came home, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw me who was unkempt and waltzed alone in the living room holding the air.

"Are you alright?" he looked me up and down, as if wondering if something was wrong with me.

Also, the way I look, it's a bit like I've been stimulated. But I didn't wash my hair because I didn't go out, and I didn't bother to comb it when I slept messily. And dancing the waltz is because the second female character in "On the Sea" is a courtesan, and she dances very well, especially the highlight of her dancing with the male protagonist.

I just entered the play by dancing, looking for the feeling of the role, but unfortunately no one danced with me, so I could only dance alone with the air. was immersed in the scene just now, but unfortunately was interrupted by Lu Chenyu.

"You busy man is not busy working outside, what are you doing here?"

"This is my home, can't I come back?" Lu Chenyu said bluntly, and I was speechless.

This house was bought by Lu Chenyu, and I didn't pay a penny, but I lived there for more than three years, and I still regarded it as my own home, and even I would be very unhappy when he came back occasionally. Speaking of which, this incident does make me feel a little weak.

I shrugged my shoulders and couldn't argue with it, and turned back to the bathroom to take a comfortable bath. I combed my hair again, changed my clothes, and simply tidied up my appearance.

Since Lu Chenyu and I are in a cooperative relationship, then we can be regarded as working partners. In front of colleagues, it's always good to be too sloppy, and you still have to have the grooming that you should pay attention to.

Seeing that I was packing up, Lu Chenyu rarely smiled at me and said, "You might as well put on makeup again." ”

I looked at him, "What do you mean, I don't look good if I don't wear makeup?"

"Not really. It's just a better way to show how much attention you attach to welcoming your husband home. ”

I don't know if he said it with good intentions or with bad intentions, but he would never have said anything to the good of him.

"Let's go, I'll take you somewhere. He suddenly stood up and dragged me away.

"Where are you going at night?"

"Don't go out, just be at home"

Sure enough, he didn't go out, he pulled me up to the second floor, walked down the hallway, and went up another staircase to the third floor.

When we first got married, the house Lu Chenyu bought was a small villa on the edge of the city, in addition to the first, second and two-story living areas, there was also a large terrace on the third floor. At that time, he said that he was busy with work and wanted to ask me to be in charge of the decoration, and I thought to myself that I didn't have the money to buy a house, so I should always make some effort, so I worked extra hard.

However, it is said that it is hard work, and it is all the work of the decoration company, so I just have some more design suggestions. At that time, I was in a good mood, I liked this terrace on the third floor, and I always thought that it was a very pleasant thing to come up and read a book and drink tea in my spare time. Therefore, the decoration company also focused on the design, and the set was quite exquisite.

It's a pity that I'm not a person with a taste for life at all, and I'm ashamed to say that I haven't even gone up to this terrace once after moving in.

Suddenly, I saw many small accessories here that I bought three years ago, and my memory pulled me back to that time.

At that time, Lu Chenyu lived here mostly except for work. Our relationship hasn't started to turn bad yet, and we're polite and respectful to each other. Sometimes when I wake up in the morning and want to make my own breakfast, I will bring him one out of friendliness, and when the two of us sit at the table to eat together, I suddenly have the illusion that I am really married.

He took me to sit in a chaise longue and didn't know what I wanted to do.

"According to the number of idol dramas, there should be a helicopter coming here to take us around the world. I said boredly.

"Shouldn't the number of idol dramas be to watch the stars together?" he said along with me.

But when I tilted my head, he was really looking up at the sky.

"What are you looking at?

"Is it good-looking?" Lu Chenyu asked.

To be honest, it's pretty good. The eyes are scattered with the shadows of the flowers, bridges, flowing water, and trees, and the eyes are the bright moon in the sky and the Milky Way. It's a pity that I really don't have any romantic feelings, and I feel bored after watching it for a while.

So I hugged my arms and said, "It's okay, it's dark and cold." ”

Lu Chenyu turned around and went downstairs, and when he came up again after a while, he carried a bottle of red wine and two glasses in one hand, two burning candles in the other, and a blanket on his arm.

He set the candles, threw me the blanket, poured red wine, and not to mention, the atmosphere was right.