Chapter 13: A Man with a Cold Heart and a Cold Lungs
I wrapped myself tightly in a blanket. In fact, it is not too cold, but there is a sense of comfort and warmth.
When I was in a good mood, I couldn't help but ridicule Lu Chenyu and said, "Lu Yingdi, you really know how to play, just rely on these means to make those little girls fascinated?"
Lu Chenyu glanced at me and continued to drink the red wine in his glass, seemingly too lazy to pay attention to me.
I was not discouraged at all, approached him a little, pushed him with my elbow, and asked gossipingly: "Hey, tell me, how did you soak in the distance, so that other girls can leave behind for the sake of your face and future." ”
"If I want to soak it, I won't soak that yellow-haired girl. Lu Chen said gloomily.
Speaking of which, since your debut, although there have been many scandals, they are all gossip chasing after the wind and shadows, and there is no real love hammer. I don't believe you've been alone, which one is true?"
"I had a few paragraphs before I got married, but I didn't have them after I got married. The legal wife who put the building near the water doesn't soak, and goes outside to soak others, I don't bother to think about that. ”
Although this sounds awkward, there is a little truth to it, so I continued to ask: "I don't want to bother, so what if I take the initiative to send it to the door?"
"The quality of the goods delivered to the door for nothing will not be much better. I like to choose for myself. ”
Hehe, too, a conceited and arrogant person like Lu Chenyu has always liked to control the overall situation, and he has the final say in everything, even if it is a matter of falling in love, he should be in charge, and it is not the turn of other women to have the final say.
The two of us chatted while drinking, talking nonsense all over the world, but most of them were still talking to me, Lu Chenyu just listened, and occasionally responded with a few words.
But before I knew it, I drank too much, and I didn't even know if I was drunk or asleep. I clearly remember that I was clinking glasses with Lu Chenyu on the terrace one second, and the next second, when I opened my eyes, the sky was already bright, and I was lying on the bed in my room.
I don't remember how I got back to bed. Shouldn't he be drunk in front of Lu Chenyu again!
I pulled my hair in frustration, drinking was really a mistake, and I always drank too much even though I didn't drink very well!
But after my brain cleared up, I couldn't help but think, yesterday Lu Chenyu suddenly ran back, looked at the stars and lit candles, what kind of play was this...... I can't really tell that he's still a romantic person. But you should also play with other women when you play romance, what is he doing with me!
Suddenly, a bold idea flashed through him, could he be ...... I didn't think my dad would be in a bad mood when he died, so he came back to accompany me and help me feel relieved...... Especially after he walked in and saw me who looked like I was insane......
No, no, no, it can't be. Lu Chenyu is definitely not such a kind person.
He is probably just idle and bored, otherwise a person who is usually too busy with work would not have rested at home for two days in a row.
But he rests his, I read my script, and we don't disturb each other.
Unexpectedly, the first person to disturb this tranquility was Feng Yilun.
After I came back from recording the show a few days ago, he also called me, but I didn't want to answer it, and I was so annoyed that I simply blocked him. I never thought that he would come directly to the door.
Fortunately, I went to open the door, and Lu Chenyu was in the study on the second floor, so he shouldn't be able to hear the movement below.
I kept leading Feng Yilun out of the park before accusing: "What are you doing here! Don't suddenly run over and make trouble for me, what if someone sees you!"
"That's because you haven't answered my phone!Sheng Qing, tomorrow is Dad's funeral, and you don't plan to show up yet, do you?" "This is the first time Feng Yilun has lost his temper with me.
I muttered, "You know and you're going to ask me......"
"I just don't understand why, how can there be such a ruthless daughter in the world, who doesn't even care about her father's life or death! Are you resentful of your father? What is there about him to be sorry for you?" Feng Yilun asked repeatedly.
I said calmly: "I'm sorry for nothing, I've never regarded him as my father, and there is no father-daughter relationship between me and him." Go to his funeral, in what capacity? Daughter? But his surname is Pei, and my surname is Sheng. The Pei family may not want to see me, so why do such an inappropriate thing. ”
"But my surname is Feng!"
"I won't judge right and wrong, but everyone has their own life and choices, and if you choose to be the child of the Pei family, then the father and son are filial and filial to the brothers, and this is very good. But I chose to leave the Pei family, I hope to completely sever relations with the Pei family and have no more contact. I also read the documents given to me by the lawyer, and I don't want anything that my father left me, whatever you want. ”
Feng Yilun's excited emotions gradually cooled down, and after thinking for a long time, he slowly said, "I understand, you are probably such a cold-hearted person." I won't persuade you again in the future. But just one sentence, Sheng Qing, you have to understand that once some things are regretted, they can't be made up for a lifetime. ”
"Regret?" I couldn't help but think his words were funny, "What is regret? I didn't go to see him for the last time and didn't attend his funeral? No, no." My regret is that my mother has been an unsightly junior all her life, my regret is that my father never let me know that he loves my mother or love me until he died, my regret is that I didn't have a father role in my childhood, my mother told me that my father died before I was born! My regret is that I have been ashamed to talk about my family all my life, and I dare not tell people that I am an illegitimate child! I am ashamed!"
When I first spoke, I was talking flat and straightforward, but I didn't know how to say it, and I became more and more excited, and finally I was almost yelling.
"I know that you are in a similar situation to me, I shouldn't complain to you about this, but I just can't see it like you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you, I shouldn't yell at you, but I also beg you not to come to me for these things in the future, let me be clean and pure, I really don't want to have anything to do with the Pei family anymore!"
After saying this, I was already in tears. I don't know what makes me feel so sad, and the tears just can't stop flowing.
Feng Yilun also saw me crying for the first time, his expression was a little panicked, he stretched out his hand to help me wipe my tears, and said: "Okay, okay, I know, I understand, listen to you, why cry......"
was coaxed by him for a while, and his emotions slowly calmed down. That's probably all I can say today, I sent Feng Yilun away, and I waited until the redness and swelling of my eyes largely subsided before returning home.
As soon as I entered the door, I saw Lu Chenyu who came down to pour water. He must have known that I was out, and was not surprised to see me coming back from outside, but just asked, "Where have you been?"
"Didn't go anywhere...... I naturally wouldn't mention Feng Yilun to him, "just to take a break in the park." Stuffy at home. ”
He suddenly put down his glass and stared at my face, which made me feel uncomfortable.
"Have you cried?" he asked.
"What's the matter, the eyes of the wind just now are not very comfortable. I hurriedly quibbled. I didn't expect to be noticed by him after slowing down outside for so long.
Fortunately, he didn't ask, but said, "Come and sit." I'm going to talk to you about one thing. ”
Seeing his solemn look, eighty percent wanted to get down to business, and I was serious and honestly waited for him to speak.
"That's right, I have a film here that is expected to start filming in the first half of next year, and the schedule for you to finish filming "At Sea" is also just right, and there is a role I think you should play well. What do you think?"
I looked at him suspiciously. Lu Chenyu's films have always been fame and fortune, he has never given me such resources, and there has been no such cooperation between us.
"You're a producer?" I asked.
"Yes, producer and starring. ”
"You have the final say, and there won't be any more troubles about changing roles. ”
"Although the casting is still early, the things I promised will not have any credibility at all. ”
I pursed my lips and muttered, "Didn't you just lose your credibility......" means that Xue Chiai has robbed the role.
He didn't get angry, but said calmly: "Yes, so I want to give you this role, which is counted as compensation." ”
I'm embarrassed that he's so generous. But who would have trouble with resources.,So I asked, "What kind of character is it?Can I take a look at the book first?" ”
"The script will have to wait a while. However, this play is an adaptation of a novel, you can go and see the original book first, and the character of the second female has not changed. ”
"Second girl?" I was disappointed when I heard this, thought for a while, and said, "Forget it." I don't want to play the second female lead. ”
Lu Chenyu looked a little helpless, and said: "Is it necessary for you to be so snobbish? How big is it to only play the female one? This female second character is very good, the personality contrast is very distinct, and she is very charismatic, and she is definitely more valuable than the female one." ”
I don't think so, "Why can't such a charismatic man look down on her...... And I don't dislike the second female lead, it's just that I just finished filming the second female in "On the Sea", and I turned around to play your second female again, I'm really afraid that my positioning will be fixed on the second female in the future, and no one will ask me to play the female first anymore. ”
Lu Chenyu pondered for a moment and said, "What you said also has some truth. Then let's think about it again, there's no hurry. ”
Anyway, I am still very grateful to Lu Chenyu for this kindness, but the most important thing at the moment is to shoot "On the Sea" first.
And the next morning, I still went to Pei's house.
Originally, I was determined not to go to this funeral, but when I went to sleep, I always dreamed of some strange scenes, such as when I came back from elementary school, the nanny picked me up and went home, and as soon as I entered the house, I saw my mother and Pei Shuqing sitting at the dining table eating. Another example is that my mother took me to the crew to film, and when I got out of the car, I turned around and found that the person in the driver's seat was Pei Shuqing.