Dick's diary entry for June 10, 2128 is particularly long, as it records his transformation from human to vampire.

And when Ye Mengying saw the diary at the end, although she couldn't fully understand what the young Dick was feeling after learning that he had become a vampire, after reading this diary, Ye Mengying couldn't help but feel deeply depressed.

With a long breath, Ye Mengying adjusted her mood before she began to continue reading Dick's diary again.

Thursday, June 11th The weather is cloudy

I don't know how I got through that long night yesterday, but I seemed to be adaptable, because it was only one night that I recognized myself as a vampire.

Perhaps this in itself is not a difficult thing to do, because humans and vampires are not really that different.

Wicked people are evil even if they are human, and good vampires are good even though they are vampires, so I don't change anything because of the change in identity.

Monday, June 15th The weather will be cloudy

I've been very uncomfortable for the past few days because I've been sweating a lot since my first hug, even though I'm not hot.

At first, I was just plain and transparent sweat, as long as it dried, it was nothing, but as I sweated more and more, the color of my sweat gradually turned yellow, then black, and it emitted a foul smell, and I was almost fainted.

And every time I sweated, my stomach began to feel very hungry, so in order to fill my stomach, I ate like crazy, desperately eating, and the housekeeper Oliver also brought me a lot of food, but it still couldn't satisfy my stomach that seemed to have become a bottomless pit.

So I just ran straight into the kitchen and stuffed everything I saw in front of me and ate everything I could eat.

I don't know why, I didn't digest much of what I ate, and most of it quickly vomited untouched, which made me almost crazy.

Thursday, June 18th Sunny weather

This afternoon, Edward came to my room with a glass full of red liquid, he looked at me pale, and told me that if I drank it, I would no longer sweat, I would not vomit anything I ate, and I would not have to continue to suffer like this.

After listening to Edward's words, I didn't hesitate at all, I just pounced, snatched the glass from his hand, then craned my neck, and poured all the red liquid in the glass into my mouth.

Edward didn't lie to me this time, as the viscous and fishy liquid slid down my throat and into my stomach, my body immediately felt warm and comfortable, like the feeling of soaking in a hot spring.

But I soon realized that something was wrong, the red liquid that Edward gave me was blood, and it was human blood, not vampire blood, and even though I had never drunk human blood before, I could still taste it, because I was already a vampire.

Tuesday, July 1st Sunny weather

In the hot summer, the sun was shining brighter than usual, and although it had been more than half a month since I became a vampire, I still couldn't get used to sleeping during the day and being active at night.

So in the morning, bored, I could only hide in a dimly lit room in a daze until Edward came to me.

To be honest, Edward's arrival was a surprise to me, as he had usually come to my room at dusk or near dusk.

When Edward came into the house, and saw me curled up on the bed, he immediately mocked me contemptuously, saying that it was a fool's dream that I wanted to seek revenge on him for my decadence.

Although Edward's disdainful tone made me angry, I had to admit that he was right, Edward was already a vampire count, and I was only a newborn among vampires, and if I had been living in the house like I am now, I am afraid that I would not be able to kill Edward even in a hundred years.

But it was precisely because I knew that Edward was right, that I became even more angry, and I went crazy and pounced on him, hitting and biting him.

However, even though I was many times stronger than before after becoming a vampire, my attacks fell on Edward's body, as if they were helping him tickle, and it was useless.

When I was tired and tired, Edward, who had not resisted, said to me who collapsed on the ground with a blank face, if you really want to kill me, come to the basement tomorrow afternoon, and I will teach you what you should learn.

Wednesday, July 2nd Sunny weather

Cultivating one's enemies and making them strong is something that I think only a madman would do.

Does Edward seem crazy? It doesn't seem like it, and even though he was the murderer of my family, I have to admit that his gaze is so determined and wise.

But when I went to the basement with suspicion, I saw that Edward was actually inside.

And over the next few hours, Edward really trained me, strapping all sorts of heavy punching bags around me and making me run around the basement.

However, I questioned it in the process, because running with weights is a way for ordinary people to exercise, and I don't think it's necessary for vampires who are far more physically fit than ordinary people to do this.

Very rarely, Edward explained the reason to me this time, although his tone was still very cold.

He said it was so that I could have a better foundation before I learned the skills of a vampire.

Friday, August 9th The weather will be cloudy

Time passed quickly, and before I knew it, more than a month had passed, and during this more than a month, every day I was receiving Edward's basic training.

And in the last few days, Edward has also started to set some goals for me, if I achieve them, there will be no reward, but if I don't, Edward will punish me in various ways.

Like whipping me with a water-soaked leather whip, or making me crawl on burnt red charcoal.

And whenever I was being punished, Edward would appear very happy, laughing like a pervert.

Laugh, laugh, there will always be a time for you to cry

Looking at Edward's devil, I swore in my heart that one day I would avenge my family, and then I would give him back a thousand times the pain I have endured now.

Saturday, September 13th The weather is cloudy

Today is the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, the fullest time of the year, but the sky at night is overcast, and you can't even see the shadow of the moon.

But that didn't stop me from feeling good, for it was the first time Edward had taken me out of the castle since I arrived.

The air outside the castle was so fresh, natural and wonderful, I breathed greedily and deeply, wishing I could fit in with my whole being.

Out of the forest outside the castle, Edward took me into a car and drove me all the way to the city.

The cool breeze passed by my cheeks, and I was once again intoxicated when I saw the strange and familiar sights passing by me.

After about an hour, Edward pulled over on a secluded path, the road was dark, but for me now, it was as bright as day, and as far as I could see, it was empty, and there was nothing.

I didn't understand what Edward had brought me here for, so I looked back, but before I could ask, Edward had already told me that he had come to take me hunting.

I don't know exactly what Edward meant by hunting, but I had a vague sense that it wasn't supposed to be a good thing.

My mood began to get hesitant, I became agitated, I became restless, I wanted to pray, but I didn't know who I should pray to.

Is it God? The moment I became a vampire, I was abandoned, and God could no longer hear me.

Is it the devil? No, no matter how much misfortune I endure, I will never bow down to the devil, never!

On a dead night, a drunken man staggered to the other side of the road, humming a pleasant tune in his mouth, and he seemed very happy, but he did not know that death was slowly approaching him.

Go suck his blood dry!

As soon as Edward's cold voice rang in my ears, I immediately understood what hunting was all about.

I admit that after becoming a vampire, every few days Edward would come to me with a wine glass full of human blood, and although I resisted, I had already planted the seed of bloodlust in my body, and I couldn't resist the temptation of blood, so I drank all the human blood in the end.

But the human blood was poured into the wine glass, and I don't know where it came from, or at least I can pretend not to, so when I drink it, the guilt in my heart will not be so strong.

But now that Edward has made me eat human blood, it's a completely different thing.

I knew that once I started today, I would never be able to stop again, so I chose to turn around and run, and I wanted to run as far as possible.

But in the end, I didn't even run ten meters away, and Edward dragged me back by the arm, and in my struggle, he dragged me all the way to the drunk.

What are you two doing?

These were the first and last words the drunk said when he saw us, as he was quickly knocked unconscious by Edward.

Suck his blood dry!

Edward repeated what he had said in the same cold tone.

No!

I let out a high-pitched, piercing growl.

However, everything that followed proved that my resistance was so powerless and vulnerable.

Before my growling could stop, Edward reached out his claws and dug a huge hole in my chest.

Immediately, my blood gushed out like a spring, and my brain immediately felt dizzy, and in an instant, the strength of my whole body seemed to be drained, and the whole person fell directly and crookedly.

At this moment, I felt again the fear of death hovering around me on the night of my first embrace.

If it all ends here, maybe I'll have a chance to go to heaven and see my father and mother, and my brother.

Yet I didn't die this time, because Edward put the neck of the drunkard who had fainted to my lips.

In my instinct to survive, I heard the beautiful notes of blood flowing from the drunk's neck, and I also smelled the fragrant aroma of blood.

I didn't have a choice, I opened my mouth, bared my sharp fangs, and bit down on the drunk's neck, and in that moment, I was completely reduced to a blood-sucking monster.

When the morning sun fell on the earth, the tingling sensation on my body gradually regained my consciousness, and I saw that the drunk man lying next to me had long since lost his breath, and Edward's devil was still standing in a dashing hand not far away.

I think I have one more reason to kill him.

Since September 13th, 2128, Dick's diary has recorded some of his and Edward's daily life, and nothing special has happened, so I just took a general look at these Ye Mengying,

It wasn't until a diary written by Dick eight years later that Ye Mengying's attention regained Ye Mengying's attention, because Ye Mengying clearly felt between the lines of Dick's words that Dick's psychology seemed to have undergone some changes in the past eight years.

Sunday, June 16 The weather will be cloudy

On the top of the mountain, Liam and I each stood on a boulder, watching each other with wary eyes, and we would have a fierce battle.

Edward, on the other hand, was sitting in a treetop about twenty meters away from us, as he had arranged the fight, and he said he wanted to test the recent progress of Liam and me.

To be honest, I had some confidence in this fight at first, because even though Liam was older than me, I had been training hard under Edward's supervision over the years, so my strength improved very quickly.

And maybe because I was a human-turned-vampire, I, like the Sinmores, am very good at using magic.

However, the battle between me and Liam was simple and short, and with Liam's incredible speed and great strength, I had no room to fight back, let alone use magic.

After just over fifty moves, I was kicked out by Liam.

And when I lost the battle, Edward jumped down from the treetops, and he came up to the smug Liam and patted him on the back as a sign of encouragement.

Seeing this scene, I immediately felt extremely depressed and jealous in my heart.

But just as I was drooping my head, Edward came up to Liam and told me that I don't need to be discouraged, as long as I keep improving at my current pace, I can defeat Liam very easily in two or three years.

I don't know if Edward was true or if it was meant to comfort me, but his words made my bad mood much better.

Does a person feel jealous when he sees his enemy encouraging his son? Does a person feel better because of the enemy's comfort?

Ye Mengying didn't think so.

Dick's diary made Ye Mengying feel that Edward seemed to be unconsciously in Dick's heart, in addition to being the murderer of his whole family, there was also a little more element of relatives, to be precise, of his father.

This also made Ye Mengying suddenly understand why Dick's shelves were full of books about psychology, especially one that introduced Stockholm syndrome.

Perhaps it was because Dick himself was aware of the changes in his heart that he panicked and began to look for the cause.

And Dick's diary after that also confirmed Ye Mengying's conjecture.