Liu Laohan was lying on the stiff concrete floor, I don't know how long, he still couldn't understand why he ended up like today. He was speechless, blind and the skin tumor on his face had deteriorated severely.

Liu Laohan's nose bone was exposed, and he was surrounded by rotten flesh, and he seemed to be able to hear flies flying around him, but he also knew that it was winter, where did the flies come from?

But he still has a breath, but this is a real breath, and as long as this breath is still there, he is still alive.

Liu Laohan has five years out of seventy in his life. He and his wife Zhang Suzhen raised four sons and two daughters, and died a son and a daughter.

Before he died, only the imaginary flies accompanied him, fortunately Su Zhen left first, Liu Laohan took the children to send Su Zhen away with dignity, and it was his turn, but it ended up with a sad ending, how unwilling.

Liu Laohan of Jinji Castle, everyone gave him a thumbs up and praised him as a "good person", but a good person may not be rewarded. Five years ago, Liu Laohan'er had a sarcoma on his nose, and the boss took him to the hospital for examination.

After seeing several hospitals, the doctors all said that it was a tumor, 80 percent malignant, and if it was cut off, it was very likely to spread, and he was old and had difficulty recovering, so he might not live long, and if he was not cut off, he would live for three or five years.

The most critical point is that Liu Laohan is a farmer, there was no new medical insurance in the countryside in those years, all expenses had to be paid by himself, and the four sons were ordinary people, which was a lot of money for anyone, even if it was divided into four parts, or even six parts, it was not a small amount.

The boss is the master, no longer a doctor, take home delicious food and drink to serve the rest of his life, the boss is willing to say this, no one objected as expected, Liu Laohan sat on the stool, touched the peanut rice size, soft and soft sarcoma on his nose, did not speak, his heart was empty.

He secretly asked the doctor how much it cost to do the operation, and then he thought about it, and he felt that the boss was right, he had money, but not so much, and he couldn't bear to let the four children pool money to operate on him, that was twenty years ago, and there was no so-called fundraising platform.

Liu Laohan's four sons are not far away, it is convenient to take care of them, the sons are taken to the house, take turns to take care, the daughters are not far away, they have said that they want to take Liu Laohan home to take care of, Liu Laohan always said that there are four sons who still go to live with their daughters' parents, afraid of people's jokes, but also afraid of people gossiping, poking the backbone of several sons, so he resolutely refused to go, even if he occasionally went to live for two days, he was in a hurry to come back.

As for whether the four families are dedicated to taking care of them, then each has his own conscience, Liu Laohan'er is fair, really caring for the children's family, he doesn't add much trouble, so-so children's family, he also stayed enough for a month, in the first few years, the tumor did not really affect his life, he can still help do some housework within his ability, and every family welcomes him, there is no big contradiction.

Later, the tumor began to spread, deteriorate, suppurate, the wound grew bigger and bigger, and his health became worse and worse. He began to be annoying everywhere he went, and his grandchildren were afraid of the wound on his face and didn't dare to get too close.

Although the grandchildren really feel sorry for him, the hideous wounds and bare nose bones discourage the children.

When Liu Laohan's wound was itchy, he took a cotton swab, squeezed out the pus inside, and cleaned the wound with alcohol, which was slightly refreshing and comfortable.

Wait for death, he thought, to come sooner.

When Liu Laohan'er was dying, he couldn't speak, he couldn't see, and only his heart was clear. He hadn't touched a drop of water for three days, and the grain of rice hadn't been eaten, so the little daughter-in-law left him alone in the old house and went out to do business by himself, and told his brothers that the little fourth child would take care of the old man, and they didn't have to worry about it.

The three brothers didn't think much about it, how did they know that in such a cold winter, the fourth couple left the old man alone in the cold old house, and the stove did not give birth to one, Xiu'er went to earn money, and the fourth child went to gamble and drink, and no one was by his side.

This year's winter was particularly cold, and many old people were not able to survive it, but they were lucky, they all left in a warm room, Liu Laohan'er held on to his breath, his body was stiff, but he still refused to leave, he didn't know what he was waiting for, or was he unwilling?

It is said that good people have good rewards, and Liu Laohaner has been a good person all his life, but he didn't see what a good newspaper looks like. He is honest and good in everything, but he didn't raise the little four well, he drank and gambled when he was young, and continued to drink and gamble when he got married.

Liu Laohan'er was helpless, this daughter-in-law was chosen by their Liu family's little fourth child, Xiao Si'er's greedy face at the beginning, not the person who rejected the choice of his parents, decided that Xiu'er would not let go, who wanted Xiu'er to look down on Xiao Si'er, but this is not to blame Xiu'er, who married a man who drinks and gambles all day without complaints?

He thought that a few years earlier, when he was still young, and the village and the next village were fighting for land and canals, he was not afraid, and he almost never lost, and he was also considered to have some prestige in the village, and his words were also very weighty, and the village came to him for advice.

Su Zhen was won by him in a fight, that year Su Zhen's family and Miao Zi's family had a conflict because of the water canal, Su Zhen's family of three sisters, only one younger brother, was eaten to death by the five brothers of the Miao family, he was young and vigorous, and he helped Su Zhen's family fight once, one beat five, and he didn't suffer a big loss, although he was injured, but he also put down the three Miao family, and he abducted Su Zhen back home.

Su Zhen always said before leaving, she came to Liu's house alone with a small burden, took care of Liu Laohan'er who was injured in a fight, and never left, she didn't even set up a decent banquet, so many years, how much suffering she has suffered, how many sins she has suffered, she always wants Liu Laohan'er to be kind to her.

"Suzhen, you have to see what I am now, and then you know that I am the one who is really suffering. Liu Laohan thought to himself. Even if Su Zhen broke her two legs in a car accident and lay in bed for many years, he didn't let Su Zhen suffer the slightest grievance, scrubbed Su Zhen's body every day, hugged her to urinate, took her out to bask in the sun, planted flowers for her, and picked mulberries for her to eat on the mountain.

At that time, he was still physically strong, and he could do whatever he wanted, but now he can't, he can't do anything, and this feeling really makes people want to give up everything.

Liu Laohan wanted to move his arms, but his whole body was frozen, and he couldn't even move his fingers, he wanted to know if he was still alive, and whether this breath was still there.

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