Chapter 107: Who Should I Live Like?
"If it weren't for my sister's affairs, my parents couldn't let it go and made a deal with you, I wouldn't have been born, right?" Miffier asked in a muffled voice, her heart was now boiling like boiling water, but she still had to hold it down, pretending to be casual, but unfortunately she was too young to hide it at all, and the sympathy that the two people in the house, a monster and a cat, couldn't hide.
After all, my mother is already an advanced maternal age, and it is very difficult to just conceive a baby, not to mention bringing her into this world safely, safely, healthily, and my parents' colleagues and friends all say that this is impossible.
Xiaoxiao nodded, Yan Ruyu couldn't bear to open her eyes, she really couldn't bear to look at the disappointment and pain in Miffy's eyes.
"So all these years, Mom and Dad want me to live like my sister, right?" Miffy muttered to herself in confusion, as if asking Shinoxiao and herself.
"Then should I live as my sister Mizelle for my parents, or live as Miffel herself?" she was very conflicted, and began to doubt her memories for so many years, which ones she had personally experienced, and which ones had been left by her sister Mizelle, and the slightly older memories, the boundaries were not so obvious at all, and she didn't know which ones she had not personally experienced.
Jiang Wuyun was a little unbearable, Miffy, who didn't know the truth, was at least happy, but now she had endless doubts about herself, her parents, and her life, and even, she had deep doubts and wavering from the bottom of her heart about the meaning of her existence in this world.
Jiang Wuyun didn't know if he was doing this right or not for a while, originally he felt unfair for Miffy, but now he felt that maybe he didn't know the truth, and it was also a kind of protection for Miffy, at least she was happy.
Miffel sat in her chair in despair, her small body in a small group of the city, and her slightly trembling shoulders hinted at the fierce excitement and struggle in her heart.
Xiaoxiao looked at her like this and said coldly, "You can also choose to trade these memories to me." ”
Miffel opened her eyes, and she smiled bitterly: "What's the use of me giving you back these memories? ”
Xiaoxiao thought for a while and said, "You can also sell me this memory today, leave here, nothing happened, and do what you should do when you go home, at least you won't feel pain." ”
Yan Ruyu looked at him, it was rare for him to say so many words, and it was rare for him to take the initiative to propose such a deal, which was already very humane. Miffel shook her head, she didn't want to.
Miffel didn't want to forget this memory, she didn't want to live in a model of Mizelle like she used to, and she didn't want to be free and panicked like she had been a few days ago.
Sometimes the truth hurts, but sometimes knowing the truth is also a "must".
Yan Ruyu felt very sorry for this little girl, she wanted to help her do something, but this kind of thing, only the person concerned knew best, and others couldn't do anything.
Miffier stayed in Xiaoxiao's shop for a long time, and this was one of the very few people who went to Xiaoxiao's shop and didn't make any deals, except for Jiang Wuyun's cheeky one, of course.
She was there, listening to Jiang Wuyun talk about the things that happened to Mizelle, about Mi Zhuo's protection of her, about Jelly's care for her through the crowd, she recalled these years, the most memorable thing every year, which day it was, whether it was her sister's experience, or her own memory.
But she happily discovers that the happiest thing she does every year is not Mizelle's memory at all, she stumbles, ignores, and grows into her own shape in the Mizelle model that her parents expect.
"Fei'er, I'm sorry. Mitsu's voice rang out, and Abu had already brought them in, for some unknown time. Mi Zhuo didn't know how to convince Qu Li and rushed to the seaside square with her.
Miffel looked at Mi Zhuo who came in a hurry, tears couldn't help but fall, the aggrieved Mi Fei didn't ask Mi Zhuo, whether she was Mizelle's replacement, this kind of obvious question, Mi Fei didn't want to waste her lips.
"Mom and Dad, thank you, and thank my sister for bringing me into this world, and I will love you well for my sister. Miffy said, coaxing her eyes.
Mi Zhuo was originally sad because Mi Feier was too sensible, but now after hearing her words, her heart was as uncomfortable as frying and roasting, Qu Li walked over gently, stroked Mi Feier's face, and the place where she was hit was still slightly red and swollen, but she cried more sadly than Mi Feier.
"It's me who is wrong, it's me who is too persistent to believe that Zell is gone. Qu Li choked up: "How can I not know how unfair this is to you, it's just that I really can't control it sometimes, you have her memories, as if she didn't leave." ”
Miffier gently held Qu Li's hand: "Mom, if you weren't too persistent, how could I come to accompany you, don't worry, I'm Mizelle, and I'm also Miffy." ”
Her words shocked everyone in the room, and Miffy, who was originally the most unworldly, saw it better than anyone else.
What matters is how you came to this world, what matters is what you do and what you become.
Qu Li hugged her tightly, crying silently, guilty and relieved.
Jiang Wuyun also felt that his eyes were wet, he quickly turned around and secretly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, for fear of being embarrassed by Abu, but saw Yan Ruyu quietly handed him a face towel.
Mi Zhuo and Qu Li take Miffel to say goodbye to everyone and leave, and they will soon forget about Shinoxiao and the shop, as well as the transactions they once made.
Miffel would carry Zel's memories with her parents, and occasionally when Qu Li would talk about how Zel was, Miffel would reply, "I remember it too." ”
Yan Ruyu watched Mi Zhuo's family of three lift the curtain and leave, the vertically falling curtain did not shake with their departure, but like a falling roller shutter door, cutting off the time.
"It's rare for you, and you can do loss-making deals. Yan Ruyu found something to tease Xiaoxiao, she was very satisfied that their family of three left like this, and did not make any more transactions, Xiaoxiao, the demon, she muttered in her heart, it is rare to do such a transaction, it seems that he still has a little bit of temperature on him, which is a good change.
Abu deliberately meowed, reminding Yan Ruyu to be careful when he spoke, and be careful of provoking this demon, no one would have fruit to eat.
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