We bought some beer and came to a pier, the dock at night is very quiet, this pier is a small pier, are some people on the water, live on the sea, eat on the sea, the four of us sat at the end of the pier, put our feet out, the pier is very high, Rolls is a little scared. I suddenly leaned forward: "What if I fall." She hurriedly grabbed me: "Don't be stupid, in case you really fall." With that, we were silent again. I looked at the sky, and the sky was always a little blue in the dark night, and when I looked into the city, there was a lot more red, and the clouds beside the moon were a little dark, and the dark clouds were exceptionally bright.

Rollo asked me, "What are you thinking?" I pointed to the clouds next to the moon and said, "It's strange to look at the clouds, the ones next to the moon are dark, but the ones next to the moon are so bright." She looked down at my finger and asked, "Oh, what's the matter?" I lit a cigarette and said slowly: "The darkness is often the darkest that can hide the light, but the darkness can never cover all the light." The landlord punched me: "Don't be emotional, a person smokes and pretends to be sad." I handed him a cigarette, and Rollo asked, "Light and darkness coexist." I nodded: "Yes, the darkness is because there is no light, so it is not only the light, but the darkness is pitiful, not the light obscured by the darkness." She asked me puzzled: "What are you talking about, why can't I understand?" I nodded: "Well, yes, anyway, it's just the four of us, I will make an analogy that you must have a deep understanding, but first you have to say good, no one is allowed to be angry." "They didn't answer me, and I know they acquiesced.

I took a puff of cigarette and said, "Come, let's see, Lao Fang, the man born at the finish line, is it excellent, do you want the dazzling sun." They nodded, and I sat up straight and looked at Miss Q again, then at Rollo, and then said, "For example, you have a lot of landlord-like suns in this world, but you have encountered a few darknesss. The second daughter lowered her head when she heard this, and suddenly Luo Luo put her arms around me, leaned on my shoulders and said with a smile, "Then will you be my sun?" I smiled and did not answer her, Miss Q also lit a cigarette, raised her arms and shouted to the sea, "Even though it is dark, I will shine too!" The landlord put his arm around her shoulder.

We sat for a long time until Rollo fell asleep leaning on my shoulder.

We went back to the hotel, and I was about to go back to my room after carrying the sleeping Rollo back to my room. Because even in Guilin, Luo Luo still lives in a separate house, and does not live with me. Rollo suddenly grabbed my hand, I turned around and asked, "Wake up, am I moving too much?" She shook her head, she just woke up and pouted, opened her hands and asked me for a hug, I bent down to hug her and patted her on the back: "Sleep, I'll wake you up tomorrow morning." She shook her head, didn't speak, and hugged me tighter. I said, "I'm tired of you like this, I'll sit next to you and accompany you, and I'll go when you're asleep." She let go of her hand, and I sat on the edge of the bed, and she looked at me quietly, and I looked at her quietly.

After a while, she got up, and I asked, "Why don't you sleep?" She sat on my lap facing me, wrapped her legs around my waist, buried her head in my shoulders, and I hugged her. She put her hand on my shoulder and asked, "Are you my sun?" I was a little overwhelmed, but I didn't want to lie to her, so I lowered my head and said, "I'm sorry, I ......" She looked up at me with a smile: "I know, it's so easy to forget someone, I give you time, and I will be with you." I nodded a little guiltily, I didn't know what to say, she suddenly stood up, I looked at her, she looked at me, she changed and took off her clothes with her hands, I turned my head over, and said in a panic: "I'm sorry, you drank too much, I'm a little tired, I'll go back to sleep first." With that, I stood up and bowed my head and tried to walk towards the door, but I never dared to look at her. Without the top, the jeans outline her perfect figure even more attractively, I dare not look directly, after all, I am still a person with seven emotions and six desires.

She hugged me from behind, pulled my clothes down a little from my neckline, and bit me on the shoulder, I gritted my teeth and endured the pain, without making a sound, I felt a trace of heat from my shoulder, and she bit me bloody. Seeing me bleeding, she asked, "Why didn't you resist?" and I shook my head: "I'm sorry." She sat back on the bed with some loss: "I want to move in with you, you don't want to, now I'm like this, you don't want to, can you have more to me besides saying sorry, even if it's just some, about the feeling of a couple, you rarely take the initiative to kiss me, rarely ask me, rarely take the initiative to hug me, and you don't even want to touch me." I bowed my head and was silent, I didn't know what to say, and after a long time, I still said, "I'm sorry." She shook her head, tears slowly remained, and said softly: "I don't want you to be with me because of guilt, I don't want that." ”

I turned around, squatted in front of her, held her hands and said: "I was a little guilty about you at the beginning, I didn't deal with our relationship decisively, if I left you because I was cowardly, and later, I began to slowly let go and accept you, I was not with you because of guilt, nor was I grateful to you, it may be a little superficial to say, I fell in love with your lips, I am a person dominated by desire, I always follow my own desire to find, to choose, my heart tells me that it is you, it is you. She lowered her head and kissed me lightly on the forehead, she was even more tempted at this time when she was not wearing much, I quickly closed my eyes, she said softly in my ear: "Aren't you a person who is dominated by desire, do you still have to suppress yourself at this time?" I closed my eyes and replied to her: "As a man, I am indeed easy to be dominated by desire now, but as a lover, I can't." She asked, "Why?" and I stood up and hugged her, "Trust me." She nodded, touched the wound that was still bleeding slowly, and asked, "Does it hurt?" and I smiled and replied to her, "It doesn't hurt." She gently touched the wound and said, "If I lose you one day, I will find this mark, and I will get you back." "We slept in each other's arms that night, and I hugged her tightly, just hugged her, just hugged her.

"Lü's Spring and Autumn Chajin": "The Chu people have people who wade into the river, and their swords fall into the water from the boat; 'The boat stops, and from the one to whom it is deed, it enters the water and seeks it. The boat is already in place, but the sword is not, and if the sword is like this, isn't it also confused?"

Mr. Ye's son often comes to the bar and often brings his business partners to discuss business. He came alone that day, and he found a place to sit down alone, and I stepped forward to entertain him. When he saw me, he beckoned me to sit down, tidied up his suit and said: "Our company recently donated some equipment and money to a welfare home, and the hospital organized a thank you party for the children, and we also want to arrange some programs for the children in the hospital, I want to ask you and Miss Luo Luo to sing for the children, I don't know if it is convenient for you?" I replied: "I have to ask Luo Luo about this, I can only play the guitar, you want my big duck voice to sing to the children, I am afraid that it will leave a shadow." After saying that, we laughed at each other, I beckoned to Luo Luo, who was resting, Luo Luo came over, and after Xiao Ye Gongzi explained the situation to her, she agreed without thinking.

On the appointed date, Xiao Ye Gongzi drove a car to pick up Luo Luo and me. The welfare home is in the suburbs, and it takes more than an hour to drive from the bar to here, of course, except for the reason for the traffic jam in the morning, this distance is really a bit far for me who doesn't often go out.

I was a little uncomfortable on stage, not because I was nervous, but because I felt that a pair of eyes were staring at me all the time. After I stepped down, I kept looking for that gaze, but I never found it again. The dean smiled and said, "We haven't received donations for a long time, and Boss Ye's donation this time is enough for two years of expenses in the hospital, of course the whole hospital has come to thank Boss Ye." I asked again, "Didn't you get sick and didn't come?" The dean looked at the vice dean beside him: "This is ......" The vice dean asked me: "Is there a little girl, I don't know what Mr. Li is asking this for?" I smiled and replied to him: "I don't know if it's inconvenient for me to meet." The vice president hurriedly replied: "Convenient, of course convenient, please." ”

We came to the second floor of the dormitory, where a little girl with a shawl sat on the bed, holding a little rabbit doll in her hand, the little rabbit was a little dirty, missing an eye, three patches on her face, and one ear was missing. The little girl had her head bowed, her hair covering her face, some draped over her shoulders, some hanging like curtains, blocking our view and her face, and she was wearing a white dress, but her feet were exposed, and the little feet were a little dirty, hanging and shaking by the bed.

"Jasmine, this is Mr. Li, who was invited by Boss Ye to sing for you. The vice dean told her. She didn't answer us, just kept pinching the doll, I turned to the vice dean and said, "Dean, go get busy, Rollo and I want to talk to her, we'll go down later." The vice president hesitated: "This ......" I smiled: "We like this little girl and want to talk to her." The vice president hesitated for a moment, but nodded: "Okay, call me if you need anything." ”

Luo Luo squatted in front of Jasmine and said softly: "Little girl, what is your name, I heard the vice president say that your name is Jasmine, right?" Jasmine did not speak, Luo Luo said again: "Hello Jasmine, my name is Luo Luo, can I talk to you?" Jasmine still didn't pay attention to her, Luo Luo turned his head to look at me, I smiled and nodded, and squatted down, I smiled and said: "Hello Jasmine, my name is Li Li." After saying that, I stretched out my hand, she slowly raised her head, stared at me with both eyes, and after a while she reached out and took my hand: "You, okay, my name is Jasmine." Her voice was a little ethereal, and it was the first thing we heard her say.