After passing the assessment, the sky suddenly brightened. Qiao Nan regained his bright and youthful appearance, his old anger was gone, he laughed and played with his comrades-in-arms to his heart's content, and occasionally played pranks. After removing the needle, he wanted to call home, but the squadron leader found him first.

"I'll grant you leave, you can go home first!"

"Huh?" Qiao Nan was surprised, but shook his head very stubbornly: "I don't want to take a vacation, I have to take a long time off when I graduate defense, I have to save the vacation, I can't always ask for leave!"

The captain hesitated again and again, and said with difficulty: "If you ask for leave, you can ask for leave, this is an order! Go home, I will give you a week of leave, of course, two weeks is fine." ”

Qiao Nan's expression changed immediately, and many thoughts flashed in his mind in an instant: "Could it be that my mother ...... her?"

He thought again, it was unlikely that something had happened at home. Because before the training camp, he secretly arranged Sun Ruiyang and Xu Wei to be his eyeliner, and if there was a situation at home, they would contact the army as soon as possible. Although the troops are strict, they are not impersonal, and as long as something big happens at home, most of the leaders will release them.

The captain was still very embarrassed to consider the wording: "Listen to your mother, something must have happened to your family, go back quickly!"

Qiao Nan was cold, and his palms were full of cold sweat: "Out, what's wrong?"

"I don't know, it's your mother's call, tell her specifically, from now on, you are allowed to use communication devices. The captain stopped talking, and finally patted him on the shoulder and said, "Qiao Nan, I believe that you are a very rational warrior, no matter what happens, please deal with it calmly." ”

Qiao Nan had a premonition that something was wrong, and he had never trembled as much as he did now. He could even tell that his captain knew everything, but deliberately hid it from him.

The comrades-in-arms quickly drove the car over and drove him to the station. After Qiao Nan got in the car, the captain called Zhao Yulai and ordered: "You secretly follow Qiao Nan, stop him, don't let him do stupid things." ”

Zhao Yu was confused: "Captain...... What kind of order did you order? How do I follow, how do I stop him?"

"Let you go, you will go, can you complete the task?"

“…… Yes!"

"Let's go!"

Before running, Zhao Yu asked uneasily: "Captain, is this a business trip, can all expenses be reimbursed?"

"It's up to you to behave. The captain said coldly.

Zhao Yu had no choice but to follow Qiao Nan on the road to Hong Kong City. Qiao Nan is usually alert like a rabbit, and he may not be so easy to follow. But after listening to his comrades-in-arms talk about Qiao Nan's situation, Zhao Yu was silent, thinking that in this situation, Qiao Nan's anti-reconnaissance ability should be zero.

On the way to the station, Qiao Nan called her mother's phone. Li Lanzhi sounded tired, but told his son that there was nothing big and that he must be careful on the road. Qiao Nan called her girlfriend again, but her mobile phone kept turning off. Qiao Nan was about to be tortured by anxiety and went crazy, he asked his comrades to send him to the airport, and he was going to fly home.

Zhao Yu looked at the shriveled wallet and secretly complained, thinking that if the captain didn't reimburse him, he must teach them a good lesson. Although, it is very likely that he will be taught a lesson in the end.

Qiao Nan successfully bought a ticket home, and at the airport, he called his girlfriend over and over again, but the plane was still turned off. He's still comforting himself — she's abroad, so it's no surprise that the phone can't get through.

Qiao Nan arrived in the port city at about two o'clock in the afternoon, and the moment he landed, there were snowflakes outside, which was the most common sun snow in the port city. The sun is shining brightly, and the snowflakes are quiet and beautiful. Qiao Nan squinted his eyes and looked into his eyes, thinking, how beautiful this scene is!

Qiao Nan saw her sister and Xu Wei, and their eyes were red. Qiao Nan didn't care about catching up with her sister and asked her what happened. Qiao Lu couldn't open his mouth, Xu Wei patted him on the shoulder and said, "Brother, I'll take you somewhere." ”

Qiao Nan got into Xu Wei's car in a daze, and the car drove through the desolate suburbs, gradually entering the bustling city, and then to a wilderness. Qiao Nan seemed to have walked into a dream that he couldn't wake up from—where was he going?Did he return to his hometown?Why is this road so unfamiliar?

The car stopped at the foot of the mountain, Qiao Nan got out of the car, and saw that on the mountain where the sun and snow were falling, there were silent tombstones.

Qiao Nan went crazy all of a sudden, lost his mind, and carried Xu Wei's

collar, shaking frantically: "Why did you bring me to such a place?

Xu Wei was very aggrieved, but he understood his brother's mood and did not make any resistance. Qiao Lu, who was petite, pulled away her younger brother, pointed to the mountain and said, "There are people waiting for you there, go and take a look!"

Qiao Nan's cross-country ability is one of the best, he climbed halfway up the mountain with agility, and saw his mother, Jinzi, and several high school classmates at a glance, all of whom were standing in front of a tombstone. The tombstone is inlaid with a photograph of a girl with shoulder-length short hair, looking at him tenderly and silently, who is the girlfriend he has been longing for for a long time.

Qiao Nan suddenly felt that the world was spinning, and he had never felt that this world was so absurd. He disappeared for three months, what happened in those three months? Is he dead, leaving his soul wandering around the world, watching this unbelievable farce?

He suddenly burst out laughing, and the horrified laughter frightened his classmates and Li Lanzhi. Jinzi plucked up his courage and shouted "Qiao Nan" in a trembling voice, but was stopped by Qiao Nan: "Are you all fucking teasing me?"

Qiao Nan was crazy, and no one dared to go up and pull him. Li Lanzhi put down the paper money in her hand, grabbed her son's clothes and dragged him to the grave, and said very calmly: "Since she is back, give her a good ride." ”

The tombstone bears her name and a picture of her. The corners of her mouth turned up, and she looked at herself with a smile. The dream he had in the mountains and forests, and she looked like this in the dream.

Qiao Nan reached out to touch her face, but it was like picking flowers for her, even if he stretched out his hand, he couldn't touch it. It was as if there was an insurmountable barrier between them.

With red eyes, Huang Jinzi handed a box to Qiao Nan and said carefully: "Qiao Nan, this is her most precious thing, she asked me to pass it on to you." ”

Qiao Nan glanced at it, and he couldn't see anything clearly.

When he graduated from high school, he gave her a drawstring denim bag, which she always carried. She laughs and says, "This is the ring on my shoulder."

In her junior year, he gave her a radio that he had made himself, telling her that he would let the radio take his place to lull her to sleep on the days when he was not around.

Her book has finally been published, and the cover is as elegant and beautiful as her writing.

There is also a letter in it, which should ...... It was a suicide note she wrote to herself, right?

Qiao Nan couldn't bear to take the box, more precisely, he didn't dare. He took a few steps back, staggered, and almost fell to the ground, but it turned out that his mother was holding him up.

Li Lanzhi said again: "Cheer up! Since you're here, give her one last ride!"

Qiao Nan was stunned and said: "I'm dreaming, Dongmei is not here, she is in Singapore, she is an exchange student there...... She said that she said that the business area there was the best in the world, and she wanted to take advantage of the last opportunity to study hard before accompanying me to the frontier......"

Huang Jinzi said: "There is nothing Singapore, she has always been in Beijing." ”

Qiao Nan interrupted her words to herself: "She sent me an email, sent me the scenery of Singapore, there are many coconut trees on the road, there are many couples walking, and the school she exchanged also has a big archway......"

"She didn't make it, those photos were what she asked for with her younger sister. ”

Qiao Nan's gaze had lost focus, but she was still talking to herself: "She called me a lot, all of them were international ......"

"Her mobile phone card has been set up, so the number won't be displayed, that's the ...... I helped her get" Huang Jinzi couldn't cry: "I'm sorry, Qiao Nan, I shouldn't have hidden it for so long." Actually, every time I accompany Dongmei to find you, because I am worried that her body will not be able to support her, I can take care of her at any time. You can see me as soon as you turn around, but your eyes are on her, and you don't see my presence, and when you go to Tsinghua for military training, she is undergoing chemotherapy in the hospital. The doctor asked her to stay in a sterile environment, but she thought you were thinking so hard that she secretly went to Tsinghua University to see you. She fainted from exhaustion, and I got into the ambulance with her. She was afraid that you would see the clue and drive me away and let me go to an appointment with you. So, that day at Wudaokou, the reason why I was late was not that my classmates fainted, but that Dongmei fainted......"

His thoughts flew back to autumn, in the huge Tsinghua Garden, an ambulance broke up the neat queue and roared away; in the bustling Wudaokou, he rescued a rich second-generation girl; when Huang Jinzi came to the appointment, he was sweating profusely and looked tired......

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Nan listened quietly, thinking, he didn't cry or make trouble, just stared at the tombstone in a daze. But his tall body collapsed so badly that anyone could see that the last trace of strength had left his body.

Li Lanzhi knew that this hurt the most, and she persuaded: "Cry if you want to, and do whatever you want......

"What do you want me to do?!" Qiao Nan suddenly turned into a vicious wolf, pointed at his mother and roared, "Did you know from the beginning?

Qiao Nan's anger made everyone dumbfounded, he exhausted his strength, and his voice became hoarse: "You, you hide everything from me." I could have stayed with her for a while, but when you told me, it was already so yin and yang, I shouldn't have believed you, I won't trust you again, after all, I don't even know who my mother is......"

Qiao Nan choked up, and before he finished speaking, he suddenly received a slap in the face. It was too quiet around, and the slap resounded throughout the cemetery, startling a flock of crows.

Qiao Nan raised her head weakly and saw her angry sister.

Qiao Lu bit her lip tightly and squeezed out a few words from between her teeth: "Kneel!"

Qiao Nan stared at her sister, but her originally godless gaze was full of stubbornness.

"Smack"!

Qiao Lu slapped her younger brother mercilessly again, and the crisp sound made everyone stunned, and Qiao Nan's cheeks quickly swollen.

Qiao Lu trembled all over, and shouted, "Kneel!"

Qiao Nan is still resisting, but her sister's momentum is even stronger. These two slaps made his cheeks hurt hotly, and they also made Qiao Nan sober up a little. In front of his angry sister, he unconsciously knelt down.

Qiao Lu wanted to beat him again, but was stopped by Xu Wei. Qiao Lu took a deep breath and shouted, "There is a kind of you who you say again, you don't know who your mother is!"

Qiao Nan was silent, and Qiao Lu said again: "Mom has a trace of favoritism for the two of us—no, for the three of us? Who she worries about the most, don't you feel guilty? Yes, before you trained, she knew about Dongmei's condition." Dongmei was personally recruited by her to the No. 2 Middle School and cultivated by herself, isn't she heartbroken? She is more heartbroken than anyone else! She has long wanted to tell you that you should accompany her on the last journey and let her walk a little more peacefully. She even wants to call your school leaders and ask them to let you go. But Dongmei didn't let her do it. Mommy is caught between the two of you, have you ever thought about how sad she is?"

The mountain wind ruffled Qiao Lu's hair, and dark clouds hit from the sky, gradually obscuring the sun, and the fine snow turned into goose feather snow. Qiao Nan knelt in front of the grave, hung his head, and bit his lip.

Qiao Lu continued: "I've heard a lot of Jinzi's words these days, and every time Dongmei goes to look for you, her mental state is not good. After her diagnosis, nosebleeds worsened. If you are a little conscious, shouldn't you take her for a comprehensive examination? The last few times I went to Shacheng to look for you, Huang Jinzi accompanied her. Aren't you particularly capable of detecting the golden seed? But how can you not even find the golden seed? As long as you see the golden seed, Dongmei's condition can no longer be hidden. But you didn't notice it, and you didn't even notice Dongmei's nosebleed. Is it that you have no heart and lungs, don't know how to cherish it, neglect her condition, and have the face to blame others?"

Every word of my sister was like a nail nailed to Qiao Nan's heart. After his sister finished speaking, his heart was so painful that he didn't feel anything, and only two lines of hot tears flowed down his face.

My sister is right, it is that he is not cherished enough, not careful enough, and he has no right to accuse others. The mountain wind was howling, and he vaguely remembered that New Year's Day that they had spent together, and there was an old fortune teller on the corner of the street, who said to him, "Young man, the road to love is bumpy."

He ignored all of this and finally came to this point.

Qiao Nan kept kneeling there, and Huang Jinzi couldn't stand it, so he squatted down and persuaded her: "When Dongmei was about to leave, she wasn't very conscious, but as soon as she woke up, she told us not to contact you, this is her last entrustment to us." First, she knows how attached you are to your dreams, and second, she doesn't want you to see her last...... She knew that you would blame us for hiding it from you, so she wrote you a letter. She said, you are a smart person, and you will be relieved to see the letter she wrote. ”

Qiao Nan's eyes were hazy with tears, and he took the letter, and the envelope said "Qiao Nan personally opened". As soon as he saw the familiar handwriting, Qiao Nan's heart was like a knife again.

This is a letter with a title, entitled "My Favorite Person, Listen to Me Tell You a Story of a 'Mandala'".

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